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Morthern Spears: The Courage to Land.. Part two of holding the self
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Sunday, November 14, 2010. The Courage to Land. Part two of holding the self. The dance of love between two human beings (sigh) , is at least better than sitting with your back to the wall and your knees together, hoping that someone, OK anyone, is going to ask you to dance. As I released a lot of this anger over the last few weeks, some deeper understandings emerged. I would like to go back to the pattern of "Withdrawing from Feeling", as mentioned in part 1. They will lack a sense of Gratitude as they ...
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Morthern Spears: September 2008
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008. SHOCK, Untangling a toxic web. All is wonderful for about 6 weeks, but then Oh my god . . my SKIN ERUPTS in the most angry and defensive way. I begin to feel nervousness within my being , loose my ability to be present and start picking at the dead skin on my lips until they bleed . . . . . Gross! A week on, I begin to weep from the inner ear, a watery smelly fluid, all over my lovers pillow . . charming (not! Its at this point I declare surrender. I admit I am screwed an...
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Morthern Spears: Holding The Self
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Sunday, November 7, 2010. As a child who grew up in an environment where alcoholism was the dominant paradigm, I remember staring deeply into my fathers eyes and thinking to myself.where is he? It was like my real dad had left the building and there was this "other guy" in our house who had us all walking on eggshells. Funnily enough, by the time I was in my mid 20's, I found myself working in Drug and Alcohol and Psychiatric Rehabilitation Services. Which came first we wonder? A very good question.
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Morthern Spears: November 2010
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Sunday, November 14, 2010. The Courage to Land. Part two of holding the self. The dance of love between two human beings (sigh) , is at least better than sitting with your back to the wall and your knees together, hoping that someone, OK anyone, is going to ask you to dance. As I released a lot of this anger over the last few weeks, some deeper understandings emerged. I would like to go back to the pattern of "Withdrawing from Feeling", as mentioned in part 1. They will lack a sense of Gratitude as they ...
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Morthern Spears: SHOCK, Untangling a toxic web..
http://morthern.blogspot.com/2008/09/shock-untangling-toxic-web.html
Tuesday, September 23, 2008. SHOCK, Untangling a toxic web. All is wonderful for about 6 weeks, but then Oh my god . . my SKIN ERUPTS in the most angry and defensive way. I begin to feel nervousness within my being , loose my ability to be present and start picking at the dead skin on my lips until they bleed . . . . . Gross! A week on, I begin to weep from the inner ear, a watery smelly fluid, all over my lovers pillow . . charming (not! Its at this point I declare surrender. I admit I am screwed an...