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Queen of the damned. Thursday, March 23, 2006. Run from wall to wall. Run across the floor. Run beneath the war. Run to the door. But the door isnt there. The windows shut tight. The walls painted white. The lights blinding bright. I feel so suffocated. My breaths are cut short. This angst ever amounting. I down a mind of shot. I find troubles of life. I smiled in jubilation. Only to fall into downward plight. Run from wall to wall. Run across the floor. Run beneath the war. Run into the door.
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Queen of the damned. Monday, February 26, 2007. Looking upon the quiet night. The moon is hiding behind the clouds. The stars are not shining bright. And i am standing here in the dark. I looked into the lifeless water. In the cold, still night. Hoping to see my soul within. But there wasnt even a reflection of light. Baby, this heart is crying. Its bleeding its contents out. Cause all this while i have been waiting. And i am still waiting til my time is up. Nineteen was the time we first met.
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Queen of the damned. Thursday, February 14, 2008. From cairo to the indian ocean. The breeze sings a romantic lullaby. A song of undying devotion. To be sung to you on the river nile. For i sing to you this song of mine. For every dream every night brings. I wanna be your dream and you'll be mine. And we'll both play the song lovers sing. I look upon the passing clouds. I say the words my heart desires. The words so simple yet so deep. Words that are light on the ears but heavy on the heart.
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Queen of the damned. Wednesday, May 24, 2006. I went deeper than i ever wanted. I never knew it affected you. Baby, i am sorry for leading you on. But i aint gonna hide the truth from you. You see, i ran a thousand miles. And played too many lies. To get away from all these lives. To get through all these times. I never meant to hurt you. I never wish to break you. I never wanted it to happen. I never did lead you through. You see, i gave up on cupid a long time ago. Cause he messed up too many times.
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Queen of the damned. Friday, October 13, 2006. My sky is dropping bombs on me. Pounding down like a thousand and one hiroshima. Hearts sent exploding by the adrenaline rush. There is no time to stop and think. I hear the fighter planes screeching pass. And the sirens wailing loud and clear. Amidst the chaotic screams and the listless souls. I could no longer hear my heart beating. My home crumbled and shattered to pieces. And my life is burnt down by the reigning fire. I walked through the empty streets.
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Queen of the damned. Sunday, April 10, 2005. Trapped within these walls. My screams remain unheard. Suffocated by my responsibilities. My soul hangs on lifelessly. Time crawls to a stand still. My heart stops pumping. My brain stops thinking. My body stops moving. But my lungs breathe unwillingly. The stale air that I breathe. Makes my soul weep furiously. Of the end that never comes. And the beginning that never leaves.
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Queen of the damned. Wednesday, September 10, 2008. All eyes were on me. The bright lights were shining. Camera flashes, high expectations. Constant talks of succession. The directions are confusing. The instructions never ending. The behavorial changes appaling. And my mind is left contemplating. I chose to run but not escape. I disappeared but am always present. I kept quiet but i can speak. I shut my ears but i still listened. I stopped thinking but am not dead. I closed my eyes but did not sleep.
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004. Oh mah gawd i'm really tired! Its past midnight. again! Just that i'm quite broke now! And then it was back for charms slot which was fun cos i really miss guess appearances in other people's pieces! Really its damn cool lah. pity i had no qns to ask them cept bout acclimatising to america. after the concert i had some things to ask bout lights but they're leaving tomorrow, well today liao. maybe they're gonna be on the same flight as bep! Oh well, i learnt new stuff today! Well ...
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Sunday, June 29, 2003. Ah eck. me mum fuckin gets on my nerves. SHE IRRITATES THE BLOODY HELL OUTTA ME! I watched the highlight of the nadal match, which was conveniently cut out yesterday cos of friday qualifying, and i must say, that guy is so good. in a year or 2, i wanna see him against andy. and i'm glad mark phili is through! Its quite ridiculous really. out of order. anyway, i'm proud of my darling kimi, the first pole position of his career! Now girls, remember he's been claimed*. You know that c...
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Monday, September 27, 2004. Oh well, we were playing mahjong in the tsd room on the short table when good news came, i got a call calling me to the office, and they got my wallet that i lost like forever ago! And everything inside was still intact! Like why in the world would they take so long to give it back if i went back to look for it and it wasnt there, but someone took it and returned everything? 8226; • • • •. Saturday, September 25, 2004. And that girl was so gan cheong also dunno for what, we we...
