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My Mind is Drooling: June 2012
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13 June, 2012. So if you've been wondering where I've been, or why I've been so distant, or why I seem so. apathetic, it's because I've been here, shrouded in my veil of lead, feeling guilty and frustrated that I've been trapped beneath the weight for so long, and for seemingly no reason. So what the hell is my problem? I've been asking myself this the entire time, and any real answer I come up with just sounds too selfish or self loathing. I hate, HATE this job. I'm so incredibly broke. But, again, some...
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My Mind is Drooling: November 2012
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28 November, 2012. Drowning. Drowning in debt, in schoolwork, in emotions. I've just been drowning. The optimism from my last post still floats around in my head; bringing me much needed strength in my time of need. And while I am happier with this new path, I still struggle with the day to day. Why have I created this public place to expose my fragile emotions? It's almost embarrassing (no, it IS embarrassing). To embarrass myself in public? To disappoint my future self? School has been both a blessing ...
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My Mind is Drooling: April 2014
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23 April, 2014. On December 31st I came down with the flu. Fantastic timing really, being the first year I had actually found a New Years Eve party to go to that wasn't at my home. It was only natural my body would decide then. Was the best time to be the sickest I have ever been as an adult. So, needless to say, I was pretty stoked when my fever quickly climbed from 99 to 102. But it didn't. So after my insurance card came (about February-ish) I decided since I have awesome health insurance that I s...
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My Mind is Drooling: September 2011
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01 September, 2011. Oh hello blogger blog! I'm sorry I abandoned you. I left you for a younger, more hip blog hosting site, but I must admit. I felt compelled to come back to you. I'm a sucker for your old ways and familiar. typing. space? Thank you for welcoming me back into your loving, google arms. Much has happened since I last posted here. I still have and update my tumblr blogs ( my photo. It's good to be home. but I do rather miss you west coast. West Coast Adventure 2011. Acrida: Facebook Fan Page.
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My Mind is Drooling: Drown.
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28 November, 2012. Drowning. Drowning in debt, in schoolwork, in emotions. I've just been drowning. The optimism from my last post still floats around in my head; bringing me much needed strength in my time of need. And while I am happier with this new path, I still struggle with the day to day. Why have I created this public place to expose my fragile emotions? It's almost embarrassing (no, it IS embarrassing). To embarrass myself in public? To disappoint my future self? School has been both a blessing ...
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My Mind is Drooling: August 2013
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01 August, 2013. I was going to be awesome! However, I put too much faith into time. In time. I would fix it - just give it some time. And things will work themselves out. I put some half-assed effort into fixing myself, though that turned out to not be good enough. But a strange thing starts to happen in your 20s - time suddenly doubles in speed. Then after 25 it quadruples. And before you know it you're staring 30 in the face while wondering, "What the hell happened! However, I attribute some of this t...
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My Mind is Drooling: December 2014
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08 December, 2014. The Agnostic Struggle with Religion. I don't believe in God, and I'm not sure I ever really did. When I was younger I would pray. My prayers were for silly things like, "Hey God, if you're real can you help me find this thing I'm looking for? How can they deny scientific evidence? I saw the negatives - the hatred and the wars. I couldn't get behind something that has killed so many people over such a long period of time. In spells and all of that. It was just fun, and I liked the i...
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My Mind is Drooling: March 2011
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23 March, 2011. I guess it's because we all want to believe that what we do is very important. That people hang on to our every word, that they care what we think. The truth is, you should consider yourself lucky if you even occasionally get to make someone, anyone feel a little bit better.". 10 March, 2011. I am not an adult. If that's something you'd like to check out. I can even fool the general public! And I haven't even mentioned my favorite shows! Yet, I am technically an adult. I'm merely five...
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My Mind is Drooling: Ha-Ha-Haunted
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31 October, 2013. In the spirit of Halloween I thought I would share with you a few of the experiences I have had with the unexplained. I thought of this idea while watching Ghost Adventures (I'm more of a Ghost Hunters kind of girl, but I needed to watch something scary that wasn't a bad 80s horror movie). It occurred to me that I have a fantastic "unexplained" picture! So I will begin with the story of the picture. We dropped off the film to get developed (remember those days? My sister and I had separ...
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