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a crazy life: My Medication Merry Go Round
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Saturday, July 18, 2009. My Medication Merry Go Round. Well I started taking Lamictal. Todayagain. I tried taking Lamictal. Two years ago and it made me blind, made me trip over my own feet and slur my words. Apparently these are not alarming side effects to my doctor who in his infinite wisdom has decided I should try taking Lamictal. Again Yep I have officially tried so many different medications that they are now recycling them.and sadly enough I am desperate. Enough to go along with this wacky plan.
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a crazy life: I Am Going to Die Anyway...Does It Really Matter When?
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009. I Am Going to Die Anyway.Does It Really Matter When? So back to the question. We are all going to die and does it matter when? How much does a person have to take? Does a person have to live a miserable existence when they are just going to die anyway? What is the point? Why fight and struggle your way through a joyless life and then just die anyway? This is what I torture myself with. These thoughts go over and over in my head. July 12, 2009 at 7:12 PM. July 16, 2009 at 4:43 PM.
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a crazy life: YOU MIGHT BE BIPOLAR IF...
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Thursday, June 18, 2009. YOU MIGHT BE BIPOLAR IF. You drive faster than a speeding bullet, think you can leap tall buildings in a single bound and speak faster than most auctioneers. You talk to god and he talks back to you. Waking up at supper time is getting up early. There are more pills in your head than there are in most pharmacies. Going to the hospital means a ride in a police car. You are unhappy with your mood but know it is okay because a new one will appear any minute. People like hanging out ...
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a crazy life: October 2009
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Sunday, October 18, 2009. I am in the Bighouse. Well I am back in the nuthouse. Have been here 11 days now with no end in sight. I ask every day when am I getting out of here and so far the answer has been about 6 weeks from now. Not sure if I will make it through.I am dying of boredom. I am not allowed to go outside or leave the hospital at least at this stage. I took an overdose of pills and that is how I ended up here and it looks like here I will stay for a while. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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a crazy life: July 2009
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Saturday, July 18, 2009. My Medication Merry Go Round. Well I started taking Lamictal. Todayagain. I tried taking Lamictal. Two years ago and it made me blind, made me trip over my own feet and slur my words. Apparently these are not alarming side effects to my doctor who in his infinite wisdom has decided I should try taking Lamictal. Again Yep I have officially tried so many different medications that they are now recycling them.and sadly enough I am desperate. Enough to go along with this wacky plan.
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a crazy life: August 2009
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Saturday, August 8, 2009. Have I Influenced Anyone's Life? I read a very thought provoking blog today written by a man named Darrel. It is here: http:/ thingsiknowabout.blogspot.com/2009/07/to-be-or-not-to-be-does-it-matter.html. At the end of the blog Darrel asks the question "Have I influenced anyone's Life? Do I have that much power? Did I have an impact on the man in the wheelchair that I helped when he was stuck? To the little boy in Africa that I sponsored? To the friend I lent some money too?
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a crazy life: I am in the Bighouse
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Sunday, October 18, 2009. I am in the Bighouse. Well I am back in the nuthouse. Have been here 11 days now with no end in sight. I ask every day when am I getting out of here and so far the answer has been about 6 weeks from now. Not sure if I will make it through.I am dying of boredom. I am not allowed to go outside or leave the hospital at least at this stage. I took an overdose of pills and that is how I ended up here and it looks like here I will stay for a while. October 21, 2009 at 6:58 AM. Im so s...
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a crazy life: September 2009
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009. I'm Bored.I am Chairman of the Bored. Yep I said it.I am bored. I suppose in the grand scheme of things that is a good thing.haven't been manic for a few months, the depression is lifting and mega doses of risperdal seem to have knocked the hallucinations out of me. I should be happy about that, right? Well, I am, I guess however I am used to my life being like a roller coaster ride. So what do normal folk do when their life is all calm? I seem to have no frame of reference.
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a crazy life: Have I Influenced Anyone's Life?
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Saturday, August 8, 2009. Have I Influenced Anyone's Life? I read a very thought provoking blog today written by a man named Darrel. It is here: http:/ thingsiknowabout.blogspot.com/2009/07/to-be-or-not-to-be-does-it-matter.html. At the end of the blog Darrel asks the question "Have I influenced anyone's Life? Do I have that much power? Did I have an impact on the man in the wheelchair that I helped when he was stuck? To the little boy in Africa that I sponsored? To the friend I lent some money too?