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Trusting in Trust.: Nowhere to go, everyone to see.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009. Nowhere to go, everyone to see. I won't type much because sleep is long over due. But the thoughts of two worlds colliding and fighting is overwhelming my brain and I think these thoughts need to go somewhere. I feel as if I don't belong to either, I don't understand either, yet I belong in both and completely comprehend both. Why is my life full of paradoxes? Analyze, analyze, and over analyze. I just want to rest in the only place that feels normal. View my complete profile.
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Trusting in Trust.: Pocket Knife.
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Saturday, November 14, 2009. It seems like the images that keep cycling through my head are the ones that belong in a song. Seeing that I have no rhythm or melody in anywhere except my headphones I'll save the work and put in onto my keyboard. Seems like the man that I wanted to influence me least because I didn't know where his heart lay, still got himself into my DNA more than I knew. Is this how they saw him? Is this how they see Him? One bit of advice for you.relax. Just love God and your pur...Urban...
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Trusting in Trust.: February 2009
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009. I haven't been okay being home. Things in my heart have shifted, and it's leaving me unsettled. My desires for my faith have changed therefore so have my daily actions, moods, and decisions. I wanna be something different. I want more from almost every aspect of my life. I want to get to a place where He teaches me how to seek out those He calls me to, those that He calls us. 8220;‘This people honors me with their lips,. But their heart is far from me;. I believe that we've ...
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Trusting in Trust.: April 2011
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Friday, April 22, 2011. I wrote this as I was flying to Atlanta. I think about death every time I fly. I'm not afraid to fly, it's just reality. I pictured the plane starting to free fall and these thoughts came after that wonderful and uplifting visualization. Oh, and apparently I try to rhyme sometimes. If the air beneath this plane disappears,. If I find my lungs gasping for air. If I think I'm moments away from the Son,. I will hold on to the words; Your will be done,. And I will not fear.
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Trusting in Trust.: May 2009
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Friday, May 8, 2009. Oh man, this is gonna be interesting. It's been two months since my last post and in most ways my heart is in the same place. It's in an uncomfortable place, which is really kind of annoying if you ask me. Everyday I go through possible explanations behind my motives and why I think the way I do. Am I yearning for the love of Christ? Am I really just a selfish piece of crap who is judgmental and will never find anyone good enough? I don't want to speak up, but I can't stay quiet.
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Trusting in Trust.: Clocks
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Friday, May 8, 2009. Oh man, this is gonna be interesting. It's been two months since my last post and in most ways my heart is in the same place. It's in an uncomfortable place, which is really kind of annoying if you ask me. Everyday I go through possible explanations behind my motives and why I think the way I do. Am I yearning for the love of Christ? Am I really just a selfish piece of crap who is judgmental and will never find anyone good enough? I don't want to speak up, but I can't stay quiet.
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Trusting in Trust.: Dearly Loved.
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Sunday, January 30, 2011. Every week the taste of a wine soaked wafer on my tongue makes my legs weak and my heart ache. As I hear and feel the wafer crack under the weight of my jaw I think about His body. That's the part that makes my legs weak. As I taste the wine I know that His blood is the sacrifice that supplies my joy and my victory. That's the part that makes my heart ache. C Spending 2 months in Atlanta where I found out I can make it anywhere because God is my supplier and is always at my side.
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Trusting in Trust.: November 2008
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Thursday, November 13, 2008. Okay, so it got tough. Last night was probably the hardest night since I've arrived here. I can't even tell you why. But I'll try. Please don't misunderstand, this is what God does, this is what life does, it teaches, and I'm learning. I'm good, I truly am. But I feel to get what I'm supposed to out of this experience in my life I have to acknowledge the trials to figure out the victories. 1 week. :-D. Sunday, November 9, 2008. I did something social today.crazy huh? But we'r...
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Trusting in Trust.: Rise
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Monday, September 26, 2011. I was getting tired of not being tired, so I'm up blogging. It's always quite intimidating blogging after it's been awhile. Where do I start? What do I care enough to blog about? This session is a frustrating one. I'm left helpless. Do I stray from all the others while waiting for him, or is he to be found on that same path towards the wrong "one? Jesus is the only true example of those things but in His grace he offers us pieces of it. Our God loves perfectly. No matt...Urban...
