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Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. May 24, 2015. I haven’t been here in a very long time. So long I’m not really sure what I’m supposed to write about anymore. That I miss him? Yep That I still feel immense amounts of guilt about his death? I wonder if anyone gives a second thought to him anymore (beyond the four of us here), and if they do, do they know we still think about him, love him and miss him? Right Where I Am – Two Years Nine Months. July 10, 2013. So where am I though? We are ...
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Skip to primary content. Skip to secondary content. Newer posts →. Two posts one night…crazy. December 20, 2012. I wanted to also ask everyone for your opinions on this one:. M is crying in bed two nights ago, Xavier is on his mind. He tells me how much he misses him and how he feels like Xavier and him were supposed to be something special together, he was supposed to be his best friend, that he is missing him so much because they were supposed to be together. HOW DO I ANSWER THIS? How do I help him?
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The Gaggle Grows: Precious time lost
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011. For anyone who hasn't been clued in, we did have the baby. Please check out the following site, as I really don't want to have to repeat all of it over again. I'll update about Anthony and everything else later on, right now its just so hard to get through each day. We will be planning some sort of fundraising in Bailey's honor for her birthday. Keep checking back for details on that. Might be a little while, but we do want to do this and every little bit helps. OMG= Oh My God.
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Can't Take the Sky From Me: May 2012
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Can't Take the Sky From Me. There's no place I can be. Since I found Serenity. But you can't take the sky from me. Monday, May 7, 2012. Down the rabbit hole. Sometimes I feel more broken than is possible to repair. That my heart will never be whole again. That the pain will ever go away. That I'll go a full day without crying. That fear and anxiety won't be a permanent fixture in my life. I hate that I'll never be the mother she deserves. Whole and complete and unbroken. That she'll grow up in th...Subsc...
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The Gaggle Grows: My three ring circus week
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Friday, June 17, 2011. My three ring circus week. Fast forward to Wednesday. Big dr appointment in st cloud. Ugh those have turned into such a pain, but whatever it takes for the baby. We woke up late (of all days for Anthony to sleep in! JUST missed hitting us. I had no idea what was going on because I had my nose in the baby name book. I didnt see much. By the time I had a chance to say "WTF? Get into the appointment and no shocker here, my blood pressure was 20 points over where it always is. Get ...
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The Gaggle Grows: October 2010
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Tuesday, October 12, 2010. Lordy-Me, we are starting to.WALK? Totally explained why he kept shoving his fingers up his nostrils! He was trying to trigger the nerve to make the pain go away! I can relate from when I had to have my front teeth worked on and my face hurt for a full 2 days after! F being his fangs, X being the teeth he has, and * being where there aren't any teeth yet. Its pretty funny to see him smile and see the while bumps not line up. But his teeth seem to be feeling better. But, getting...
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The Gaggle Grows: April 2011
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Friday, April 15, 2011. Ok, so I'm behind on the updates, but that's ok, because it mostly brings good news. But its all looking like the prayers are working in our favor. We have another appointment next Wednesday in Little Falls with our regular OB and at that appointment, we'll be addressing the pains in my belly (painful Braxton Hicks? Oh well, its all for a healthier baby, so I'll do it. Anything for my kids. And the personality has grown EVEN MORE! I didn't think it was possible! I got the idea to ...
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The Gaggle Grows: Week 37...what a week!
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Thursday, July 7, 2011. Week 37.what a week! Found a last minute sitter (Thank you Holly! That Anthony adores and we also got a glowing recommendation from Holly about this dr. Even better, right? Well, we show up early (quite a feat for us! Thing is, when the message was recorded, the chick said the dr's name so quietly that i didnt hear her say the wrong dr's name. Great huh? 37 weeks to the day and I dont get the dr i asked and begged for. That had me MAD! But the dr we tried to see last week will be ...
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The Gaggle Grows: October 2011
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Tuesday, October 18, 2011. Anthony misses "my sister". He's showing so much strength, its crazy to see that he's so amazing. He's learning so many words, putting them together in logical sequence, and communicating pretty well what he wants and everything. We've even given potty training a try and with the use of the new Huggies Slip Ons (I laughed when they made these, but they are GREAT for potty training! Like Pull Ups but much cheaper! What milestones would she have reached by now? Would she still ha...
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