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Cass McKeon: 8 feet under
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Thursday, March 12, 2015. I turn my music too loud,. In hopes that it could drown out these thoughts. But only making me realize that I am the only thing that's drowning. I am already drowning. But I'm not blaming you. Because the 3 foot deep shallow end never appealed to me,. And the 5 foot mark on warm cement never cut it either,. It wasn't until that 8 foot mark that I felt at home. Maybe it's because it's easier to feel so deeply,. Treading water, and holding your breath for as long as you can. Every...
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Cass McKeon: January 2015
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Saturday, January 31, 2015. They warned me about boys like you,. The ones that skip class too often,. And wear their hair a little higher than their GPA. They told me to stay away. But what's the fun in doing what you're told? Moody and cynical never looked so good,. And getting your attention never felt so rewarding. I keep hitting the keys. T, t t t t t.Try to forget those feelings. C, c c c c c.See that he's not even worth your time. When you pulled this shit the first time. PS I'd like my things back.
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Cass McKeon: 92 days
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Thursday, February 26, 2015. He had 92 days left. 92 6:30 AM alarms to set. 92 walks down the 100 hall. I haven't cried yet. Probably because grey has always been one of my favorite colors. And I prefer the overcast days. But for him, grey was more than a neutral shade on the color wheel. He was only a senior in high school. We're all just seniors in high school. And you keep asking us what we can do to change this. What we can do to prevent this. And that didn't seem like any sign of depression. High sc...
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Cass McKeon: March 2015
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Monday, March 30, 2015. Numbers and labels and high school. I'm watching my senior year wind down right before my eyes. She stood up and talked about 124 days. I wrote about 92. And well, now we're down to 59. So if time keeps passing the way it has. I've got 7 days left. Im sorry, I countdown to everything. I had a countdown to my 18th birthday since March 9th of last year. For someone who hates numbers and labels, they seemed to consume my senior year. Numbers and labels,. You have 3 NC's.". And she is...
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Cass McKeon: December 2014
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Monday, December 22, 2014. Im not ending as a tourist. I know blog posts were due at 11:59 tonight,. And I may seem pathetic for starting this at 12:34. I've feared writing this since day one, and wondering how I would go about it. So maybe I'll start with my name. My name is Cassidy McKeon. I keep staring at those 13 letters. Reminding myself that if I say them enough times they will start to lose their meaning. Yes I've typed and re-typed my name nearly a dozen times,. So I'll keep it simple. Fingers c...
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Cass McKeon: September 2014
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Sunday, September 28, 2014. To the chips in my brick. Incase these chips feel that they're going un noticed,. I'd like to make it clear to them that they aren't. Here's to the small ones:. The dirty looks from the ex-girl friend, who's topped full of assumptions. The opened text messages with no response. The awkward walk (longest route you can find). To third period because second period is too close. The heartache of seeing someone who was never mine with her. The bad relationship with my dad. Maybe th...
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Cass McKeon: I'm not ending as a tourist.
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Monday, December 22, 2014. Im not ending as a tourist. I know blog posts were due at 11:59 tonight,. And I may seem pathetic for starting this at 12:34. I've feared writing this since day one, and wondering how I would go about it. So maybe I'll start with my name. My name is Cassidy McKeon. I keep staring at those 13 letters. Reminding myself that if I say them enough times they will start to lose their meaning. Yes I've typed and re-typed my name nearly a dozen times,. So I'll keep it simple. I really ...
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Cass McKeon: P.S.
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Saturday, January 31, 2015. They warned me about boys like you,. The ones that skip class too often,. And wear their hair a little higher than their GPA. They told me to stay away. But what's the fun in doing what you're told? Moody and cynical never looked so good,. And getting your attention never felt so rewarding. I keep hitting the keys. T, t t t t t.Try to forget those feelings. C, c c c c c.See that he's not even worth your time. When you pulled this shit the first time. PS I'd like my things back.
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Cass McKeon: numbers and labels and high school.
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Monday, March 30, 2015. Numbers and labels and high school. I'm watching my senior year wind down right before my eyes. She stood up and talked about 124 days. I wrote about 92. And well, now we're down to 59. So if time keeps passing the way it has. I've got 7 days left. Im sorry, I countdown to everything. I had a countdown to my 18th birthday since March 9th of last year. For someone who hates numbers and labels, they seemed to consume my senior year. Numbers and labels,. You have 3 NC's.". March 30, ...
