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I am here: comically inedible
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Saturday, August 15, 2015. A grey cloud is overhead and I'm really hoping it doesn't bring rain. Clothes on the line, of course. Please pass on and bring me the hot clear skies that knocked me out this morning, eh? Di I already mention that there's a crack in my wall? You would rather reach out to somebody you don't socialize with to borrow their vehicle than spend $25 at Home Depot to rent a truck or to rent a UHaul? Hello, fortress of solitude. I'm very happy to spend time in you today. So I guess Im n...
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I am here: things which do not suck, and things which I will deal with
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Friday, May 15, 2015. Things which do not suck, and things which I will deal with. Huge meltdown at work, and because of some fancy footwork by me yesterday, most of it isn't coming down on me. Maybe it is, but I don't know about that. I'm keeping my mouth closed and letting certain people make themselves look ridiculous. You want war on me? Bitch, you are stupid. Other nice things: chasteberry tree flowering, pomegranate flowers nearing their end. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Words To Live By.
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I am here: hot days
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Saturday, August 8, 2015. It the kind of day where laundry hung on the line is dry before the hanging is complete. (I keep it on for some time though, as I like the sun bleaching action.). I go outside for five minutes and I come back inside drenched in sweat. Oh crap, my friends just messaged asking if they can come now, today. I was expecting them on Monday! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Me and J.R. Rage Against the Minivan. And The Greatest Of These Is Love. It Takes Wisdom To Know The Difference.
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I am here: anxiety
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Sunday, August 9, 2015. If you've never had an anxiety attack, you are fortunate. It grips my chest and causes severe fight-or-flight response. It makes me lose the ability to process well or to function. It's been coming more regularly of late, and it sucks. I hate being in this hypervigilant stressed-out mode of feeling like an actual physical altercation or otherwise attack is imminent. August 9, 2015 at 1:42 PM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Me and J.R. Rage Against the Minivan. Such a good boo...
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I am here: I won
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Friday, August 14, 2015. Board meeting today, too much to want to report (a face-to-face convo with the woman who aggressively saved my ass, and a fierce hug from a man who wasn't there at that meeting and I think may feel some guilt that he didn't defend me), so let us just suffice to say: I won. Holding my tongue with these crazy people is a challenge but I want a paycheck. So now that I've sorted some things out there, what's next? Foster kid training and setting up my house for that possibility. ...
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I am here: well, hello there existential angst
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Saturday, August 8, 2015. Well, hello there existential angst. A big windstorm just kicked up so I looked outside and there were sparks flying in the nearby intersection. No idea what from, hoping there's no block-wide inferno in my near future. Maybe this whipping storm - it was a lot of dry thunder and lightning, but now heavy, thick raindrops - is causing the discontent in my soul. The feeling out of sorts. Like, somebody being assigned a week before it starts? They cannot prepare well for that. They ...
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I am here: here to report the heat
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Sunday, August 9, 2015. Here to report the heat. It's 7:30 am and I just spent about 15 minutes outside doing things like sweeping the sidewalk (rain came unexpectedly last night, so no need to water which is always nice but of course I had watered everything earlier in the day). I come in literally dripping in sweat. Good for the skin? We have weeks ahead of this unrelenting heat. We're on an extreme heat advisory until 7 pm tomorrow. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). Me and J.R. Imma set here a minute.
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I am here: to speak up
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Tuesday, August 11, 2015. I drafted an evaluation response and have a meeting at 8:30 this morning to go over it all with my supervisor. She will not like my response as she's not exactly the heroine of this story, though she's also not the villain. In fact, I've studied organizational theory at the grad level for years and know how things should function; this place does not work like any of my experience would lead me to believe so how on earth could I comply with totally different from anywhere else i...
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I am here: blessings
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Monday, August 10, 2015. They're on a multi-state massive roadtrip and I'm the first person that they've visited along the route. I hope my humble abode provides them needed relief after three weeks on the road. We're not sure how long they'll stay - they're waiting to receive a part in the mail which may come later in the week. At some point I'll have to take a break from hosting and focus more on resting, as I have some work crazy coming up later in the week. August 10, 2015 at 8:54 AM. Me and J.R.
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