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I am not what I am. Sunday, August 27, 2006. I have this strange urge to curl up in bed and cry. Haa. So there, Marko. I feel things around me are going to change drastically. And I don't like it. The part of me that's adamant to change is kicking up a fuss. Just like a stubborn old cow. Moooooooooooooo. As much as things now are not ideal or perfect, I'd rather things stay this way. Who knows? Ahhhhh. What am I saying? It must be the moon. It's making me insane. Oh wait a minute. Where's the moon? Obvio...
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I am not what I am. Sunday, July 31, 2005. In His time, in His time. He makes all things beautiful. Please show me everyday. That You do just what You say in Your time. In Your time, in Your time. You make all things beautiful. My life to Your I bring. May each song I have to sing. Be to You a lovely. Thing in Your time. Friday, July 29, 2005. One word says it all. Ahahahaz. Then something (don't ask what, I don't know. lol) happened today that catalysed the explosion. Haha. Wednesday, July 27, 2005.
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I am not what I am. Thursday, December 29, 2005. It's the 5th day of Christmas already (5 golden rings? Hope you all had a good time. For me.Christmas with the family has never been more fun. Those who know me well enough will know I'm not a fan of the idea of a close family. As far as I'm concerned, my friends are the ones who are there for me most of the time. My family? Maybe they care, but they don't really understand, do they? I hope you all had a warm, blessed Christmas. In a reflective mood. How m...
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I am not what I am. RIP my dear brain cells. Wednesday, February 22, 2006. The lectures are killing off my brain cells these days. for the wrong reason. Hehe. This is dedicated to Sirius. Not the one on Harry Potter. The one so high up in the sky, yet so close to me. "Yuan zai tian bian, jing zai yan qian." Ok doesn't make sense. But then again, since when did I? Stop laughing Ally and Jz. Monday morning, the lecturer drones through his course. I doodle on my notes, eyes drooping against my will. The tou...
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I am not what I am. Sunday, July 30, 2006. And that pretty much sums up this entry. Sunday, July 23, 2006. Sighs I think I hurt someone really important to me. Sorry. Please forgive me? That's how best friends fall apart sometimes. Gone with the wind. Sunday, July 16, 2006. Two weeks, gone just like that. Two precious weeks of study wasted away. Bah. But I wouldn't say the time wasn't well spent. After all, how can hanging out with your best friend be a waste? Wednesday, July 05, 2006. Never be ashamed o...
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I am not what I am. Random thoughts from a sleepy mind. Saturday, April 30, 2005. After one week of intensive CO training. I am convinced that. No matter if you're claustrophobic or not, being in a confined space with the same people for an overbearingly long time makes people do things they normally don't do. Ie they go insane). Never mind. Crapping on my own blog. Haha. 4 months in ACJC has taught me that gone are the days where I can talk to a guy without being paired up with him. Ok Think I stop here...
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I am not what I am. Thursday, March 31, 2005. Realised I missed crediting some people the last time. Probably my closest 'relative' ever since I went acjc. Thanks for being by my side. And no thanks for bullying me on almost a daily basis. Evil great granddaughter. Might have left out a few people. Will write when I remember. Class posting out tomorrow! Monday, March 28, 2005. I suddenly got a weird thought while bathing just now. What is friendship? How do we define true friendship? Since primary school...
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I am not what I am. Sunday, April 23, 2006. Safe in a crazy world - Corinne May. I try to smile my tears away. I try to keep my cool. Oh but one more door gets in my way. I feel like such a fool. My heart just wants to bleed and stop. It feels like nothing is for certain. And that nothing comes for free. When they're lowering the curtain. To the theatre of my dreams. I stumble and I crumble and I'm. Sinking to my knees but you. You keep me flying. You keep me smiling. You keep me safe in a crazy world.
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I am not what I am. Wednesday, August 31, 2005. Heex The maths and science council organised some Mooncake Festival thingie today. Which was ironic because the moon was not visible, now being the crescent moon/moonless period. The only moons we could see were 4 of Jupiter's moons through a telescope. Heex. But the best part wasn't Jupiter's moons. It wasn't even the mooncake. It was lying on the track with watashi no san-niichan (is it supposed to be written like that? I miss my husband! As the biggest f...
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I am not what I am. Monday, March 27, 2006. Almost laughed to death (yes, again) in CWC today. Grah I really should stop going for meetings. 'Tis bad for my health. Sobx. Oh vells. The freedom to be me. Not who you want me to be. To be the girl behind the mask. To cast off my protective husk. To write and write, all day and night. Without bounds or thoughts of wrong and right. The world may stare. For all I care. They might cast me out. Like some IMH inpatient, without a doubt. But I shall laugh and cry.