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imperfect: May 2011
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Saturday, May 21, 2011. This time he nt only reject me but ice cream as well. if he reli dun fancy of icecream den please dun let me see the pictures of the past. I would only feel down to noe that u can tolerate wit her even u dun like, but reject me when i asked. and yet still wanna tell me that u wont eat icecream wit any1 anymore. u noe wat u mean by ur sentence? It sounds like only she can make u change n try d icecream even u dun like it. but u wont do the same for me. Which gal dun like ice cream?
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imperfect: i m the idiot.
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Monday, May 16, 2011. I m the idiot. Isn't tat i already said i will never hope for anythin anymore? Shud have noe d date dun mean much for u,. Y even i knew u got class on fri. Still i hope u will bek at here for me? By d moment u say u wont bek. D heart feel so sour. N tears roll down. Till last, still u wont cum bek for me on d date. All these are in expectations, but y m i still feelin sad? I hope n pray,. But it dun cum true. It jz fkin dun work. U r mean to me. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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imperfect: the fear
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011. Ya i m in fear right now. fear that i can take no more. fear tat i will go insane. fear tat i might bek to d horrible time. i m confused. i m sad. drop deeply in the pain tat no1 can help me. I m cowardiac but once n once i try to take the pain. but this time i cant control myself. i hate thinkin bek d past. but i went bek to the deep and dark horror past. i cant stop myself from emo n sad. who is there for me? Ya karma exists. n tat is wat i deserve. KLanG, sELanGoR, Malaysia.
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imperfect: July 2010
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010. It's u purposely wanna get things tat u cant get. 这是朋友对我说的话。 是真的吗？ 我不知道， 是自己好高骛远吗？我并不贪心， 我只是想追求最好的。。。 累了， 想休息了。。 所有的不如意都挥不去，怎么办？ 最后的尝试， 如果你没发现，那我就放弃了。。。 好累了， 不想再一旁继续等待， 所以我总是成为主动的那个。。。 但是我累了， 不想再主动了。。。 也许对你而言，我只是一个在普通不过的朋友。。。 12290;。。。 Friday, July 9, 2010. Wat is so special bout today ler? As expected when she got bek, she just asked m i too free? She alwiz b d 1 tat prepare everythin for us. Wish ya stay healthy n pretty alwiz! Friday, July 2, 2010. Wish tat i could make it.
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imperfect: August 2011
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011. I dunno is that our gap or anything. Why? I nvr expect u b as sentimental as me. but why u wan make me feel that wat i feel is nice n precious is ntg for u? Why even jz a love shape thingy oso u cn got diff opinion? Love n Arse are way diff. o u jz mean n dun plan to b romance to me? I dun like when pov clash. bcoz sure lead to argue. but if i stfu, den i will feel bad. ish. Last time i m ur fear, n now still i m ur obstacle. actually m i wrong to even appear in ur life? I’...
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imperfect: September 2010
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Thursday, September 23, 2010. GUdbye to misery life? Seem like my blog is dead for so long. i m jz so not in mood to update anything or perhaps my life is just too dull, so i got nothing special that i could update here. Went a short trip wit f6 frens to sepang last 2 weeks. it was nice n relaxing. how i wish i can b there alwiz. Nope i jz kip feel down. i duno y m i giving myself hope while i noe i will b despair soon. god. lead me out of d misery life pls. O u jz too stingy to show it to me?
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imperfect: a.g.o.n.y
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011. Just to make it clear. To you my dear. It’s been a year. She’s all i fear. She has made my life. I’ve been waiting. For the right time to disembark. That hurts every thought. That wasnt worth bought. She made me felt. The agony of love. She made me felt. Like fighting cocks rather a pair of dove. The more she feared. The more she lose. And thus she lost sekaligus. Because she’s not worth that much. Once i overlooked all her negativities. In the name of love. But at last i gave up.
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imperfect: emo swing
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Thursday, October 7, 2010. I think u wont read this blog before my bday. so i can write at here. u ask me dun tell u wat i wan. i nvr plan tellin u also. bcoz i knew even i tell u cant make it. I wan to b like last time. u celeb my bday wit me in BBQ plaza. I wan to go chilli's restaurant to hav a try. I wan to hear u singing happy birthday song for me. I wan to eat ice cream wit u. I wan a nice sweet bday blog entry wit sweet pics. I wan u by my side. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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imperfect: the 8th month
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Monday, June 20, 2011. All the while my blog posts are emo. and today i goin make a slightly difference. most of the time i complain and said u bully me, but still u never leave me. Be wit me. i love u. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). KLanG, sELanGoR, Malaysia. A normal gal. but there wont b another me in d world. i m who i m. i wont change bcoz of any1. i am emo. easily to b emo. yet easily lol. so. i m emotional gal. View my complete profile. Gary the hOmELesS aH pEk. Follow me on Twitter.
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imperfect: July 2011
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Friday, July 1, 2011. Y u would be d 1 pull me up n push me down again? Wat is so wrong about me till i dun deserve wat i wan? M i jz so not worthy for u? I m just a normal gal askin for the most normal n basic things. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). KLanG, sELanGoR, Malaysia. A normal gal. but there wont b another me in d world. i m who i m. i wont change bcoz of any1. i am emo. easily to b emo. yet easily lol. so. i m emotional gal. View my complete profile. Gary the hOmELesS aH pEk. Follow me on Twitter.
