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Life of an emotional cripple: June 2006
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Life of an emotional cripple. Friday, June 30, 2006. Of the long lost love for "I". As a result of many fruitful discussions I have had at work, I will now meditate on some of the questions that have then popped up in my head. Let's say this is a tribute to my now former work place and my wonderful former co-workers. Is this because as children we are perfect and grow up to be so flawed or just because the expectations for us change as we grow older? Where does all this self-hatered come from? When you t...
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Life of an emotional cripple: December 2005
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Life of an emotional cripple. Friday, December 23, 2005. I'll tell you what you want for Christmas. Who came up with these shit concepts? Why is someone incredibly dear to me about to get hurt in a matter of days and I know it and he doesn't? Why am I obsessing about the whole thing even though it's basically none of my business? I should be there to kind of fix the damge with my care, right? Some people I just don't get because their ways of thinking make no sense to me whatsoever. To some of you prejud...
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Life of an emotional cripple: November 2006
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Life of an emotional cripple. Friday, November 24, 2006. I was just in the bathroom and started thinking that when we were younger, didn't we all think that princesses don't shit? Why did we think that? Were they too pretty to take a shit? Then again, who gives a shit? Shit, get it? Ha, man, I'm funny. Not. Posted by Egetusmeister at 8:40 AM. I am what I think. I think about what I am interested in. It's as simple as that. View my complete profile. Ego, Go, O! What would I not give to be a cat.
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Life of an emotional cripple: February 2006
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Life of an emotional cripple. Friday, February 24, 2006. It's funny how much working with kids has already taught me. Some observations I have made during my 3 weeks as a kindergarten teacher are listed here. 1 Males start to play with their penises at a very early stage. It is something genetically built in them. Females should not make them feel guilty for constantly touching/playing with their package. Does he need to pee now? What are those weird sounds he's making? Is he in pain? What should I do?
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Life of an emotional cripple: December 2004
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Life of an emotional cripple. Wednesday, December 22, 2004. I have no idea why I am writing this. Why do I have a blog? Posted by Egetusmeister at 2:05 PM. I am what I think. I think about what I am interested in. It's as simple as that. View my complete profile. Ego, Go, O! What would I not give to be a cat. Of the long lost love for I.
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Life of an emotional cripple: March 2006
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Life of an emotional cripple. Saturday, March 25, 2006. So finally, after so many depressed months, weeks, hours, minutes and painfully long seconds I have reached nirvana. At last! This is what it feels like. Happy. Me? Never Or maybe yes. Appreciate what you have. Right now. Don't imagine appreciating it, do it. Oh, nevermind. Be happy. Posted by Egetusmeister at 8:51 AM. I am what I think. I think about what I am interested in. It's as simple as that. View my complete profile. Ego, Go, O!
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Life of an emotional cripple: April 2006
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Life of an emotional cripple. Sunday, April 16, 2006. Howcome I always manage to say the wrong things? Sometimes people's interests just don't meet, a fact of life. Or is there something you can do? Is it your fault? Have you been too aggressive? Have you said or done something completely wrong? Saying what you think? Do I need such a relationship? Why am I not good enough as I am? What am I supposed to be? Wat do you want me to change? Is it the way I talk or the way I think? For fuck's sake, what is it?
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Life of an emotional cripple: November 2007
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Life of an emotional cripple. Saturday, November 03, 2007. Some things in life provide endless comfort. Like a bottle of redwine with a cigarette. Untill they are finished. There are some things in life that you think will last. At least as long as you yourself will last. Untill they cease to exist. It seems like the only thing that does not run out before me is my stupidity, my bad habbit of never getting anything right. Posted by Egetusmeister at 3:22 PM. View my complete profile. Ego, Go, O!
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Life of an emotional cripple: June 2007
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Life of an emotional cripple. Thursday, June 14, 2007. Who was I to fool you? Yet I fooled myself. What more am I than a poet? I am not an artist, I am not an expert. I have no skill, I have no talent. To you it was very apparent. The only thing I know - it's a useless way to show - my thoughts, what I feel. You see, I do not think, I merely feel. And what I have is the most useless of skills. What is this so called skill that gives me no thrill? I write. Word. Letter. Nothing better. It must be blessed.
