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Unload The Overloaded: March 2014
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Wednesday, March 5, 2014. Of death and relief. This is the end. I didn't really think as much about this as I should. But I just realized it ought to happen and I find myself feeling okay with this. I would never want this to die and there was a time when I'd grieve terribly at hints of its demise, but this is now ripe for the moment. And I'm so honestly. At last. From here on, I'll see those things as actual intellectual property, so I have new challenges that I've started practicing. It's not e...This ...
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Unload The Overloaded: Of Arterial Guidelines
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. It feels slightly disturbing when I feel I am working with possible returning quintessences. It's like I am dealing with some potentially dangerous outlawed idea. Or then distressed, as if dealing with people who've gotten their share already, and came back hidden in disguise for another portion. Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Welcome to my personal Wonder Chamber! This is my Cabinet of Curiosities where I store all interesting novelties I gather around (with the very Renaissance...
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Unload The Overloaded: Of a slow march to death
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Of a slow march to death. What scares me about time isn't just how relentless it is when bringing us to death, it's how we start literally. It closer. In our weak bones, stiff muscles. It seems to exist simply to deter us from neglecting this inexorable fate, but to force us to acknowledge and face constantly that we are already dying. Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Welcome to my personal Wonder Chamber! Of living in sprints. Of a slow march to death. Of Lifeframes (Zombie Period).
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Unload The Overloaded: October 2013
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Thursday, October 31, 2013. Of Gem's Emet Cores. The existence of unfathomable mindscapes is a matter that keeps me constantly puzzled. What are they made of? What is so special about them that a simple combination of gems can’t recreate any similar experience? So one day I noticed mindscapes have some sort of central spine of their own, an element that was of fundamental importance in shaping the surrounding elements that were composing the experience. Reaching to the emet core of the gems is like reach...
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Unload The Overloaded: Of Exoverses
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. And how would other people's feelings be stringed? Would they have one big monster chasing them? Would it be a very well protected city? Would they be constantly tormented day and night? Is it an empire built over a massive dungeon imprisoning one single apocalyptical monster miles below? Is it a place in a deep valley, walled by giant mountains that prevent sun from getting in? Maybe is it a very simple kingdom, however free of bellical conflicts and economical issues? If you...
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Unload The Overloaded: Of Capital People
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Those highly influential forces are very dangerous when hiding behind thalassic curtains. I have to uncover them, and understand thoroughly all these emotions and drives that move me. For instance, why do I seek the people I seek. Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Welcome to my personal Wonder Chamber! Of living in sprints. Of a slow march to death. Of Lifeframes (Zombie Period). Of Pavlovian detour of judgement. Of lost trance powers. If you have any doubt, suggestion, critique, de...
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Unload The Overloaded: Of living in sprints
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Tuesday, December 31, 2013. Of living in sprints. It's always been a very essential question to me, knowing whether I am beyond or behind (who knows). There's always evidence indicating me as someone awkwardly behind, at the same time here and there I get some comforting signs that I have my own worth. The question that remains is whether these are coexisting or followups of each other. Is that all that moves me? Is it just the last-minute panic that will always scare me to move? This is my Cabinet of Cu...
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Unload The Overloaded: September 2013
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Monday, September 30, 2013. Of Palomar’s Panel. As obsessed I am with making things under my control, I get easily worried about the scattering and dispersion. I don’t like not knowing where things are, and I don’t feel comfortable with having to take a long way to access these things that have to be of practical access. This is one of the ideas that show so much potential, but also require a vast amount of dedication, and so this will likely become one of these great projects that I’ll add a few b...
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Unload The Overloaded: May 2013
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Friday, May 31, 2013. I think I’m having a broader sense of practical expectations of my ideas, that I’m wondering what uses I could have for all these thoughts on crests and gems. I’ve been just letting it grow because it was feeling interesting, but fortunately it’s very useful for this lifetime pursuit of mine. After all, it’s my secret fuel for creativity and inspiration. Friday, May 31, 2013. Links to this post. Of dioramas and artificial mindscapes. I was thinking about those lists of mindscapes to...