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[hello.]: April 2015

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Thursday, April 23, 2015. Wish I could have been there. I can see it happening. The building is like a storm with all the chatter. Everything is wooden including the mistress who just got called out in front of everyone. I think its funny all of that happening while people prowl for a table around all of you. Eyes wide the lot of you. Seeking a seat like a hungry dog for food. They are both there, you watch it all. Oh its been so long since they were both there in the same room. I can see it. Is he reall...

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[hello.]: she

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Thursday, April 23, 2015. Is a tiny box. The box is wood. Most people have large boxes. Full of very small things clanging around. Trying to make enough noise to sound full. The box organized so that she can take one thing out at a time. And use it to its fullness. Her feet are square. Clunky fingers holding pen firm. Like one block cut in half. She has been a pinecone you know. Just freshly fallen from the tree. Time will open it. Will bear much fruit. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). I see youve bee...

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[hello.]: expose into the light

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Saturday, February 21, 2015. Expose into the light. I've been busy the last month and so haven't really had the time to write. theres been a lot going on. a few sleepless nights a some clothes that have been ruined from oil paint and a house that looked like a tornado went through it. But I still get anxiety. And thats ok. its ok as long as i am still fighting. And we get to choose what to think and believe and what to follow. But i tell you. Jesus has changed me. he's made me new. I didn't know him for ...

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[hello.]: Jeannie in a bottle baby

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Saturday, January 10, 2015. Jeannie in a bottle baby. J, is like lavender. The three creases next to her mouth on both sides, water stain across her turquoise tank top and long sweater to cover up the supposed hole in the butt of her workout pants. She hops around helping Wolf play, or dressing him as hulk, or distracting him while I fishtail a piece of his hair. All for education purposes of course. Up and down the stairs placing Ruby in her bed, taking her out, putting her back. And the table is full o...

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[hello.]: February 2015

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Monday, February 23, 2015. Touch your middle, pray for it. Look on with jealousy at your sister who so easily bares children. Try everything the dr's recommend. You even let them sew your stomach so that perhaps. After shedding the extra weight. You can have a body that functions properly for a baby. And still God disappoints you. During this process God leads you to adopt from Africa. Some commercial about children in Ghana and you step outside of yourself. You decide the color of his room. And i like it.

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Friday, April 17, 2015. I fart on my dog alot in bed. she doesnt mind one bit. Thank you so much for taking the time to say a lil sumthin! Im so grateful that you even read my words and I hope they inspire and draw you closer to Jesus! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). PLEASE, Consider following me here! The writers who inspire me:. First the kingdom one little family in one little neighborhood seeking one big thing. Dear daughter yet unborn, this world is so uncertain. Name them one by one v3. I am a ...

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[hello.]: January 2015

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Monday, January 26, 2015. He snores next to me, then turns. Inhales all the flem lying in his esophagus. The window rattles as the sun turns in for the evening. Dusk begins to lick everything. One of the children asked me yesterday. Are you going to have kids. And I spread open my arms wide to show her the room around us. And said, look, we have almost 100 already. She thought it was funny, but. This weekend, these few tiny days remind me what it was like to be. Because it reminded me of being young.

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[hello.]: Yeshimon

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Thursday, July 23, 2015. June 26, 2015. The head was heavy. I never expected on this trip to hold my best friends brown head in my palm because she had lost control of her neck—because somewhere between A and B her entire body shut off completely. There were commands from the nurses—Move the braid, add the cool neck towel, keep her ears uncovered, drop her arms and then cool the forehead, remove the shoes, feed her a bite and then another. It was in this place that we started the day, in the wasteland.

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[hello.]: dear you

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Friday, April 17, 2015. You are in a far far away place. Remember this when your mind feels jumbled and uneasy. Remember that the people you normally would turn to to cry with. Or laugh with or spill all of this uneasy mind with. Remember they are far away and so let yourself breathe a little. You will be home soon. You can sort it out then. He spoke on Sunday about the topic of discussion. He said you have nothing to fear because. If you have fear about it,. You have absolutely nothing to fear. We are c...

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[hello.]: angel party

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Monday, January 19, 2015. Maybe it was just God sitting up there with his wooly white beard on his throne surrounded by sapphire. Maybe he was the only one that knew that this night was not going to be a normal night. D, the professor, pastor extrodanair (can you just spell that one out? He asked us if we had ever asked the question, "am I the antichrist? And if we hadn't asked that, he asked us to ask, am i at all anti Christ. What in my life is not PRO CHRIST. And after, when he was done preaching, whe...