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Meditations on Mediocracy: July 2015
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Monday, July 20, 2015. I fall into routines, patterns. Unsatisfying couplings full of kink. Links to this post. Monday, July 6, 2015. I think I convince myself that I am strong, because I have no choice but to be. But here is the thing. All I ever wanted was to be loved and accepted. And I mean, hello I lost my virginity the same day I had my first kiss! Yes I have issues. And just dealing with the males here, seeing as I am feeling all panic at...
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Meditations on Mediocracy: July 2014
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Thursday, July 17, 2014. A response to the Dear White Gays article. I live in the projects, surrounded by what you would call "strong black women" who dress like drag queens, do nothing but fight amongst themselves, and hate anyone who is not exactly like them. Much like gay men in the 1980's who were driven by so much fear, and the blame of the AIDS epidemic. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Blahblah blah blah.blah blah. Last mon...
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Meditations on Mediocracy: A response to the Dear White Gays article.
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Thursday, July 17, 2014. A response to the Dear White Gays article. I live in the projects, surrounded by what you would call "strong black women" who dress like drag queens, do nothing but fight amongst themselves, and hate anyone who is not exactly like them. Much like gay men in the 1980's who were driven by so much fear, and the blame of the AIDS epidemic. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Blahblah blah blah.blah blah. Dreams of two Bosses.
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Meditations on Mediocracy: Cattell's 16 Personality Factors Test
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Wednesday, February 11, 2015. Cattell's 16 Personality Factors Test. Warmth is how nice to people you are. Low scorers are impersonal, distant, cool, reserved, detached, formal and aloof. High scorers are outgoing, attentive to others, kindly, easy-going, participating and like people. [ less. Reasoning is how good at abstract thinking you are. Low scorers prefer common sense, high scorers prefer abstract thinking. [ less. Liveliness is how much...
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Meditations on Mediocracy
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Monday, July 6, 2015. I think I convince myself that I am strong, because I have no choice but to be. I don't like thinking about the past, I really don't. I know it doesn't seem that way if you read all my past entries on here. I seem rather obsessive sometimes. But, I only tend to write when I am feeling too much to keep in. And I don't write that often. But here is the thing. All I ever wanted was to be loved and accepted. Yes I have issues.
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Meditations on Mediocracy: June 2014
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Monday, June 23, 2014. That is when I woke up drenched in sweat. Links to this post. Sunday, June 22, 2014. Review: True Blood Season 7 Episode 1 (spoiler lite). The episode starts off where we last saw the Bon Temps gang, hanging out at the Bar where Sookie used to work. And oh, boy does the episode start off bloody. And emotional. The major character death in the per-opening sequence shocked me. Links to this post. Bloggity blog blog blog.
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Meditations on Mediocracy: February 2014
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Tuesday, February 18, 2014. I sure as hell don't. How can it be that two people can experience the same events and see them from such vastly different views? I am as guilty as anyone of failing to live by the words I speak, from time to time. I get myself into situations that perhaps I should not. What is the purpose of this ramble? And randomly, I met someone else.and felt a connection. The ice was melting. And yeah, things are not ...I opened ...
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Meditations on Mediocracy: February 2015
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Wednesday, February 11, 2015. Cattell's 16 Personality Factors Test. Warmth is how nice to people you are. Low scorers are impersonal, distant, cool, reserved, detached, formal and aloof. High scorers are outgoing, attentive to others, kindly, easy-going, participating and like people. [ less. Reasoning is how good at abstract thinking you are. Low scorers prefer common sense, high scorers prefer abstract thinking. [ less. Liveliness is how much...
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Meditations on Mediocracy: March 2013
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Saturday, March 23, 2013. Once upon a time sleeping four hours a night was fine. It was normal. Then I grew up and had kids. I have always been a lucky mom, for whom my baby slept through the night easily and early. And even when something goes wrong and I have a restless night I still would get that four hours a night. It has been two weeks and I have slept for maybe 2 hours in a stretch. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Last mon...
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Meditations on Mediocracy: April 2013
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The life and times of a spiritual seeker in a modern world. Thursday, April 11, 2013. Autism and I Part 1. I do have many of the markers of Asperger's syndrome. Of course, come May with the release of the DSM-5 Asperger's will no longer be a unique diagnosis, and will be "Mild Autism". But what does this mean for me, and what good would having an Autism diagnosis do me in my Thirties? How has autistic characteristics shaped my life? Links to this post. Wednesday, April 10, 2013. Links to this post. Custo...
