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Dreams and False Alarms. Newer posts →. June 11, 2013 · 4:10 am. 8220;performance studies”. Reading the chapbook of the friend I miss the most and I realize I don’t know when to shut my mouth. The voice of my poems is the voice of my voice and it booms with obnoxious vibrato. I assembled a chapbook today. I applied to two jobs. I went to yoga. I made split pea soup. I can focus when I sleep and eat so much protein/am a protein machine. I don’t feel safe when I am writing a poem. Bull in all senses of bull.
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About Megan! | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. I currently live in Boise, Idaho, where I work as a caretaker and substitute teacher. I possess an MFA in Writing from Sarah Lawrence College. My poems can be found here. And are forthcoming here. 4 responses to “. March 5, 2008 at 12:21 am. February 28, 2009 at 6:03 pm. I love your site! Experiencing a slow PC recently? January 29, 2010 at 6:02 pm. Yo, megan, just wanted to let you know that i love reading your blog! May 19, 2010 at 6:32 am. I heart you/your words. Chloe's ...
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what’s the number according to whose measure? | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. Trust the Bunny Hutch & All–. Http:/ selfperformancewith.tumblr.com →. August 8, 2013 · 8:15 am. What’s the number according to whose measure? Look at me perform my sorrow! Than a dead rabbit. You should know. You built the scale. Or I did. Give you all the credit. Take it. Relate to it. I don’t know what my text messages mean. When I made terrible sexual decisions. But I left him in the bathroom. But I admitted that things are well, that I want this and I mean it. Maybe it will ...
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Trust the Bunny Hutch & All– | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. What’s the number according to whose measure? August 2, 2013 · 8:57 am. Trust the Bunny Hutch & All–. The problem is that I don’t want a job. I’m not qualified for anything that excites me. I want to sit around and talk to people about what they make and why they make it– about what is personal to them– the stories they tell about themselves. I can spend hours on Facebook fascinated by the profiles of strangers. I don’t know if there’s a job like that. He says “February? But one ...
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Gratitude | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security. Next Post →. June 28, 2013 · 2:26 pm. I feel overwhelmed with a sense of gratitude right now and if I don’t express it I think I’ll burst but Facebook didn’t seem like the right platform (too much of a performance, not that this isn’t? I have a fridge full of fresh produce that a woman I love dearly grows largely on her own terms. I miss farming, being close to the land, that kind of intelligence. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security. You are c...
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Dreams and False Alarms. Trust the Bunny Hutch & All– →. Don’t let yourself get seduced. I am seduced by the idea that anniversaries live in my musculature and that yoga today. Helped me work through the severing I endured last year, the breakup that thankfully changed. Everything. I was writing this in my head as J deepened my “happy baby” pose. I was generating/reflecting on how far I’ve come, as I’ve done intermittent dedication lately–. In the abstract, I’ve learned to set boundaries. I said. Guilty ...
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Breeding. | Dreams and False Alarms
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Dreams and False Alarms. 8220;performance studies”. Gestures with Gorgeous (In)security →. June 16, 2013 · 9:28 pm. 8220;I feel like I didn’t know my father”. Is what I say about my dad more often than not these days. This begs the question “what does it mean to know someone.”. Of course I’ve written about this before, of course. Ritalin makes me weepy, or quicker to react to my emotions. I don’t have actions besides the settling of ashes somewhere in Pennsylvania. But I have pictures, too. The urge to r...
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Open for Discussion: Sexual Assault, Rape & Why We Can’t Drop It | Wayswearelost's Blog
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Just another WordPress.com site. Claim Rape Article Wasn’t Meant to Minimize Rape. Finding You Again →. Open for Discussion: Sexual Assault, Rape and Why We Can’t Drop It. March 13, 2016. This is the third response to two previous posts. See the first, HERE. And the second, HERE. What I want to say is how grateful I am that this story even ran. Am I glad it had a negative impact on survivors? I believe I’ve already expressed what many people thought and felt last Sunday. And I do believe that helped ...
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July | 2015 | Wayswearelost's Blog
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Just another WordPress.com site. Monthly Archives: July 2015. Loneliness, Self-Care and Forgiveness. July 7, 2015. I don’t like what I wrote earlier. It feels like I’m complaining and I don’t like feeling that way. I wish I could efficiently write about my loneliness without sounding needy. I have been able to do that in the … Continue reading →. Protected: …an email box full of old ghosts and the need and desire to turn away. July 6, 2015. There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.
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Manifest Monday on Wednessday With Lingerie | Wayswearelost's Blog
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Just another WordPress.com site. Basic Trust: Right Words, Right Time. 9,486 →. Manifest Monday on Wednessday With Lingerie. October 22, 2015. I forgot to write a blog for my Manifest Monday idea. Please excuse this post for not being as artistically crafted as ones in the past. Intimacy is a varied light, shifting and moving. It comes to you if you will it, and in whatever form you want it to come in. Ha. But wasn’t that from my former “fat” self? They ALL looked damn good. Below is the picture of the l...