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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: March 2011
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Tuesday, March 29, 2011. In this past month, what have you learned? I have learned that I am way too old to party like a rock star. I have also learned that taking the easy way is never really that easy. I learned that I am really not that special, noone is. We're all just warm bodies breathing the same air, doing the same things, living to the best of our ability. Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 3/29/2011 06:24:00 PM. Monday, March 28, 2011. Day 28: Then and now.
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: Christmas...
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Friday, December 23, 2011. One Christmas that wasn't clouded by fights and his drunken anger? No, not one Christmas that was truly peaceful. I can't even say that last Christmas was a happy peaceful Christmas. So why can't I be happy with that? Why am I still angry with him? Angry with myself for spending so many years in unhappiness? Why can't I just look to the future and forget the past? Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 12/23/2011 10:48:00 AM. My rule of thumb.
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: May 2011
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Tuesday, May 10, 2011. Drama, I will not have! Which leads me to these man issues I have and why I won't let a man in? Again, disappointment. Disappointment in my father, my brother and my future ex husband. No man has ever been totally decent to me, well, there are a couple now that are. But I am so afraid of more disappointment that I will be content in what I have with the people I have it with, no chance of disappointment. Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie.
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: February 2011
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Friday, February 25, 2011. Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why. Yes, I know, that is the American dream, everyone wants that. So, how about I switch with. a rockstar so I can have all the sex, drugs and rock 'n roll I want? Or a gangster, so I can be pimpin'? Or the President, everyone else thinks they could do a better job, maybe I could too? Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 2/25/2011 11:12:00 PM. Thursday, February 24, 2011. I thought ...
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: April 2011
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Thursday, April 28, 2011. A bright and shiny awakening? So it all came to me the other night. I go back and forth all the time between not wanting to be alone, to wanting to be alone. To not wanting a man, to wanting a man. Yea, it's borderline bi-polar :P . I have issues, I know this. But I always wonder why? Why is it not cut and dry? It should be simple enough right? Nothing is ever simple, not ever. Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 4/28/2011 01:35:00 AM. I do w...
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: Your God vs. my God...
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Thursday, February 16, 2012. Your God vs. my God. In Native American history (at least my perception of history based on what I have been told or taught), when a young warrior comes of age and he is sent out to meditate (I guess that's the right word), to find his spirit, he fasts and does not sleep until his totem comes to him. I feel like that warrior discovering my totem, or in other words, my God. Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 2/16/2012 12:39:00 PM.
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: September 2011
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Tuesday, September 27, 2011. Skating away on thoughts of a new day. I have been doing a lot of thinking the last few days. ok, so I think alot all the time. People have a tendency to be quick to judge a person for their actions and decisions. Why is this? I am the one to suffer the consequences, I am the one to look in the mirror every day, I am the only one that has to live with myself. I will not tell you that what you are doing is wrong. why? At 9/27/2011 10:36:00 PM.
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: December 2011
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Friday, December 23, 2011. One Christmas that wasn't clouded by fights and his drunken anger? No, not one Christmas that was truly peaceful. I can't even say that last Christmas was a happy peaceful Christmas. So why can't I be happy with that? Why am I still angry with him? Angry with myself for spending so many years in unhappiness? Why can't I just look to the future and forget the past? Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 12/23/2011 10:48:00 AM. My rule of thumb.
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: March 2012
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Wednesday, March 14, 2012. Does it mean you are content in your life? I can finally say that I am content, I don't want anything at all and I have all that I need. Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 3/14/2012 12:13:00 AM. Wednesday, March 7, 2012. I wanna talk about what I talk about. Essentially though, that is my biography, right? Posted by 'All Or Nothing' Anjie. At 3/07/2012 01:37:00 AM. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). I wanna talk about what I talk about. 3 3) ( 3 3).
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life!!: February 2012
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All Or Nothing, it's a way of life! Monday, February 27, 2012. Are answers always necessary. Or is it better to leave sleeping dogs lie? For awhile I wondered about him, and had even toyed with the idea of contacting some dumb talk show like Maury but ultimately decided to just set it all aside, I figured that I would never be able to find him anyway, that was alot of years ago after all. And then I got scared. Is this something that I really need to know? So many questions and too scared to ask them?