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Yearning For Perfection: 16/10/08
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When good just isn't good enough'. Sunday, November 16, 2008. This week has been a pretty fat week. BUT this is the start of a new week! I'm going out with S now, and I will lose weight. He's Chinese, so he's used to thin girls and he's fussy. So I can't gain weight. In fact, I have to lose weight and start dressing better. He doesn't expect me to, obviously, but I have incentive now. Which is good. Tests tomorrow, and on Tuesday. I'm not prepared at all. Which sucks. But tomorrow's another day, right?
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Thinspo-Julie&Mina: March 2010
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Mina and our shared blog. Thinsporation with our stats, intake and quotes. I want a body with sharp edges'. Tuesday, 30 March 2010. Julie- Back to normal. And by normal i mean you know, insane by everyone elses standards. Fuck you ABC and 2468. I dont know which one of you i hate more but i dont fucking care for either. Restricting is so much easier, just sticking to 300 3 days a week, 500 2 days and 800 the other 2. Sooo yday i had exactly 800. Which means today is either 300 or 500 :D. ABC Day 2 Julie.
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Thinspo-Julie&Mina: January 2010
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Mina and our shared blog. Thinsporation with our stats, intake and quotes. I want a body with sharp edges'. Sunday, 31 January 2010. So, starving untill Percy texts, sweet idea motherfucker. Saturday, 30 January 2010. Abc diet is actually going really well. Its not really that different to how id normally eat (well recently anyway) except that ive never fasted until the other day which was surprisingly easy. Anyway had to have quite a bit today with mum around. Breakfast: lemon and ginger tea. Breakfast-...
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♥: enero 2009
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Soy una chica normal, sonrío, camino y a veces se me oye cantar. Tengo esa melancolía en mis ojos que nadie saber explicar. Camino rápido, sin parar, todos dicen que tengo prisa, pero nadie sabe a donde voy. Me siento vacía, otro día ha terminado… me voy a la cama sin cenar. Mañana será otro día, otra vez a caminar…. Ver todo mi perfil. Sabe lo que quiere realmente. Hago esfuerzos por descubrirlo, pero acabo fracasando. La felicidad es efímera[.]. Peso: 45.200 kg. Día lleno de emociones.estoy inestab...
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Yearning For Perfection: November 2008
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When good just isn't good enough'. Sunday, November 16, 2008. This week has been a pretty fat week. BUT this is the start of a new week! I'm going out with S now, and I will lose weight. He's Chinese, so he's used to thin girls and he's fussy. So I can't gain weight. In fact, I have to lose weight and start dressing better. He doesn't expect me to, obviously, but I have incentive now. Which is good. Tests tomorrow, and on Tuesday. I'm not prepared at all. Which sucks. But tomorrow's another day, right?
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Yearning For Perfection: 12/1/09
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When good just isn't good enough'. Monday, January 12, 2009. I am a fucking fatass and I hate myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I've barely been doing anything recently. Seriously, what do I waste my time on? I revise but I don't get smarter. I allow myself to eat anything I want with barely a second thought. I feel shitty. Seriously! Maybe I should start posting more often. It'll motivate me more. Just recently I haven't been feeling the motivation for.anything. I'm going to try sta...
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♥: abril 2009
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Soy una chica normal, sonrío, camino y a veces se me oye cantar. Tengo esa melancolía en mis ojos que nadie saber explicar. Camino rápido, sin parar, todos dicen que tengo prisa, pero nadie sabe a donde voy. Me siento vacía, otro día ha terminado… me voy a la cama sin cenar. Mañana será otro día, otra vez a caminar…. Ver todo mi perfil. He estado volando entre emociones, y pensamientos, de mentes que no eran la mía. 191;Realmente he dejado de existir? 191;Sigo siendo la misma? Mi mente, mi mundo. Quiero ...
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♥: arrepentida.
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Soy una chica normal, sonrío, camino y a veces se me oye cantar. Tengo esa melancolía en mis ojos que nadie saber explicar. Camino rápido, sin parar, todos dicen que tengo prisa, pero nadie sabe a donde voy. Me siento vacía, otro día ha terminado… me voy a la cama sin cenar. Mañana será otro día, otra vez a caminar…. Ver todo mi perfil. He estado volando entre emociones, y pensamientos, de mentes que no eran la mía. 191;Realmente he dejado de existir? 191;Sigo siendo la misma? Mi mente, mi mundo. Te he a...
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Yearning For Perfection: October 2008
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When good just isn't good enough'. Monday, October 27, 2008. I just don't know what to do about my life. I just don't know anymore. In a stage of happiness and deep depression. I want to write more, but what can I say? I just don't know anymore. I just feel so alone. Why am I so lonely? B doesn't want to hear it anymore. I talked, and attempted to talk to him a second ago, and he made so little conversation that it's obvious.and we've just stopped talking. I want to say something, but I can't. On top of ...
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Yearning For Perfection: 13/11/08
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When good just isn't good enough'. Thursday, November 13, 2008. What the. fuck. I knew I had gained weight, but I just didn't acknowledge it. But I tried on a dress today that I bought about a year ago, and it was just that little bit tighter. I don't like to commiserate with other girls about being so fat because I'm not like other girls. I can do something about this. I am different. I. Right, no more excuses. I've been eating a lot because I'm stressed and tired and think it will help me 'recover&...
