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For what it's worth...: January 2008
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For what it's worth. Thursday, 31 January 2008. Is the medical profession actually there to help me? I am cutting and pasting from what I posted on another forum, because it would take too long, and be too painful, for me to type this out again. I have just experienced my worst day EVER in dealing with health care professionals. First off, I saw the excellent Occupational Health doctor, who was so scared by my condition (suicidal) that she rang my GP there and then to get an appointment. He took off like...
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For what it's worth...: September 2008
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For what it's worth. Wednesday, 17 September 2008. I now have counselling every Thursday afternoon in Fazakerley Hospital with a lovely man called Alan Corkish. He's an interesting guy who used to teach drama at one of my old schools and then retrained as a counsellor. He's still involved in the arts to this day. Swans and swan imagery are turning up in my life over and over again. I have done a lot of reading up on swans on metaphysical websites and basically swans represent grace. Links to this post.
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For what it's worth...: Sore!
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For what it's worth. Wednesday, 8 October 2008. I had my sterilisation operation on September 19th. It went very well, apart from waking up after the anaesthetic in such pain that even three shots of morphine did nothing for the pain. In fact, the pain was so bad that I didn't mind when the nurse suggested a Voltarol suppository for the pain, and then inserted it up my rectum after I assented to the procedure. The scar has now gone swollen and turned an interesting shade of purple. One good thing has hap...
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For what it's worth...: November 2007
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For what it's worth. Saturday, 24 November 2007. A Slightly Odd Day. The weather today was atrocious. The rain fell down, sideways, around and splashed up from the pavement.and it was windy. I chickened out of walking to the post office to mail off a few parcels, and used the car instead. Then I felt guilty for using the car for a journey that would only have been a ten minute walk. At least I stayed dry - ish. Whilst she was only minutes old. I wonder if I'll ever experience. Posted by Belisa Swansdowne.
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For what it's worth...: October 2007
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For what it's worth. Friday, 26 October 2007. I had a really horrid start to the day. My Mum was having one of her 'funny' moods.and I don't mean ha ha type funny. It was the usual 'I'm in a shit mood but I'm not telling you why because you should already be able to guess' business. She was a bitch. I realise that I am very lucky to have an employer like that. I came home feeling drained (I hadn't slept much the night before) but one look at Mum's face when I walked into the house said that I should get ...
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For what it's worth...: A Painful Update
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For what it's worth. Wednesday, 17 September 2008. July 4th will probably stay etched in my memory forever. I'm going to do one of my lazy 'copy-and-paste' jobs because I certainly don't want to write this out again. This is what I posted on one of my forums:. I'd reached the point where I felt overwhelmed by everything, and just gave up on life. The next day, I wrote the follow up:. Her reply was a terse 'Well, so do I! And on the next day:. I've had enough of this. '. Thanks for your help, sis.NOT!
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For what it's worth...: October 2008
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For what it's worth. Wednesday, 8 October 2008. I had my sterilisation operation on September 19th. It went very well, apart from waking up after the anaesthetic in such pain that even three shots of morphine did nothing for the pain. In fact, the pain was so bad that I didn't mind when the nurse suggested a Voltarol suppository for the pain, and then inserted it up my rectum after I assented to the procedure. The scar has now gone swollen and turned an interesting shade of purple. One good thing has hap...
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For what it's worth...: A new year, a new start...same old shit
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For what it's worth. Monday, 21 January 2008. A new year, a new start.same old shit. I don't really know where to start with this entry. New Year was awful. That goes without saying, really, for those of you who know me. Family issues, missing BiBi and Dad, wishing I could join them etc. Things sort of picked up in the last week or so. I had the energy to do things like go to the beach and watch the stormy sea at high water. However, today has seen things return to the same old shit. Oregon Flock and Fib...
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Jenny Don't Be Hasty: Wedding Bells
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Saturday, 14 March 2009. No, not my wedding, lol, my sister, Liz, just got engaged to her boyfriend of two years, Mark. He only proposed two weeks ago and yet everything's been sorted already - the date is set, and the church and the reception are booked! I wouldn't mind but it's still 18 months away! I've been asked (told? Eventually a dress was chosen for us but we cannot order now as there's a possiblity it could be discontinued so we have to go through it all again in a years time. Sylvie is a blogger.