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A Decade of BFNs: November 2012
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Saturday, November 17, 2012. After speaking to the PCOS specialist, it looks like my TTC journey is going to be on hold yet again. I am going to pursue the Weight Loss Surgery again. It wasn't just what she said to me but the combination of that visit and the results of my recent blood work. I'm scared.I don't want to die. Yes, I know the chances are slim to none especially since it's come a long way and if you do everything you need to you will be successful, but what if I am the exception? Seems like a...
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A Decade of BFNs: January 2011
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Sunday, January 16, 2011. Update for JenH and others not on FB. I took a break from the last loss. I wanted to start back up in September is, but my body had other plans. I spotted for almost a month and when I finally made an appt and went in AF showed the day before. I figured we would get started but the doc wanted me to have a 'real' cycle first. I'll post what I wrote in my discussion board so I don't miss anything b/c I would type those up right after my appts. Went for follow up.no more left o...
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A Decade of BFNs: June 2010
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010. A Decade of BFNs. Thursday, June 24, 2010. Holding my breath until after the beta. A Decade of BFNs. Thursday, June 17, 2010. OK so I know I missed recording a lot. Obviously last cycle was a bust. R 14, 13(2), 12, 10(2). L 13(2), 12, 11, 10(2), 9. And, I did O that night. Just like he said I would. I woke up Sunday morning to sore boobs and TMI constipation always a sure sign of O for me. And here I am 5 days into the dreaded 2ww. I had a dream last night that I tested @ 8dpo...
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A Decade of BFNs: May 2010
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Thursday, May 27, 2010. As you can see by the title.last cycle was a BUST. It was my expectations that it would bust b/c nothing, I mean nothing, went right. Moving on.I am royally pissed. I feel like we wasted our one and only donated cycle. I have about 500iu left over, but what's that really going to do? Rx called in to the pharmacy. 250mg, yes two-five-oh.taken cd 4-8, which is a first for me, and I go in on CD9. A Decade of BFNs. Thursday, May 20, 2010. 6dpiui What The Eff! A Decade of BFNs. My regu...
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A Decade of BFNs: April 2010
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Thursday, April 29, 2010. CD 3 Gettin' the party started. Had my CD3 baseline today. Lining is at 8.8mm so I'll be bleeding a while, which is nothing new. All RPL testing came back negative. That's great don't get me wrong, but that still leaves the big question.why did I lose 3 babies? I started the G.onal-F today. I'll be taking 150ui/day and go back on Monday morning bright and early. No clomid this time, no reason given just told I wont be taking it. BUTTERFLIES galore swarming in mah belly! I know I...
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A Decade of BFNs: New Journey Perhaps....
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Saturday, November 17, 2012. After speaking to the PCOS specialist, it looks like my TTC journey is going to be on hold yet again. I am going to pursue the Weight Loss Surgery again. It wasn't just what she said to me but the combination of that visit and the results of my recent blood work. I'm scared.I don't want to die. Yes, I know the chances are slim to none especially since it's come a long way and if you do everything you need to you will be successful, but what if I am the exception? 30, now 31,n...
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A Decade of BFNs: May 2009
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Thursday, May 28, 2009. The arrow is pointing to where we seen the heart flicker again. Updated to add beta was 6462 up from 5602 six days ago* * *. A Decade of BFNs. Friday, May 22, 2009. How cruel a body I have. To make me think I would have a baby, then take it away from me, only to give it back to me. This is what we saw on Monday.not much different from last week. Fucking Hope, that Bitch.she snuck back in through the back door. I thought I had buried her ass! A Decade of BFNs. Tuesday, May 19, 2009.
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A Decade of BFNs: 1 Week
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Friday, December 21, 2012. I have not put a Newport to my lips in exactly one week. Monday the 10th, I smoked my last full cigarette. Tuesday the 11th I started taking two puffs at a time when DH would be smoking. Friday the 14th, I woke up and said stop BSing around and just stop smoking. The negative. I can't stop eating! I can't gain weight, even though I am going to have WLS, I can't gain weight right now. I am thinking once I get the big urges under control then perhaps the eating will stop. Its nat...
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A Decade of BFNs: July 2010
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010. Don't really have a title. Thank you all for your kind words. I am feeling better, I can walk again and returned to work on Monday. I see the RE on Friday. Do I just have THE worst luck in the world, or is there seriously something wrong w/ me? I can't believe for a minute, I was ready to throw in the towel. I was ready to say enough, BASTA! But I can't, b/c if I do, then all this would be for nothing. I am not ready to give up on the only dream I have. A Decade of BFNs. I am no...
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A Decade of BFNs: February 2011
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Saturday, February 5, 2011. Well, the last cycle was a bust. My E2 is going wonky and every one panics, but my follie size doesn't coincide w/ it all.I did I=O but I had all the signs.and I keep kicking myself b/c I opted out of an IUI. A Decade of BFNs. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). My Current TTC Status. A Decade of BFNs. 30, now 31,nope.now 32 year old hopeful. Come on Sticky! View my complete profile. Home of the Cysters. Hormone Levels and Fertility Bloodwork. Possibly the master list of IF blogs.