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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: Searching for Hope
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. First off, I apologize for falling off the edge of the earth. Yes, those meds came in handy. I thank the Lord for my incredibly understanding Napro doctor. So as I reluctantly enter my fortieth year (OMG), the Lord has surprised me once again. We have spent the last week praying and discerning about whether or not these are our sons. My heart is so unsure, as to be expected. That was not my reaction.
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: August 2014
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. On SUVs and Minivans. Before we left for our awesome Florida trip, I sold my 2004, dependable sedan for $5000. Yup, you read that right. I have been toying with getting a new car for a while, and our mechanic knew that we were open to selling and another client who was looking, so we took the plunge. I was having such a hard time because I couldn't justify a bigger vehicle for our family of two. This i...
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: January 2014
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. I am trying to frame the news that my FSH has climbed to a high of 21 and my wonderful, hopeful doctor saying, "You can't get pregnant without help." in the most positive way possible. I knew going into my appointment today that I need a treatment break. Almost nine years of the IF struggle has worn me down and I knew in my heart that I was spent. I am look forward to finally finishing our homestudy.
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: On SUVs and Minivans
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. On SUVs and Minivans. Before we left for our awesome Florida trip, I sold my 2004, dependable sedan for $5000. Yup, you read that right. I have been toying with getting a new car for a while, and our mechanic knew that we were open to selling and another client who was looking, so we took the plunge. I was having such a hard time because I couldn't justify a bigger vehicle for our family of two. Love t...
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: Healing by the ocean
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. Healing by the ocean. We've been in sunny and hot (and at times rainy) Florida for almost two glorious weeks. It was these two weeks that got me through the hardest days in my classroom. This is what I imagined when I was feeling sad about my empty uterus. It was this beach that I channeled when I got anxious about our adoption - and will continue to channel as we wait. Two things I've needed so much.
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: February 2014
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. And why was I stressing out? I can ask myself that question after the fact, right? First off, today was an insanely busy day for me. And I am sick as a dog. I really should've spent today in bed coughing up a lung (and was told by our school trustee that I needed to just stay home - yeah, right! By the time I got home I was running on fumes and your prayers. We worried for absolutely no reason! Our soc...
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: October 2014
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. Disclaimer: I'm warning you now, this is going to be a rambling and painful post. If you know me in real life, perhaps you don't want to read this, and if you choose to continue, you may want to pretend that you didn't the next time you see me. I've had a rough week. It isn't IF related. For those of you that aren't Canadian, our country has had a rough week too. I don't want to get into details about ...
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: January 2015
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. First off, I apologize for falling off the edge of the earth. Yes, those meds came in handy. I thank the Lord for my incredibly understanding Napro doctor. So as I reluctantly enter my fortieth year (OMG), the Lord has surprised me once again. We have spent the last week praying and discerning about whether or not these are our sons. My heart is so unsure, as to be expected. That was not my reaction.
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal: Trying To Count My Blessings
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Frustrated Musings of a Seemingly Calm Gal. My journey to stay hopeful in my quest for baby JellyBelly. Trying To Count My Blessings. I have been trying to not worry about the adoption wait. And I haven't been successful. I have been waking up in the middle of the night in a panic. I usually fall back asleep, but in the morning the linger of worry is stil there. Perhaps it's because I'm exhausted as I always am at the end of the school year. Perhaps I've already reached my limit of waiting. Perfect Power...