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Tuesday, December 30, 2008. I've been out for like 13hrs today. Finally an outing after so long,. Or more like a catch up session with them. So i left all the stuff i need to do just to be with them. And i really need a break from all of this work. Went to escape theme park with ridaudin, aidillah and syhella. The rest could not make it for some reasons,. But the plan still carried on. And so i woke up early to get ready. Not feeling that good,. The feeling of involuntary impulse to vomit. Who knows if i...
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Sunday, October 19, 2008. Been quite tired this few days. Not quite sure why. Schools is okay for the moment. Life's not that good for me. As you can see,. The more i try to take care of my body,. More damage are being done. I finally got tired and let things be the way it is. There's nothing much i can do,. I have to live with it for the moment. I dunno whats coming next. First was my hair,. A small bone sticking out my left wrist. Its not so obvious and not that serious(i hope). But its alright for now.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008. Currently tired and bored! Just got back from one whole day at simei. Had jamm session with the papercranes,. Followed by supporting helena at east point mall. Miss singapore world seyy. And she got through. Truly have no say about it. Poor iffah and hidayah had to waste their prepaid,. Just to call down a whole lot of people who said they would come but they didnt. U culd just say NO or even say u got sumting else instead of giving them false hope! And we cant confirm anything.
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Saturday, March 29, 2008. Wat a day today. I seriously had fun. Went to sch early2. And i tucked in my shirt! I tink i look funny. Bt it turns out to be a waste. Culd not go HTA. Due to bus problems. Mr pari booked a smal bus so only the participants culd go. Sori to the fancy squad and them of coz. We culdnt show our support. We were left there blank. Called khai and yeah. He told us not coming,. Decided to resume wif fancy training as planned'. We did not want to keep on hold. Left wif onli one pole.
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008. Finally im officially and legally 18 on 28/07/2008. Its strange how fast time flies by. I would like to take this opportunity to say thanks,. To the people who made a huge difference in my life. Thnx to my parents and family who took great care of me,. Its because of them im right here healthy and still on the right track of life(i guess. .haha.). To my frens and dearie,. Thnx for all that u have done in my life. U guys complete me! Thnx to those who wished me! And thnk Allah too.
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Thursday, January 31, 2008. Currently i'm at the worst point of my life. Ive been so bz till i haf no time for myself. It have olwaes been about others. I cant think straight. I need my inspiration back. Indeed im losing control of myself. People ard me giving up,. Poisoning their own minds. Dont cheat in test la. Theres juz too many things to think off. Lost touch with b-b,. Im reali on the verge of breaking down,. And no ones there to pick me anymore. Ive said wat ive said. It'll make no difference.
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Thursday, December 27, 2007. Hello eeEEEeee. . So i said i'll upload the pics. So here it goes. I look so retarded. Giant architects at work. Overview of sand castle. A tower for rapunzel. Back overview of sandcastle. Wat we call mini-village. Close-up on main castle. Wat u guys saw was juz part of it. Must see to believe how big was the sandcastle. Dats ol la k? It was long enough to know that it was him,that took my place. Monday, December 24, 2007. Hello eeeEEEeee. . . Had NP outing today,. Pics i upl...
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Thursday, February 28, 2008. More and more words are being shove inside my mouth. While im juz there being quiet. I was seriously so pissed of today. And i so called lost my temper. And did i cried? It started ol calm and peaceful. I guez u'l now how i am wen i lost my temper. A bit under control juz now bt yeah. I felt so numb truout my body. Blood rushin tru my veins fast. Muscles stretch till i got cramps on my legs. Headaches come and go. And i was told by rid my mouth was bleeding. Bt wat can i do.
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Sunday, August 17, 2008. Ive been so busy and quite lazy to blog nowadays. Not that much to update too. Feel like getting a new psp soon. Got some other stuffs at the back of my head. Saving2 lots2 of money to get them! Schs is ok la. Got to catch up with my network fundamentals! Damn fcuking hard sia! Ifia still havent finish the project. Bt i still can cope with it. Getting my new specs tml! And my eyesight juz got worst. Right still stay at 175,. While my left from 50 to 225. I hate wearing specs.
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Sunday, June 15, 2008. First things first i just came back from rewang. Had to go home alone. Wanted to txt bt i tot i might just be bothering them. Got a few cuts here and there. Bt its not that bad. And so here i am updating for this week! I had quite a blast on friday the 13th! Fancy drill npcc outing. One of things ive been waiting for. The rest went on first. While me and the malay boys went for our friday prayers before that. Soon we reached sentosa! Changed into wet/beach attire. Bt it was ok.
