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New plan | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. I’ve just returned from an extra long weekend in Melbourne. My AFL team, the Sydney Swans made the grand final but unfortunately were beaten by a much better side, Hawthorn. Full credit to Hawthorn. They certainly brought it and dominated the whole game which made it pretty boring but we still made the most of the weekend away after last week’s depressing events. It’s worth a shot. There is heaps of other benefits of meditation so even if this doesn’...So if you hav...
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Where to from here? | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. Where to from here? Will I ever be happy? Do I need my own genetic daughter to make me happy? What is the purpose of my life? What am I willing to do to have my own daughter? What is my husband willing to do? How many more cycles do we do? How much are will willing to spend? When is it time to stop and move on? Is life worth moving on? Of the 13 that were tested, 8 were abnormal, 3 were normal and 2 didn’t get a result. Possibly not enough DNA. So at the moment I...
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BFP | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. Yeppers I got to CD35 and thought I better just pee on a stupid damn stick. Was so surprised to see 2 lines. Ah-mazing! I’m now 11 weeks and have been keeping up my twice daily 20 minute meditations as I think that is really the only major thing I did differently. I also started eating fermented veggies here and there but I think this BFP is because of the meditating. My miracle has arrived. Jan 12, 2015. That’s fantastic, how great that you got to hear the he...
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Syneral sux! | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. I started syneral a week ago and I’m pretty sure it’s the cause of a random crazy episode on the weekend, this current 24hour foggy headache and sick feeling. Bleugh! It’s all going to cost about $14000 but we will get some money back so it’ll cost us between $10-12k out of pocket. Fingers crossed. Whatever happens, happens. I’m trying not to get too involved or excited coz it makes the BFN harder. No positive thinking or meditations. It’...Where to from here? Thank...
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first comes love: MY CURRENT REALITY
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Chronicling marriage and the rocky road of trying to start a family. Our Story So Far. Friday, May 29, 2015. Of course, I'm constantly asking Dr. Google for advice, which only yields trite, useless tips (and often conflicting: Aim for shorter, more frequent feeds! Make sure she drains both breasts at a feeding! It all leaves me feeling like a failure, and it makes me so sad and brokenhearted. Once again, I feel like my body is failing me. Infertility was hard, pregnancy was hard, and now motherho...Im so...
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first comes love: Tuesday, June 16, 2015
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Chronicling marriage and the rocky road of trying to start a family. Our Story So Far. Tuesday, June 16, 2015. I was just. So. Pregnant. I had fantasized about the magic of pregnancy for four years — imagined how cute I would look in maternity clothes, how much attention I would receive, how I would glow. I still cringe when I look at this picture. Philip and I looked at each other with excitement and terror. This is it! Selfie in the hospital elevator. The maternity ward of the hospital was quiet when w...
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first comes love: Friday, August 08, 2014
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Chronicling marriage and the rocky road of trying to start a family. Our Story So Far. Friday, August 08, 2014. After, we talk about our plan for the evening, for the next day. I have two acupuncture appointments scheduled for FET day: one immediately before and one immediately after the transfer. “Two acupuncture treatments, huh? 8221; Philip says. “Doesn’t that seem excessive? 8220;Yeah, you told me,” he interrupts. So that’s when it starts, roughly speaking. 8221; I say with strained politeness. T...
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IVF Stat’s | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. A snapshot of my IVF cycles. May 10, 2014. I love a good spreadsheet, I’m so sorry it’s not a happier one. .but such a difference in your last one! What do you think made such a difference? May 10, 2014. Hey Hun, not sure. It’s so hard to say. The only obvious difference is it was a long protocol. I think IVF is crap. Never works when it should have! May 10, 2014. So organised, thinking of you sweets xx. May 11, 2014. Do you have frosties? May 16, 2014. May 16, 2014.
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WTF appointment | Positive Pants TTC
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The ups and downs of my life in limbo. I had my WTF appointment yesterday and I cried😦 It started with watery eyes but turned into sniffles. Went through a lot of tissues. After a long chat with my Dr, who is awesome, he has prescribed alcohol, surfing, acupuncture and counselling. Perfect🙂. It was funny when he recommended the counselling. I mean that must be a tough thing to suggest to someone but I obviously need it. Hopefully it will help to get my head in check to manage stress. Jun 24, 2014.
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