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A Lesbian Baptist Speaks...: April 2008
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A Lesbian Baptist Speaks. I'm trying to find a way to stay in the church I love, while becoming the woman I was born to be. Monday, April 28, 2008. One of my friends got online tonight to tell me that she is joining the army so she can pay to continue to go to school. I was stunned, shocked, silent, and finally managed to tell her that I would pray for her and for her to let me know how it goes, etc. But see there is this one thing. I believe war is wrong. Really, really wrong. And I didn't say anything.
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A Lesbian Baptist Speaks...: September 2009
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A Lesbian Baptist Speaks. I'm trying to find a way to stay in the church I love, while becoming the woman I was born to be. Wednesday, September 2, 2009. So, I've been trying to complete the hiring process to be a substitute teacher at my mother's school (she's also a teacher) for the past three weeks. It seems that it takes a personal visit or phone call to get anything done in their HR. I asked my mother's principal to do this for me, because I'm supposed to sub for my mother next week.
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my thorn in the flesh: Is it too much to ask for?
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My thorn in the flesh. Reflections and frustrations on finding my way out the closet door. Monday, May 18, 2009. Is it too much to ask for? This is a work in progress which I will be fleshing out more soon- maybe. So I'm talking with my good friend who is a girl from back home, and she's in one of her sort of discontent, restless moods and she has to say, "I just want a relationship! Is that too much to ask for? Well, honey, actually, according to some, for me, yes, it IS. I see no spiritual grounds.
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my thorn in the flesh: bitchy post
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My thorn in the flesh. Reflections and frustrations on finding my way out the closet door. Friday, July 31, 2009. Disclaimer: I'm a total Debbie Downer in this post. Just need to verbalize the bullshit in my head. It SUCKS that the friends I am closest to have moved away. It sucks even more that I have not come out to them, and I regret it terribly. I am in such a funk. I have realized this week that EVERY GOD DAMN MAJOR MOVE from this point will be a painful, difficult struggle. Sucks. I Have To Admit It.
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My Story, Part Two: Repentance, Death, and Me, Just as I am | Just as I am
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My story, Part One: Faith and Sexuality in Conflict. My Story, Part Three: Truth Sets Free. My Story, Part Two: Repentance, Death, and Me, Just as I am. Just as I am. Married gay christian exploring faith, family, and sexuality. My Story, Part Two: Repentance, Death, and Me, Just as I am. 2003 was a significant year. It was the last year I saw my father alive (sort of, but more on that later). It was the year that I determined to change. By May of 2004 I’d reach a significant crisis point. On March 31.
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My story, Part One: Faith and Sexuality in Conflict | Just as I am
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My story, Part One: Faith and Sexuality in Conflict. My Story, Part Three: Truth Sets Free. My Story, Part Two: Repentance, Death, and Me, Just as I am. Just as I am. Married gay christian exploring faith, family, and sexuality. My story, Part One: Faith and Sexuality in Conflict. I’ve been debating in my mind how much of my story it would be useful to tell on this blog. After reading the story of. A closet gay Christian in Ministry. I had a flashback the last time I went to an ex-gay support group I had...
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My Story, Part Three: Truth Sets Free | Just as I am
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My story, Part One: Faith and Sexuality in Conflict. My Story, Part Three: Truth Sets Free. My Story, Part Two: Repentance, Death, and Me, Just as I am. Just as I am. Married gay christian exploring faith, family, and sexuality. My Story, Part Three: Truth Sets Free. With Bernardo’s comments, suddenly I didn’t know who to listen to. I was grieving, and in the past I had dealt with stress and grief by acting out, looking for sex. So I looked. I didn’t find any at least not for some months, anyway. There w...
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my thorn in the flesh: November 2008
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My thorn in the flesh. Reflections and frustrations on finding my way out the closet door. Saturday, November 29, 2008. I realize these sorts of ruminations are boring to the vast majority of readers. However, for those gay Christians wishing keep their faith and remain in the church, I believe it is necessary to forge ahead with new careful and constructive interpretations of scripture. So, let's look at 1 Corinthians 7. You know, maybe I'm inclined to agree! It's pretty evident that Paul believes chast...
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my thorn in the flesh: March 2009
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My thorn in the flesh. Reflections and frustrations on finding my way out the closet door. Monday, March 30, 2009. Jay Brannan seems to have articulated exactly how I see myself vs. the world as a gay person. Read it:. The big annoying GAY factor. Then, visit his website if you are not already familiar with his music: http:/ www.jaybrannan.com/. Links to this post. Friday, March 27, 2009. Good morning, CNN! I don't usually post these kinds of things. but MAN! Couldn't resist this one. Links to this post.