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Wednesday, July 27, 2005. I m in sci club now again. Makin it a long day. Here onli got weetong n me left. Waitin for wet2 to come back. In the aftnoon i went home. Was quite tired n wanted to stay home to koon. But wet2 say she alone in sci club. So i came down in a cab asap. Wat m i to say? How m i to say? Complicated is the word. Sadness is the expression. Worry is the dominant factor. N everything is just.sigh.indescribable. With a slight improvement in things. Brought wet2 to kfh to bathe. Wats done...
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Friday, November 17, 2006. I should nv have asked tt question. Y did i ask it knowing the kinda reply i will get? I'm just so pathetic. Dun even noe how to ask questions. I m so tired. Desperately nd a place of rest. So much things to do. So much things on my mind. It's hard to get true rest. Even my dreams wun let me off. Y is resting so hard a thing to do? There are many stories. Not making much sense. ThE tiRed aNgEL dR0pPEd bY At 3:11 PM. I m going nuts. Doing doing doing my stoopid CA3. But to me,.
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006. The very moment I discovered who I was. The very moment I become truthful to myself. Because I could no longer see my future. N it all happened too suddenly. I feel so miserable. As thou darkness has engulfed my very being. Taken away my capacity to feel.to see.to think. Just as I tot I knew who I m. The very next moment. I din know who I was anymore. All I wanted was to sink more. To sink deeper into darkness. N forever be lost in darkness. Was it possible to feel this way?
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Sunday, October 30, 2005. You ever experience the pain of having something ripped out of ur life? You ever had to watch someone leave.n wish you cld do something abt their leaving? You ever hurt someone n wish that it was you instead who was hurt? You ever tried to cry.n the tears wun come out? You ever tried calling out someone's name.n realise that you do not have the strength to do so? You ever watched someone running away from you.n ur legs just seem to involuntarily want to run aft tt someone? I m j...
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006. I m really quite vexed. How the he*k did i manage to get myself into such a stupid fix? I m just so irritatingly horribly grostequely frustratingly disgustingly unhappy and unsatisfied! Things have changed so much. So much adjusting to do. And yet this kind of sh*t happens to me. I m really upset. With a capital U. So what does God want for me? Is he going to show his way soon? Cox i m getting pretty lost around here. Or i could jolly well play the disappearing game. And then they ...
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006. Wat do u say when u see some poop? How do u noe it's a bull? Cox i just know. My wardrobe's real messy. All kinds of clothes inside. New ones, gd ones, bad ones, ugly ones. When i wear them. May be called ugly. I feel as though my clothes dun fit me. I'm really sick of buying new clothes. Mayb i wun buy new ones anymore. U noe how it feels to model smt in front of the mirror. N feels so satisfied that u decide to buy it. But when u got home,. U wish not to wear them. Long days ...
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006. I just read from my sis's entry that she tot my life was all mine from the age of 14.sometimes I feel that my sis has it easy goin for her.just that she doesn't realize it.the grass is always greener on the other side.hu noes.mayb it's the case for me too.bud still. Do u really feel that u have nothing and I have everything? Do u really feel u r always opposed while I always get what I wan? ThE tiRed aNgEL dR0pPEd bY At 10:02 PM. This is my w0rld.my thots. ME n mE al0ne. I got...
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006. Changed my blog design le.hahah. I koped the initial design from blogskin.but i rearranged it and added it my own flavour.wahahaha.=. My own snowfall.my own music.n so on.proud to take ownershhip of my blog.so fun. Sighoh well.it's been long since i last blogged.and for some reason i duno what to blog abt.so i shall.stop here and cultivate feelings to blog.lol. And meanwhile watch goong. AGAIn. ThE tiRed aNgEL dR0pPEd bY At 4:44 AM. This is my w0rld.my thots. ME n mE al0ne.
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006. This entry is not meant for the weak hearted, the elderly, the young. It is not for the faint and definitely not for ppl who cant stand rantings. If u belong to any of the above,. Please do not continue reading this entry. Stop here and close this window before u decide to punch me or anything. I m SO disgusted. I mean, astoundingly seriously utterly amazingly totally thoroughly DISGUSTED. I cant find a stronger word for how i feel and no. This is almost drama like. Althou it's...
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Thursday, September 29, 2005. I m so bored. Dunwan to start catchin up on studies. Y study so hard? R grades really going to be useful? And s ends another day tt i successfully wasted away. Beginning to think i m some kind of rotting fruit. Sitting there n wasting away. I cant find the strength to pick up and catch up. ThE tiRed aNgEL dR0pPEd bY At 12:51 AM. Tuesday, September 27, 2005. I m going nuts. Someone pls call IMH for me. It's the most appropriate place for me to stay. How was i to know? Sometim...