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8 Weeks | p0rnaddictswife
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Asymp; Leave a comment. It has been 8 weeks and I don’t feel like anything has changed. I certainly haven’t gotten any closer to beginning to trust him. And doesn’t seem to be getting anywhere in recovery. He isn’t making the calls or doing any work that I can see. Unusual holiday songs that I love:. Http:/ www.aprilwinchell.com/media/audio/xmas/Santa face Freddy Davis.mp3. Larr; Previous post. Next post →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public). Notify me of new ...
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Double Dose | p0rnaddictswife
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Asymp; Leave a comment. Larr; Previous post. Next post →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out. You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out. Notify me of new comments via email. Notify me of new posts via email. The s...
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I Don’t Want To… | p0rnaddictswife
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I Don’t Want To…. Asymp; 2 Comments. 8230;hear him say that I’m pretty. 8230;go anywhere in the car with him. 8230;have him look at me. 8230;tell him anything. 8230;lose sleep because he is sleeping soundly beside me. 8230;clean the house. 8230;engage in meaningful conversation with anyone. 8230;do my job. 8230;have him touch me. 8230;listen to him blather about his “plan”. 8230;talk about/plan for the future. 8230;worry about upsetting him. 8230;apologize for my behavior. 8230;forget that I am good.
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Forbearance | p0rnaddictswife
https://p0rnaddictswife.wordpress.com/2014/11/19/forbearance
Asymp; Leave a comment. I was going to leave the post at that first paragraph, but it made me think and get angry. I don’t want to be “thanked” because it takes away the pain and hurt and anger that I feel. It makes it about him. How about acknowledging that instead? Larr; Previous post. Next post →. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:. Address never made public). You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out. Denoue...
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Obvious Child | p0rnaddictswife
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Asymp; 2 Comments. It’s been three months since I’ve updated this. So much has changed and it’s pretty much all bad. And then yesterday he came up with the genius idea that he should be allowed to act out a few times a month because maybe we have agreed on an unattainable goal (sobriety). He is taking advice from a non-addict friend and he also mentioned Dan Savage, the columnist (this article in particular http:/ www.nytimes.com/2011/07/03/magazine/infidelity-will-keep-us-together.html. Next post →.
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Asymp; 3 Comments. Tomorrow is my birthday. On Wednesday a marriage counselor told us that she can’t help us and he needs to move out ASAP. We will separate soon, God bless the kids. He wants to hurt himself. I want to disappear. Asymp; 2 Comments. It’s been three months since I’ve updated this. So much has changed and it’s pretty much all bad. He sent me this email this morning,. I am committed to all the steps, and to continuing to work on myself. With S and in program and with you and the kids. It has...
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3/28 | p0rnaddictswife
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Asymp; 3 Comments. Tomorrow is my birthday. On Wednesday a marriage counselor told us that she can’t help us and he needs to move out ASAP. We will separate soon, God bless the kids. He wants to hurt himself. I want to disappear. Larr; Previous post. Thoughts on “3/28”. March 28, 2015 at 2:39 am. March 28, 2015 at 12:45 pm. March 28, 2015 at 3:59 pm. Happy birthday today in spite of all that is going on to steal your joy today. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Notify me of new posts v...
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Today | p0rnaddictswife
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Asymp; Leave a comment. Today feels tough. It has been almost a month since the big disclosure. I feel mostly over the extreme anger I had been carrying for a few weeks, but today it is boiling so close to the surface. Today I feel like lashing out. Today I want to ask him what the fuck was/is he thinking. How could he do what he did? How could he lay next to me in bed for 8 weeks, sleep so fucking soundly? How lies so easily come out of his mouth? Elliott Smith. *sigh. Larr; Previous post. Notify me of ...