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Sunny side: †
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 05 July, 2013. Anja left us 1:05 pm. Then we will meet in Rainbowland. Butterfly Rainbow by Jeff Wilkie www.jeffwilkie.com. Used with the artist's kind permission). Kondolerer til dere alle sammen.Hun har kjempet hardt og lenge. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Blog entries are published as soon as they are translated. It will take quite some time to get up to date with the original blog. Feel free to visit. I am still here. It did not take much time to reach new contacts as...
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Sunny side: Mourning on hold
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 04 July, 2013. One week has passed and a new one is started here at Hospice Lovisenberg. We get unwanted insight into the state of "critical but stable". Finally a well deserved nap. Anja still breathes deeply. It takes some time between each breath when she sleeps. Although it feels very long when she skips one or two, there is no sign that the end is coming. Anja is not often. The rest of us. Have begun to "settle in" here. That is, we are no longer so grief-stricken, tou...
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Sunny side: No Easter For A Worn Body
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 31 March, 2013. No Easter For A Worn Body. The pain decides most. Fatigue the rest. The decline goes so fast it's scary. Now I have been here on Lovisenberg since Thursday. It has been good to be here, and I'm getting good help. I did not want to go away from the family at Easter. To sleep, even though the time was barely eight. Since then I have almost only been sleeping. I'm all out of energy, and my body is completely exhausted. Last night I could not endure the ...To Lovise...
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Sunny side: The Waiting
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 15 March, 2013. When you live with a serious illness, it is not always easy to be gentle and patient with the loved ones. The reason is that I'm waiting". It's easy to take out all the frustration and anger on those you are most fond of. Afterwards, it's not easy to go back and apologize, "I did not mean it like that. And I did not mean to get angry." And for children, it's not easy to understand that mamma gets mad and yells for little tings. Then it is extremely. Do you have ...
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Sunny side: One last chance
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 04 April, 2013. One good day was all that was needed to give the chemo one more chance. Quadrupling the Medrol dose. Put a distinct shape of the face. Thursday again and time for another round of chemotherapy. I have long thought about whether I should have any more, and I got a little extra time to think about it, since I got a week off because of Easter. The CT should rule out. Otherwise, I have a better. A new round of chemotherapy. I decided to try one more time. I ...For t...
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Sunny side: A daze
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 29 June, 2013. The world stops for a while as a life finds its going out. More and more,. And was able to. Keep up with what. Down in the armchair. Past few days,. S been a while. Old «Porkka has seen its last repairs. The last time she. Made contact. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Blog entries are published as soon as they are translated. It will take quite some time to get up to date with the original blog. Feel free to visit. Greatness in little things. The end is near.
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Sunny side: Poison
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 22 March, 2013. Then the new chemo have worked in my body for some days, and I have not felt anything from it before this day. Will it be the last Easter? My body felt a bit heavy when I went to bed yesterday, and when I woke up today I had severe muscle and joint pain. Not what I wanted most today. We are in the process of decorating for Easter. Trying to make it nice and a great memory. I think probably this is my last Easter. It's a little tough. I think I probably have.
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Sunny side: Let go
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 01 July, 2013. Let me not hold you back. You have other places to go. You must go on your own. It is soon we both know. Let my hand not call you home. You have elsewhere to call home now. Where you will wait in joy. Let your hand let me go. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Blog entries are published as soon as they are translated. It will take quite some time to get up to date with the original blog. Feel free to visit. I am still here. It did not take much time to reach new...
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Sunny side: The end is near
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 24 June, 2013. The end is near. I'm sitting in the living room on my chair. I have my family around me. All that remains now is the end. I go in and out of life. Sometimes I get lost in a daze. While I'm away, I hear everything that is said. It is weird. Feels like an intoxication, the body is completely gone, I can not do anything, just exist. Sometimes it lasts longer, sometimes shorter. It comes more often now. The disease is in. But the pain in my heart. Feel free to visit.
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Sunny side: Fighting uncertainty
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Anja Merete's Cancer Blog. 01 April, 2013. It could have been worse. It will get worse. Worst of all is uncertainty. One day at a time, that's the way my life is now. I can not promise that I will be better tomorrow so I can do what I could not get done today. I'm here at Lovisenberg. A while longer. I have not yet gotten control of my pain. When some pains are gone, new ones pop up. The last few days. I think a lot. Today I also had. A visit from my family. It was good to see everyone again, even if...
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