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The Butterfly: One foot in front of the other
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Thursday, July 22, 2010. One foot in front of the other. Today was a great day! The girls and I went to visit Brian's grandma. She broke both of her shoulders in a fall a few weeks ago. She looks awesome and is doing well. We then went to IKEA to get some ideas for the girls room rennovations. And I have to say the best thing I bought there was a frame for a butterfly card I had bought. It's perfect! Everything about it. The frame, the picture and the verse. It says:. Lights beside us like a sunbeam.
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The Butterfly: August 2010
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Sunday, August 8, 2010. I believe in signs. Saturday morning I grabbed my Coke Zero, a granola bar and my purse and headed out the door. As I got to the door of my car, a small butterfly landed on my granola bar wrapper. Without thinking a second, I said "Good morning Brian." The butterfly then flew away. I shouted out, "Have a good day.". I take this as my sign that Brian was saying hello and checking in on me. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. I believe in signs. 5 Years Ago Today.
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The Butterfly: January 2010
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010. He will not be erased. I can't figure it out. Sunday, January 17, 2010. This is one game I'm not sure I want to be a part of. Ok, so I did judge just a little. My mistake. So now I'm told to back off by his friend. I didn't think I was smothering. Jesus. So, now I sit and wait. In the meantime, I have asked him and his friend to redo my bathrooms. I'm thinking it may be a bad idea right now. How do I get out of this? Black and white. Yes and no. Off or on. This is one game Im...
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The Butterfly: Journey for a purpose
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Sunday, July 18, 2010. Journey for a purpose. So it's about time I come out of hibernation. In the last five months I have:. Guess I've been busy when you put it that way. And to think I didn't think I had been doing a thing. It's officially summer now. School is out and we are home for the remainder of the days. No classes until August 30th either. :). I have so much more to say but it's late and I should gather my thoughts first. I feel like my brain is ADD and I can't focus. View my complete profile.
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The Butterfly: Soulmates, movies, and checking out!
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010. Soulmates, movies, and checking out! Funny how there are certain movies we can watch over and over. Some have meaning, some don't. Let's see what are some others? Top Gun, Good Will Hunting, The Bourne Trilogy, Overboard, I am Sam, The Breakfast Club, Monsters, Inc., P.S. I Love You, When Harry Met Sally. Just to name a few. Some for love, some for the look of the men, and some just because. February 8, 2016 at 6:25 PM. February 8, 2016 at 6:25 PM. Fear not; you will no longer liv...
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The Butterfly: September 2009
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Sunday, September 6, 2009. The Dance" starring Brian and Toni. Looking back on the memory of. The dance we shared beneath the stars above. For a moment all the world was right. How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye. And now I'm glad I didn't know. The way it all would end the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain. But I'd of had to miss the dance. Holding you I held everything. For a moment wasn't I the king. And now I'm glad I didn't know. May you ...
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The Butterfly: Hibernation!
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Saturday, February 6, 2010. Snowed in with no place else to go, but crazy. I've been in such a funk since last night. I miss him so much. I sat in the shower this morning remembering his face, hair, eyes, chest, hands, and. Yes, even the secrets I tell her. lol. That's how Brian and I were: best friends, husband and wife, and lovers. Rose, I will call you! I'm just trying to find the right time. February 7, 2010 at 7:41 AM. Make it that much harder to find the time to lay down, fall apart, just.give ...
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The Butterfly: February 2010
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Saturday, February 6, 2010. Snowed in with no place else to go, but crazy. I've been in such a funk since last night. I miss him so much. I sat in the shower this morning remembering his face, hair, eyes, chest, hands, and. Yes, even the secrets I tell her. lol. That's how Brian and I were: best friends, husband and wife, and lovers. Rose, I will call you! I'm just trying to find the right time. Friday, February 5, 2010. Snow: the root of all sadness! What would I have done? The kids would have experienc...
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The Butterfly: Hoping tomorrow is a better day!
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010. Hoping tomorrow is a better day! I made one more stop to a clothing store to purchase some new bras and panties. Who doesn't like to look pretty? The girls helped me pick out some new items and were actually very good. Great start to the day, right? I find it all chewed up from the dog, scattered all over the floor. Do they not hear me? So, when I tell people how lonely I am and they say, "You have three kids," it's just not the same. I'm physcially, mentally, and emotion...
