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The Story Behind The Man: December 2004
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The Story Behind The Man. Monday, December 27, 2004. Don't Want To LIve To Reget, And Die With Regrets. She, same as my family is precious. She, same as once in a lifetime chance, is precious. Don't regret or appreciate it only when it's gone. I knew i almost become crazy that day if she was to go away, and i wont be able to type all this today. For what i know, what's the use if i graduate and get a good job? STOP ALL THIS CRAP IN YOUR LIFE! Posted by Aqasha at 5:17 PM. Wednesday, December 22, 2004.
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The Story Behind The Man: May 2005
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The Story Behind The Man. Thursday, May 26, 2005. Something you should know. It's been a while since i last updated this thing right here, as i have been busy with work and a am all tired and you noe that school has already started. Besides i am too lazy to type all the long words and stuffs in here. Well i got some things to share and i need to let it off my chest. I have been thinking alot lately. about work, school, life, family and my Azura. Will i be able to get a good job in future? Not only that, ...
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The Story Behind The Man: June 2005
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The Story Behind The Man. Thursday, June 09, 2005. One of the "Low" Days again. Feelings come, feelings go. Tell me that it isn't so. For the past 17 yrs of my life, i have been invisible to my friends and people around me. They don't seem to notice my very existence. Why am i so unlucky? I was sitting at the coffeeshop and sat across some people that i know from school. Well guess what? Only SOME of them saw me and acknowledged my presence. The only friends i have is myself and Hazura. Lost and Found,.
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The Story Behind The Man: October 2005
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The Story Behind The Man. Monday, October 31, 2005. It's been a whole since i was here. well it seems i won't get to update much since i won't be able to use the comp in school anymore. so. to the people who has been reading my blog. thank you. Last Friday me, Zura, Khair, his friend and the girlfriend went to break our fast together at Joo Chiat. After that we went shopping looking for new clothes and other stuffs. I got mine. It was nice, with the 'samping' and all. definitely. Gerak Gerak GErak Khas!
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The Story Behind The Man: How Life Has Been For The Big Guy
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The Story Behind The Man. Saturday, April 15, 2006. How Life Has Been For The Big Guy. It's been 4 months since i was enlisted. 4 months of physical hell. More importantly, 4 months of mental hell. Now already pass out but still staying in for residential training. A course for SSO. Oh It means Senstry Security Officer. A very tough job. First line of defence. Life gets tougher, and we get scared to face the future. That's what i am facing now. Wonder what future that lies ahead of me. Anyways, i'm count...
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The Story Behind The Man: STressFuL
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The Story Behind The Man. Wednesday, April 09, 2008. Today is a very stressful day. Lots of work to be done. Some people take their own sweet time. I'm Gonna be shagged tonight. Just hope can finish my work on time. I don't want to be rushing all the time. Posted by Aqasha at 1:53 PM. View my complete profile. 1 Week is Like 1 Month. Just Another Boring Day. So U Would Know. How Life Has Been For The Big Guy. Something off my Chest. Where should I go?
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The Story Behind The Man: February 2005
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The Story Behind The Man. Friday, February 25, 2005. Another week is over. Its going to be a long day for me yet again. I wasnt really able to explain much about the circuit and i have to make sure that the circuit lights up soon. By hook or by crook i better make it by tonight! Posted by Aqasha at 12:48 PM. Monday, February 21, 2005. Here i am again. Been really a while since i last updated my blog. The last date updated.26th January. Oh My God! I miss you loads babe Luv Ya. Posted by Aqasha at 10:32 AM.
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The Story Behind The Man: DEPRESSION
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The Story Behind The Man. Monday, October 13, 2008. At this point of time, I am just utterly depressed, sick, tired and all of that. Why do I always get the blame for everything? I mean i tried to be the best that I can, but instead all people see are my flaws rather than my strengths. I tried to make it up to them, but they are making it difficult for me. They always LOVE to make it such a BIG issue. Indeed, Life has just started, And So is my biggest depression. This Could Be My Last POST.
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The Story Behind The Man: Let It Out!
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The Story Behind The Man. Wednesday, March 26, 2008. It's been a while since i last updated my post here. But doesn't matter since nobody is reading it anyways. Lots of things had happened. It has been 3 months since i ORD, and i did not get into POLICE. Wow what a letdown for someone who they have been saying good things about. During stay in camp. life was a living hell, with all those bastards never seem to stop bugging me. Pissing me off like nobody's business. Well, people might think and ask. A mor...
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The Story Behind The Man: Just Another Boring Day
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The Story Behind The Man. Monday, March 31, 2008. Just Another Boring Day. Today is just another plain boring day at work. I just asked one of the senior engineers on what i can do to help during my remaining days here. Guess what he told me. To stick around one of my collegues and ask them if they need any help. What a waste of time indeed. How helpful is that answer. Nobody wants me to help aound with anything. Time remains slow, and pretty much, i have run out of things to do. 8 more hours to go.
