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broken little tea cup.: limbo.

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Friday, May 4, 2012. I'm not sure of much at the moment. from where i'm really living, to whether i want to be recovering. but i think i need to come back here. i miss it. i miss you guys, if anyone's still out there. So, i finished up an outpatient hospital program, 14 weeks there. The bigger i get, the more i'm disgusted with my body,. But the less action i take against it. While in that p...

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broken little tea cup.: June 2011

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Tuesday, June 28, 2011. Today was my goal weight day. i'm eleven pounds over it. 65279;i can't stop. I can't keep going. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Insanity is not a luxury for the middle class. Game of thrones, george r r martin. Hw - 120lbs '12 (while in treatment.). Lw - 96lbs '11. Want something good to read? I will dance between raindrops. She smiles with me. Actually run, okay?

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broken little tea cup.: May 2012

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Wednesday, May 9, 2012. The other day, i went to my friend's cottage with her mom, who had asked me to go up for the day with her to clean and organize the place before anyone came up to stay. Outside there were baby black flies, who i could sware. Were swarming me. It freaked the shit out of me the entire day. My doughnut's also got carbs, the fastest to brake down source of engergy, which ...

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broken little tea cup.: broken record.

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Thursday, October 6, 2011. That's all i am, and i'm sorry. that's sort of why i haven't been posting. At 4:30am i finished purged my third binge/purge session of the evening. I don't even enjoy eating anymore, at all. even if i'm not binging, i've just abused eating to the point where it's not eating and tasting and feeling satisfied. It's 6:10am now. haven't slept. Unfortunately there seems...

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broken little tea cup.: April 2011

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Monday, April 25, 2011. I am the fat. Child who cant see. Between her legs anymore. The point of living. So mother did drag me to the doctors so many weeks ago. i did cry. Unlike the eating-that-much-is-stupid talk my mother expected/hoped the doctor would give me, i got a diagnosis of severe depression and some happy pills. I weighed 109.5lbs on her scale. So lets see,. Me to have a skinny-...

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broken little tea cup.: September 2010

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Sunday, September 12, 2010. Eat for the body you want, not for the body you have. Was right when she said choose not to purge because it put's my body through trauma, because that's what it really is, traumatic. Me shaking but i can't stop, legs giving way but i can't take my fingers out of my throat. I don't learn, i do it again. So i'm stuck up for another. Day 48 hour days, woo-hoo. Who s...

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broken little tea cup.: October 2011

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Thursday, October 6, 2011. That's all i am, and i'm sorry. that's sort of why i haven't been posting. At 4:30am i finished purged my third binge/purge session of the evening. I don't even enjoy eating anymore, at all. even if i'm not binging, i've just abused eating to the point where it's not eating and tasting and feeling satisfied. It's 6:10am now. haven't slept. Unfortunately there seems...

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broken little tea cup.: January 2011

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Friday, January 28, 2011. I start new classes next week - does that mean i get a fresh start? If you've read my blog for awhile, you might have noticed i have this awful habit of recapping sparatic things that've happened within the last month. Once again, i'm going to try to stop this behavior, by posting shorter things every couple days. Or really whatever i can remember. Ok, well finished.

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broken little tea cup.: August 2011

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Broken little tea cup. My little anonymous blog, holding my little bit of life. Click here to see what i've eaten. Friday, August 19, 2011. The one with the hand. The hand that sutffs food down my throught. Hand that stuffs food into me. I get that it's. Hand that shoves it's fingers down my throught. Who purges after i eat. Cause that horrible process. The whole damn thing. I'm doing it, all of it. I'm hating it, all of it. So if it's me, if it's. I do it all, to myself, all of it. Should ba able to stop.