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Anagama Inferno: February 2012
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Wednesday, February 15, 2012. Thank you to all of you who read my last post about my difficulties with love. And wrote, chatted, or talked with me about it. I have many wonderful conversations since I wrote that and have read many of your thoughts and it has helped me a great deal. I also did some meditation, which is new to me, something that Damascus and Wolfe have encouraged and helped me with, and that gave me some revelations too. Wednesday, February 8, 2012. Photo-Fantasy Challenge, Reflections.
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Anagama Inferno: June 2012
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Thursday, June 28, 2012. More-gasms, Nitrile Gloves, and the Book of Brats. And yet, it is very hard to verbalize and very hard to satisfy all of those urges. Masturbation or even sex doesn't really do it most of the time. it may satisfy the sexual parts, but I am often still left aching for these other things, which I sometimes can't articulate. And I have experienced scenes that seem to fulfill the desires. Which become obsessive fuel for repeated fantasies of the scene). Also, I write fantasies. It's ...
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Anagama Inferno: May 2012
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Tuesday, May 22, 2012. Adventures with Mr Toy and Alpha Domme part two. As the painful things ramped up, I went to a spacey place of trust and let go of control and I went almost numb. Not a bad numb, but a wash of contentment that came over me where I knew there were things that should be hurting but they didn't really hurt. I just felt all squishy and melty. This was the night of the important talk. Oh how could I forget this part of the last scene with Mr Toy. That I wrote about? It's so funny how get...
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Anagama Inferno: Rules Please
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Monday, September 17, 2012. I have some fear that I will not be able to meet their needs and demands, even in this early stage of development. What if I am not strong enough, what if I cant agree to what they seek, what if I am not kinky or masochistic enough? September 23, 2012 at 8:51 PM. I want my slaves to go for whatever they want. No holding back whatsoever. I do the same. Then well see :). Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Code d'Odalisque - Contemporary Pleasure Slaves. Decor - First Position.
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Anagama Inferno: Fear of a Word
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Thursday, August 30, 2012. Fear of a Word. First I was scared about getting lost in a fantasy world and not being grounded in reality. And then I talked with Damascus a bit about how reality actually sucks. And the fantasy lives we lead can be good for us, especially if we stay aware about what we need to do in the real world and can keep the fantasy in perspective while swimming around in exploring it. And that made me feel better. Is there anyone else willing to play in my fantasy world with me? He doe...
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Anagama Inferno: July 2013
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Thursday, July 4, 2013. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Code d'Odalisque - Contemporary Pleasure Slaves. Decor - First Position. 173 - Decor * An odalisque shall be trained to stand to the position called "Decor" or "First Position" or sometimes just "First". This is the basic s. Becoming Chloe, finding myself. 2015 goals a work in progress. Every year I try to write up some goals for some coming year to keep up motivation and stay on a path of personal growth. This coming year will be no diffe.
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Anagama Inferno: November 2012
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012. The picture where I had to cum for every comment or "love" had dozens and dozens of replies, which was crazy fun for sadistic friends and voyeuristic strangers alike. We had a lot of fun with this aspect of our dynamic, but it has had to come to an end. Thursday, November 1, 2012. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Code d'Odalisque - Contemporary Pleasure Slaves. Decor - First Position. Becoming Chloe, finding myself. 2015 goals a work in progress. View my complete profile.
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Anagama Inferno: Caged
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Monday, September 10, 2012. So, I slept in a cage over the weekend! I wanted very much to sleep in the cage though, for reasons I didn't really understand, so I did spend the majority of two nights sleeping in it. I have returned home and slept in my own bed for a night, so now I am processing the cage experience and what it means to me. September 23, 2012 at 9:02 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Code d'Odalisque - Contemporary Pleasure Slaves. Decor - First Position. Becoming Chloe, finding myself.
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Anagama Inferno: Release
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012. The picture where I had to cum for every comment or "love" had dozens and dozens of replies, which was crazy fun for sadistic friends and voyeuristic strangers alike. We had a lot of fun with this aspect of our dynamic, but it has had to come to an end. November 21, 2012 at 6:53 PM. Like i wrote in my last comment to u (which btw u found not worthy to publish) u may need to put ur western civilization heritage to the test. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Anagama Inferno: Moving on
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Thursday, July 4, 2013. August 17, 2013 at 5:46 PM. I am glad you two are doing well and that you seem to be growing in your relationship. I hope you manage to find what you need and have a wonderful time exploring your power exchange in the relationship. Hopefully Ariel and I will be able to continue to see you progress on this journey. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Code d'Odalisque - Contemporary Pleasure Slaves. Decor - First Position. Becoming Chloe, finding myself. 2015 goals a work in progress.