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Inside the Bipolar Mind: Can You Hear Me Now
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Monday, 5 March 2012. Can You Hear Me Now. In my own home? In my own room? Why am I monitored within the confines of my own four walls? Because that's life. So I'm aware and I count the decibels because Jigger puts up with all of the temper tantrums. So for him I count the decibels. It shouldnt surprise either of us anymore, should it? 5 March 2012 at 23:53. Nope Not even a little. And yea dont get me started on something I like because holy cow Ill be loud. 7 March 2012 at 05:13. Click image for details.
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: Bipolar Books
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Various books on bipolar:. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Click image for details. Learning to see my reflection in a distorted mirror. Figuring out how to tell reality from fantasy Maasiyat Jaan = Sinful Disobedient Soul. View my complete profile. Things I May Have Said. Proof I am Crazy. People on My List. Realizations And Shape Shifting Clouds. New Book on Living with Bipolar, Depression — Table of Contents Revealed. Attracted To Shiny Things. An open letter to Donald Trump fans (please share). I am not ...
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: September 2011
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Thursday, 29 September 2011. Tears, Tea, and POW's. I just want to be free. Tuesday, 27 September 2011. Pet peeves. I have many. My biggest? Sunday, 25 September 2011. Riding the Emotional Roller Coaster. For the last two days, I've been battling the inner me. The me that worries and overreacts. The me that panics and freaks out if someone doesn't reply immediately. The me that fears rejection and will do anything to please you. The me that hates the me that will do anything to please you. It always happ...
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: Friendly Deseparation
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Monday, 9 April 2012. Sometimes the deseparate nature of my life overwhelms me and consumes me beyond the ability to breathe. I wonder why I don't fall but it seems I've built up such forward momentum it continues to push me forward even when I am unable to draw air into my lungs. I struggle and I fight through the thoughts. The unending supply of thoughts that run through my mind. Fear of losing friends, of all I've accomplished. Fear of falling just short. Click image for details. Things I May Have Said.
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: April 2012
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Monday, 9 April 2012. Sometimes the deseparate nature of my life overwhelms me and consumes me beyond the ability to breathe. I wonder why I don't fall but it seems I've built up such forward momentum it continues to push me forward even when I am unable to draw air into my lungs. I struggle and I fight through the thoughts. The unending supply of thoughts that run through my mind. Fear of losing friends, of all I've accomplished. Fear of falling just short. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Proof I am Crazy.
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: Rotten To The Core
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Saturday, 31 March 2012. Rotten To The Core. So apparently I'm spoiled. Yea I know I was just as shocked too. I had always thought spoiled meant this:. Well you're wrong. That is NOT what spoiled is. Spoiled is buying a $200 appliance from the store, bringing it home, unpacking it, and finding out that it DOESN'T FUCKING WORK, and then saying to your husband, "can we take it back and exchange it because it doesn't work properly? Yes THAT is spoiled. Oh and want to know what else is spoiled? New Book on L...
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: Cycling Without Training Wheels
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Saturday, 24 March 2012. Cycling Without Training Wheels. I'm cycling into manic. I can feel it. I haven't been sleeping properly for about 4 days now. My thoughts racing. Constant. Ever changing. The need to be moving. Doing. Something. Even if only mentally. Constantly in motion. Never stilling. Never calming. During these times I do stupid shit. Like stalk my ex's on FB. I told you it was stupid. Butthere's always a but. And I wonder why couldn't that have been me? The funny thing is, all that love an...
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Inside the Bipolar Mind: My Deviations
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Click links below to view all my deviations:. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Click image for details. Learning to see my reflection in a distorted mirror. Figuring out how to tell reality from fantasy Maasiyat Jaan = Sinful Disobedient Soul. View my complete profile. Things I May Have Said. Proof I am Crazy. People on My List. Realizations And Shape Shifting Clouds. New Book on Living with Bipolar, Depression — Table of Contents Revealed. Attracted To Shiny Things. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASK A BIPOLAR! I am not a m...
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