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Blindsided by Anger | theaddictedfemmefatale
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January 22, 2015. This was definitely not the right strategy. Instead of helping, it made me even more angry! My first slip up. Emotions and recovery →. 3 thoughts on “ Blindsided by Anger. January 27, 2015 at 4:42 am. Only cause you asked for suggestion. any plan that is based on “self will”, “self power” or any tools that you personally have will inevitably fail. that is why the first step is admitting powerlessness. January 27, 2015 at 5:00 am. Liked by 1 person. January 27, 2015 at 5:08 am. On The ty...
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All posts by theaddictedfemmefatale. I have been a sex and love addict my whole life. I have been involved in nothing but unhealthy relationships since the beginning. It is time to change. I am beginning the climb out of the darkness into a place where I have faith there is a beautiful life waiting for me. View all posts by theaddictedfemmefatale →. The typical journey of a Love Addiction episode. February 4, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. I am now in the throes of a full-fledged obsession. This shou...
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The typical journey of a Love Addiction episode | theaddictedfemmefatale
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The typical journey of a Love Addiction episode. February 4, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. The last couple days were rough. I was starting to obsess more and more which in turn made me irritable and frustrated. No matter what I tried, I was still struggling to stop the obsessive thoughts. To make it worse, I also felt the familiar guilt from not being present with my family. These ideas are almost always damaging to my self-worth but I don’t care. If there is even a remote possibility that I c...Elation...
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Emotions and recovery | theaddictedfemmefatale
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January 27, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. I seem to have a finally tuned radar for finding emotionally unavailable men. Once again, I am reminded how water seeks its own level. I have decided I will set the stopwatch on my phone for 15 minutes twice a day. During this time, I will be free to fantasize about how to get him back. Think about what I can say or do to make him change his mind and realize he loves me. I research online how to do all this. To my heart’s content but when that timer beeps, I mus...
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A Small Victory | theaddictedfemmefatale
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January 31, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. I can’t believe I am on Day 8 of no contact! There was a time when I thought I could never do that. But I can and I did although I ALMOST slipped. I have been sick the last couple days probably because I am run down and haven’t been exercising or eating well like I normally do. Yesterday, I went back to work after being home sick for two days. I still didn’t feel well and had a lot to catch up on so I definitely was not at my strongest. As I write this, I feel a...
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Going back to SLAA meetings | theaddictedfemmefatale
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Going back to SLAA meetings. January 19, 2015. My main concern today is how I have been sliding back into that place where I start plotting how to get my PoA back. It is getting worse and it needs to stop. I’ve wasted over six years of my life saying to myself that If I just do this or don’t do that, we will live happily ever after but experience tells me my efforts have all been in vain. This will never be a healthy relationship. Period. Here comes the withdrawal. My first slip up →. I love that quote!
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My first slip up | theaddictedfemmefatale
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My first slip up. January 20, 2015. Sex and love. addiction. After 5 days of holding it together, I had my first slip up. I sent him an email telling him how awesome and wise he is because he always knows just what needs to happen. I even said I would wait until he is ready for a relationship. It was kind of pathetic actually. No, scratch that. It was HORRIBLY pathetic! It’s not fair! Love addiction may be the most dishonest and manipulative beast I have ever know. I am really trying to focus on recovery...
