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amadeusthecreated: January 2007
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Friday, January 19, 2007. Here is a little summary of what has been happening in my life. lifted from an email I was writing. Have been blessed with a great deal of generosity and hospitality here. It has been great! Have started work as of yesterday. Went in and CLEANED out my room. Gosh, it was dirty! Really tired right now, but content with all the jobs I have been doing. Have a renewed respect for my mum. I don't know how she worked full time and kept a house going, as well as teaching singin...
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amadeusthecreated: February 2009
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009. Folded wings, frightened of flight. A grumpy word. An angry glance. A throat burning for something to sooth it. A stuffy head unable to think clearly. You'd think so. But surely this is my year away from stress? Isn't this the year that I have taken away from my job, my income, my steady progress to 'greater things' to avoid the mere mention of the word "stress". Again I say, you'd think so. Then why the sickness? Whats with the inability to stay focused? The lack of peace?
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amadeusthecreated: August 2007
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Monday, August 06, 2007. He didn't yell, or argue. He cried. Big soppy baby tears. Tears from a heart that was longing to hear those words. And you know what? He worked with passion the next few weeks - like a man with a purpose, a desire to exemplify that he could! I think the warmer weather helps it all as well. I had no idea how passionate my need for validity was. It was masked from me. I wonder what else is masked from me? Posted by amadeusthecreated at 4:48 AM. New South Wales, Australia.
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amadeusthecreated: November 2006
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Sunday, November 26, 2006. Today was a busy day! Oooand a good day yesty. I went to a beautiful brunch this morning! I woke up, waded through my pig sty of a room and showered before saying goodbye to one of my favourite boys from watson and heading over to my ride at 8:30 (ON A SUNDAY! Muffins and white chocolate cake! Yummo so good that I have decided that we are doing one for braden's birthday! Hung out with Mark Robinson for a bit this arvo, and went and got a haircut. I just get so excited about sin...
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amadeusthecreated: December 2006
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Monday, December 25, 2006. You'll make principal really soon". these are the words that one of my friend's dad said to me (and a sentiment that he has said to my friend many times). "why couldn't you find a nice boy like Andrew".words from another friend's mother. Why do these people hold me in a such high esteem? Posted by amadeusthecreated at 3:37 PM. Friday, December 22, 2006. So funny.i love this. This is probably one of my favourite clips I have seen. Just watch the swearing. So funny.i love this.
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amadeusthecreated: April 2012
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Sunday, April 15, 2012. So it's been a while since I've written in this blog. And I think that I'll start writing again. I described the cathartic nature of blogging to my housemate a week or two ago, and it reminded me that I should really get back into it. Posted by amadeusthecreated at 5:23 PM. New South Wales, Australia. View my complete profile. Folded wings, frightened of flight. So funny.i love this. So funny.i love this. So funny.i love this.
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amadeusthecreated: May 2007
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Saturday, May 05, 2007. So it is now the sunday before the third week of term 2.and life if pretty good. I am living in Alstonville, and I have some really really GREAT friends! Gonna miss Keegan so much when he goes over seas. He is a champion. Simon's birthday party was last night. was heaps of fun fun! Posted by amadeusthecreated at 7:37 AM. New South Wales, Australia. View my complete profile. Folded wings, frightened of flight. So funny.i love this. So funny.i love this. So funny.i love this.
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amadeusthecreated: October 2006
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006. That feeling is here. where I can't be motivated to do anything. I eat chocolate. and I sleep. If I get fat, people. you'll know that you have been too late. Posted by amadeusthecreated at 7:38 PM. Sometimes it feels like if I didn't exist no-one would notice. honestly, even my closest friends make me feel like this sometimes. That is when it hurts the most. Why am I so driven for acknowledgement? Why can't they seek me out when I am not feeling the best? Life is so hard. No co...
