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Oscarisms: Discovering History
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Thursday, December 11, 2014. With some gentle encouragement from some friends I decided to pursue getting my medical records from my illness. I've thought about it often, but never been brave enough to carry through. I've even taken screen shots of addresses to write. On one occasion I even emailed for information to find out how. But I just never carried through. It seems like such a small insignificant amount. It's my life. My life is held within that amount. Posted by Oscar T. Grouch. 365 days of 2009.
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Oscarisms: Emotional wreck
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Monday, June 22, 2015. Crying at the drop of a hat. Tears for any sentimentality. Emotion carried on the cuff. Ready to explode at the tiniest thing. Emotions are overwhelming. Posted by Oscar T. Grouch. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). 365 days of 2009. Beans and Other Things. FM - Compassion in Action. Kerry Wood Nature Center. Simple template. Template images by gaffera.
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Oscarisms: What to do when you are breaking?
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Tuesday, April 07, 2015. What to do when you are breaking? What does a person do when they are breaking? When there is nothing to look forward to? When there is nothing but pain? When there is nothing but anguish? When there is nothing but a deep black hole of nothingness? There truly isn't an explanation or understanding of depression until you are there. Every single time you've hit rock bottom and think you can't possibly go down any further and yet something happens to go even deeper. 365 days of 2009.
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Oscarisms: Flash back to blood draws
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Sunday, April 19, 2015. Flash back to blood draws. The needle sticker dudes attitudes killed me in hospital. I had no veins, none at all. Yet the needle stickers were "it's just a little prick". OMG. No it isn't "just a little prick". You will try three times. Then in ten minutes someone else will try three times then ten minutes after that someone else will try three times. Do that every single blood draw that was scheduled every three hours, day in and day out. And the sly comments. 365 days of 2009.
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Oscarisms: November 2014
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Wednesday, November 12, 2014. The Proudest Thing I've Done. Austin and I are getting ready for bed. I'm trying to explain to him that when I lose my temper and rage that it's not him. That he's not bad, that my brain just isn't letting me deal with the situation. I'm not rational. But how to explain that to a little boy? I don't want him to think he is the cause. What he did may have started my meltdown but really it isn't him. It's me. He tells me the Proudest Thing He has Ever Done. Summary as of today.
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Oscarisms: May 2015
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Saturday, May 16, 2015. The Obstacle to my freedom. Posted by Oscar T. Grouch. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). 365 days of 2009. Beans and Other Things. FM - Compassion in Action. Kerry Wood Nature Center. The Obstacle to my freedom. Simple template. Template images by gaffera.
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Oscarisms: July 2014
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Wednesday, July 30, 2014. Today I was told if I didn't follow two recommendations put forth by counseling that they felt there was nothing they could do. Her words were they would not be inclined to help further. The two recommendations are:. 1) eliminate all TV, electronics, games, internet, social media, movies, computers. 2) enroll the kids in as many activities as I can possibly schedule them into. I'm frustrated. I'm overwhelmed. I don't know where to turn. Posted by Oscar T. Grouch. Take my illness...
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Oscarisms: Putting in time
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Tuesday, February 10, 2015. One day, then another, then another. So many days all strung together. Where do they go? I realized tonight that I don't like to start things because I'm scared I'll fail at them. Weird thought eh? So I just don't. I don't want to be a failure. I want to be a success. My entire life others made me feel less. Less worthy, less able, just less. I just can't seem to put myself in that spot of making myself feel less. I didn't used to be this way. (Bad grammar eh? 365 days of 2009.
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Random Thoughts From The Queen of Scrap: June 2006
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Random Thoughts From The Queen of Scrap. Friday, June 30, 2006. It' Friday People and I'm so very happy! An extra long weekend is looking me in the face and I'm so excited to get it going. Shirt always tucked in. Smart - but don't want to take the time to study. Could care less - just get it done. Never tuck his shirt in. In closing, let me just sing a few bars. Happy Birthday To You. Happy Birthday To You. Happy Birthday Dear Nathen And Austen. Happy Birthday To You! HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYONE. It's gon...
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Random Thoughts From The Queen of Scrap: November 2006
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Random Thoughts From The Queen of Scrap. Wednesday, November 29, 2006. I brought my memory stick today, so I can share pictures. Only a couple but hey, it's better than nothing. Here is the tree in the living room. I took the pic this morning before it got real light out. Love how it turned out. Well, regarding my goal list from yesterday.yeah, didn't happen. Finish my SS project for CMK. I really need to finialize what. I have to make a card for SS. Didn't get near my scrap table. Put up Christmas tree ...
