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When everyone believes in me more than I do | Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. 8220;I don’t wanna live in my father’s house no more…”. I may well regret this…. When everyone believes in me more than I do. On: February 23, 2015. I’ve been assigned a mentor at work. This is kind of difficult for me. He read it and said, “You seem really impressive but also like you’re very down on yourself”. But how do I explain this to someone who’s trying to help me be more confident, without opening doors all over the place? It’s mor...

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Random thoughts of a disturbed mind: random thought #72

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Random thoughts of a disturbed mind. I feel muted like i'm screaming inside and trying to tell the world that i need help but i can't seem to and that means the world thinks that it's all ok and good. It's not, the thoughts of suicide become louder with every passing hour and during the night time when i'm mute and alone they're free to come out and have their say. and boy do they. It's been so long that i've felt any sort of connection with anyone that i'm not sure i still remember how.

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. On: April 18, 2014. I don’t really know what to do. I don’t really know who I am, what I’m doing or where I’m going. All these years of being unpredictable and terrified have left me with so little confidence that, even if I knew what I wanted to do, I probably wouldn’t be able to do it. I’m so. I guess I’m just finding it hard to move on. I need to find a way to. 1 Response to ". September 4, 2014 at 5:48 am. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Basic Ad...

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Laura | Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. It’s my birthday. On: August 9, 2016. It’s my birthday and I’m trying not to succumb under the weight of the pointlessness I regularly feel, at every notable marker of the passage of time. Why are we all pretending to know and like and think about each other? Now I know the truth: I am nothing. I am not extraordinary. Not even ordinary. I am barely human. I don’t think or feel like other people, and I lack the talent and commitm...I have imagined...

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I may well regret this… | Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. When everyone believes in me more than I do. I may well regret this…. On: September 28, 2014. Hello Firstly, thank you to everyone who’s been in touch since my last post. I do read your comments, I just haven’t really felt able to respond. I don’t know if I’m coming back here for good. I just don’t know. But I am kind of…messing everything up. To hurt myself. I haven’t given in yet but I don’t know how long I can last. Ideally I would be able to ...

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“I don’t wanna live in my father’s house no more…” | Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. When everyone believes in me more than I do. 8220;I don’t wanna live in my father’s house no more…”. On: July 19, 2015. I feel like my life won’t really start until I move out of my parents’ house. I’m coming up to another birthday in the next few weeks, and I can honestly say that very little in my life has changed in the past 5 years. This is depressing. I don’t think I’m depressed, but it. They’re bigger than mine! Everyone in my life seems to...

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Hello/Goodbye | Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. I may well regret this…. On: April 19, 2014. You’ve probably noticed, I don’t write here much anymore. I’m not sure I ever will, after this. I just wanted to give an update so it’s not like I’ve disappeared off the edge of the world or anything. The truth is that I’ve stagnated. Whatever momentum I had has ground to a halt. I’m stuck, afraid of every option, standing still for the rest of my life. When I started this blog I hoped that I would end...

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Update | Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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Loopy, Lonely and Lost. Basic Advice for Depressed People. On: January 31, 2014. Sorry I haven’t written for a while. I’ve been…coping. Just about, by the skin of my teeth, getting from one day to the next. These past few days I’ve been feeling ill. Nothing serious, just a bug, but I feel all stuffed up and it’s stopping me from sleeping because every time I lie down I cough up a lung, so I know I’m being ratty and over-emotional. 3 Responses to "Update". February 1, 2014 at 12:05 am. Thank you for the u...