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LOVE & FEELINGS: April 2010
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2:26 PM Edit This. These words keep playing in my mind. Tell the truth.be honest.BUT. i am not lying either.i SIMPLY choose to remain silent.". This is all because. At times, it's reallie best to remain silent. because. different people react differently to certain things.it may just be something way further than what you would actually had expected it.". Does effort really pays off? 10:10 AM Edit This. I did try my best to ask. i did try my best to take part. NEED TO GET A LIFE! 3:47 PM Edit This. Sat -...
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LOVE & FEELINGS: June 2010
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My soul searching trip.ALONE. 9:26 PM Edit This. Alot ask mii why i made the sudden decision to travel overseas. wat's worst is tat. travelling alone. Went to one of the shopping mall near my hotel. and then. i met a fren there. surprise surprise huh? After breakfast. i quickly check out from my hotel. and then head down to the bus station to take bus to a village. damn. i cant remember the village name. LOL! I dunno. after tat. i did cleaning and all. I went back cashless! Depending fully on my cards!
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LOVE & FEELINGS: October 2010
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1:02 AM Edit This. It's been awhile. since i last blog. And wherever tat happens, it's either a good post or a bad post. I'd not been myself lately. Something is wrong with mii. I feel lonely and sick. of everything. It has been a couple of days. I felt pain in the heart. it's either i would end up crying in pain. or feels like vomitting. I had no idea wat exactly is wrong with mii. But im sensing that sth wrong with mii emotionally. Im eating only one meal per day. making mii feels sick all the time.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: bad romance
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12:17 AM Edit This. There are just some things not worth mentioning. And in this case. it is my current feeling. However. i feel so stuffy thinking about it. I feel so unfair keeping it to myself. As much as i wanna give u room to breathe. U let me down by making mii suffocating. Is it a crime to be understanding. I am the one sacrificing but why am i a victim here? Cmon dude. can't you just spare a lil tot for mii. Perhaps. wat others say about us is true. I think u r not ready to face things together.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: courage...
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8:07 PM Edit This. Haiz there are some things that keep bothering my mind. Few months back. i promised myself that i would gather all the courage i had. And tell him everything on tat day. on the day we met. but in the end. Things turn out different. i totally couldnt do it. i totally cant. Where has my courage gone to? And then. wen i think back on that day. I keep wondering to myself. why didnt i do it? Why did i do things that is soooooooooooooo redundant and useless. I'm a fucking sore loser. haiz.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: October 2009
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11:01 AM Edit This. Hahas there's nothing much for mii to update here. Had not been feeling well and i know well enuf why is it so. Emotionally tired. physically tired. mentally tired. Nowadays, i dun seem to be able to sleep. Everytime im alone, i kept thinking of him. As i tot of him, there are smiles. there are tears. The time we spent together. it's really regretful. Being the one saying the last words, it makes mii wonder alot. Did i do the right thing. or did i made a mistake? Back from long hiatus!
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LOVE & FEELINGS: optimistic
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12:49 AM Edit This. Well there's two events to share relating to being optimistic. One getting over somebody you love. As some would have actually know. it was hard to get over him. Liking him was complicated and i'd made lots of sacrifices just to prove my own feelings. And now. im learning how to really get over him. And i can see how optimistic i had become nowadaes. I can see that im happier. wherever i tot of him, i no longer felt lonely. But i simply smiled. and then i'll just forget about him.
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LOVE & FEELINGS: July 2010
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5:30 PM Edit This. For the past few days.weeks or months. I perhaps had forgotten what's the meaning of crying. I've been living a carefree lifestyle. happy lifestyle. But once i'm reminded again. The pain is greater than usual. Crying in silence. tears overflow like there's no tmr. Just a simple tots could make mii cry in an instant. 8:07 PM Edit This. Haiz there are some things that keep bothering my mind. Few months back. i promised myself that i would gather all the courage i had. 9ineteen 05 Decembe...
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LOVE & FEELINGS: November 2009
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Because I'm a Fool. LOLS. 9:04 PM Edit This. Today is Amirah's birthday! Hahahas. happie birthdae babe! As usual, her bday celebration will always be pushed back together as mine. This year, the plan will be the same where we'll be meeting each other this coming saturday. (:. Weekends are simply the best day since it's the day where i can rest the most! But then, today. i went out with zhiyuan to shop for chritmas bazaar booth. Wah it was a long journey walking around but i think it's quite fun! This son...
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