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The Weeping Maniac | CrippleCave Blog
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November 23, 2014. November 23, 2014. Ah, the joys of being both female and having rapid-cycling bipolar. PMS? Fish-Eye Ferris Wheel crushing the city. Posted in mental health. 2 thoughts on “ The Weeping Maniac. November 23, 2014 at 1:33 am. Liked by 1 person. November 23, 2014 at 2:03 am. There’s nothing like a good cry on occasion, Janet. There are times when I can’t, and it’s terribly frustrating. Leave a Reply Cancel reply. Enter your comment here. Address never made public). On Out of Center.
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November 23, 2014. November 23, 2014. Ah, the joys of being both female and having rapid-cycling bipolar. PMS? Fish-Eye Ferris Wheel crushing the city. November 20, 2014. November 20, 2014. I’m an alpha goose! 8221; The point, if there is a point, is that hissing balls of feathers may quite possibly charge out of the bushes at any time. I would rather take charge of the encounter rather than lose my head and run away. I refuse to accept the goose’s version of reality. November 8, 2014. November 8, 2014.
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Inner Child | CrippleCave Blog
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February 26, 2015. February 26, 2015. EDIT: It seems to me that my inner child is an “it”. It is not gender-static. Posted in mental health. 8 thoughts on “ Inner Child. February 26, 2015 at 4:19 pm. Liked by 2 people. February 26, 2015 at 5:25 pm. Thanks for the comment, STH. Seems like a no-brainer, doesn’t it? February 27, 2015 at 12:18 pm. Liked by 1 person. February 27, 2015 at 2:36 pm. Pingback: Going Home CrippleCave Blog. February 27, 2015 at 2:14 am. Liked by 1 person. Hey, JC. Nice to hear ...
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The Religion of Self-Worth. October 19, 2015. October 19, 2015. October 8, 2015. October 9, 2015. Killing thoughts swirl in my brain. Round and round…. You’re stupid and useless. You’re a horrible person. It’s irrational. I know it’s irrational, but I can’t make it stop. Right Get out the checklist. One thing at a time. Get dressed. Oh, that’s a hard one. Try again. Check. Brush teeth. Check. Phone, keys, wallet, dog, leash…. Right Go walk the dog. Wrong shoes? Step, step, step. Oh, hello, someone! Sudde...
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Going Home | CrippleCave Blog
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February 27, 2015. February 27, 2015. Most days, sometimes many times during the day, I will say out loud apropos of nothing in particular, “I want to go home.” I say it even when I’m at home. What does it mean? It seems odd that I want to go to bed when that is where all the drama starts in my head that more often than not ends up being painful. (See this post.). Posted in mental health. The Tedium of Suicide Prevention. 2 thoughts on “ Going Home. February 27, 2015 at 2:10 am. Liked by 1 person. You ar...
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Inner Child | CrippleCave Blog
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February 26, 2015. February 26, 2015. EDIT: It seems to me that my inner child is an “it”. It is not gender-static. Posted in mental health. 8 thoughts on “ Inner Child. February 26, 2015 at 4:19 pm. Liked by 2 people. February 26, 2015 at 5:25 pm. Thanks for the comment, STH. Seems like a no-brainer, doesn’t it? February 27, 2015 at 12:18 pm. Liked by 1 person. February 27, 2015 at 2:36 pm. Pingback: Going Home CrippleCave Blog. February 27, 2015 at 2:14 am. Liked by 1 person. Hey, JC. Nice to hear ...
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October | 2014 | CrippleCave Blog
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October 31, 2014. October 31, 2014. I’ve spent a lot of time in different kinds of formal therapy over the years, although not continuously. From each of them I’ve collected insights and tools to use, all found objects collected into my tool box to be used as needed. Sometimes I use them in ways that probably weren’t intended. That’s part of the skill of using found objects and improvisation. Improvisation commencing… Doing what I can, with what I’ve got, where I am. The Freedom of the Suicidal. I went o...
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December | 2014 | CrippleCave Blog
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December 5, 2014. December 5, 2014. At my last meeting with my fall students they gave me some overwhelming love and appreciation to bring home with me. My peace of mind is restored. Kind – “friendly, deliberately doing good to others,” from Old English gecynde “natural, native, innate,” originally “with the feeling of relatives for each other,” from Proto-Germanic *kundi- “natural, native,” from *kunjam “family”. Http:/ www.etymonline.com/index.php? Term=kind&allowed in frame=0. On Out of Center.
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Releasing the Maniac | CrippleCave Blog
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November 8, 2014. November 8, 2014. It requires discipline, and discipline is what my interior world is all about. Discipline keeps me from screaming and lashing out. It also helps me direct and control the energy. “Sit down. Be still. Focus,” says the disciplinarian. “Channel the energy into the keyboard.” Getting started is the hardest part. Once I am focused, it’s like an anchor keeping me from flying apart. Finding the balance point. 2 thoughts on “ Releasing the Maniac. November 8, 2014 at 10:39 pm.
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Reality | CrippleCave Blog
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November 4, 2014. November 4, 2014. I studied history and learned about subjective reporting and interpretation. History is one thing for a king, another thing entirely for a serving girl. The same events from different points of view are completely different stories. The soldiers on the field live in a different world than the politicians in the counsel room. I said I supposed I had normal memories of it, as if such a thing were possible. 2 thoughts on “ Reality. November 5, 2014 at 1:41 am. You are com...
