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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: Ghost In Me

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Tuesday, August 28, 2012. Today I wake up in a realistic mind. I am not friends with intent and time. Trapped in thoughts that stifle my dreams. I struggle with supposed and in-between. Shadowed by sorrow to see light in me. Fighting inside to be all I can be. My ghost laughs at my praying hands. As I promise ALL gods to be a man. It hurts inside to look in the mirror. I know this spirit cannot be seen clearer. Who I can be is what I struggle with most. Fighting reflection is fighting my ghost. Southern ...

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MY SONGS, VOICE AND MUSIC. Produced song, my vocals and lyrics. Produced song, my vocals & lyrics. Professionally produced at studio. This was a logo I created using Photoshop for one of my friends so I can put his information as a banner on my website Artist's Square. This was a video I created for my website Aritst's Square. I love the character name and his incentive. It was lots of fun. I hope you do get to play this video. It will either make you smile or laugh. LOL.

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: Dance Naked In the Rain

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Friday, November 30, 2012. Dance Naked In the Rain. This morning I woke up. Darkness has filled my mind. I am covered in dirty clothes. I've been wearing for a long time. I've heard I was once pure and clean. I cannot imagine that was so. These layers of hardship cover me. I try hard to let them go. I've been to the alter in my past. That has never changed a thing. The closest I have come to glory. Is watching the church choir sing. I wonder inside of my purpose. As I talk to God everyday. Close your eye...

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: Only A Mother...

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Friday, January 17, 2014. There is one person who understands. Who has held tiny bodies in their hands. Nurturing the smallest of their aches. Dying inside of the smallest heartbreak. In this world where people fight for their hearts. For they strive to understand their part. And what each passing day means to them. Blind, we exalt strongest women and men. And others are still a seed to the womb. In purpose they try to still resume. Lost, the world judges from a distance. Frowning upon their existence.

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: Grandmother

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Wednesday, November 6, 2013. I think about my time that's gone by. My heart fills with nostalgia and sadness. For your time sacrificed for us. Was used to fill our hearts with gladness. Now you lay here small, frail and unspoken. As oldness is the stage that consumes you. I look to your innocent face and smile. And ask myself what would you do? Without a doubt or a single fight. You would be all you have left. Love, hope, joke and sing. Give until your last breath. But me, I'm broken and unsure. My actio...

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: To Know You In Me

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Friday, October 5, 2012. To Know You In Me. Image Courtesy of Stuart Miles at FreeDigitalPhotos.net. Tears fill halfway in my eyes. As if my soul has abandoned ship. It has not drowned out. Nor has one dropped dripped. It has settled in it's place. Silence it has found. Something deep inside of me. Something that is profound. It is all I have wished for. To fulfill dreams of my heart. I have looked to your eyes. From the very start. As I stand here in awe. I stand here in bliss. I have loved you all along.

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: Mother Earth

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Tuesday, November 13, 2012. I had a vision. Mother Earth was crying. For the streams that ran from her. She sat in stillness. Scared of isolation and somber. She felt she would dry. If these waters did not slow down. They ran so rapid. And would often make her frown. Then one day awoke. The sun still shining. To ease her being in reason. What once clung to her. Of past, now has it's season. These bodies of water. Move from her with haste. Once held of prime memories. They flow with desire. Welcome to the...

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: Pure Liquids In Life (My Child Inside)

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Friday, March 28, 2014. Pure Liquids In Life (My Child Inside). Suddenly I am nearer. In seeing my childhood clearer. God has blessed this moment and time. To seek what I was to find. My child inside with big dreams. Pushed back by two fierce streams. Surrounding me on either side. I didn't have a place to hide. Constantly swimming to my goals. I now see strength in me unfold. Yet sadness still lingers from my eyes. Of all the lost years that have gone by. Will I still have time for a glimpse of sun.

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ROCKADOCIOUS!!: In Honor of Sandy Hook Elementary (12/14/2012)

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Monday, December 17, 2012. In Honor of Sandy Hook Elementary (12/14/2012). My heart pains this holiday season. Of tragedy that should not have taken place. A distance away from where I am at. Families I wish I could embrace. I hear music and see lights twinkle. The winds are brisk and cold. Of love, gifts and joys be told. It is in this very atmosphere. Photos of many loved ones. Gathered under Christmas trees. And in my mind I cannot erase. What some people cannot perceive. Under some of those same trees.