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Ruach MeMalelah: October 2005
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Saturday, October 15, 2005. Posted by SS @ 11:44 PM. Monday, October 10, 2005. Hi there, everyone . or no one. This is my first post, and I will probably remove it and post something else when I have something more meaningful to say. There are all those cool Jewish bloggers out there, and I wouldn't mind being in the loop, so hey there, let me in! Posted by SS @ 7:39 PM. Questing and questioning - that's what it used to be all about. Now I'm trying to get it back. This is my attempt. Cant Rush the Process.
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Ruach MeMalelah: July 2006
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Thursday, July 27, 2006. Am I afraid of failure? Am I afraid of success? I'm just so sick of feeling so bad about myself and about everything. I want to have creative ideas again. I feel like screaming. I need some inspiration and some motivation. I need to stop trying to be everyone else and to be me. But I've said that so many times before and I haven't done it, so what's going to change this time? Posted by SS @ 4:16 PM. Thursday, July 20, 2006. So why is it that this person gets to me? Booze: Semi-dr...
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Ruach MeMalelah: December 2005
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Monday, December 19, 2005. Trying to Find Meaning. Is there a unique goal for me, or is it the balance or combination of elements that makes my path unique? The one thing I am certain of is that my purpose is unique. Further than that is just detail. I thought that what I was supposed to do was to remain in academia and be a kiddush Hashem. The problem was that I was becoming enamoured of the academic life in and of itself. But was that really a problem? Do I need to seclude myself in order to do that?
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Ruach MeMalelah: February 2006
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Thursday, February 09, 2006. Are you aware that the urge, the drive - to do ANYTHING is in a major way sexually related? People with a low sex drive have very little desire to accomplish anything in life. Furthermore, the dominant force behind working - is the reward one will attain. Sex ranks pretty high on the list of rewards. As a matter of fact - all I can think of is Sex, Power and Money. By removing sex I don't think we'll have a more productive world. quite the contrary. Last month. This. What an ...
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Ruach MeMalelah: November 2005
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Thursday, November 03, 2005. Posted by SS @ 12:44 PM. Questing and questioning - that's what it used to be all about. Now I'm trying to get it back. This is my attempt. View my complete profile. Other blogs I try to read. For Better or For Worse. Cant Rush the Process.
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Ruach MeMalelah: May 2006
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Sunday, May 28, 2006. A while ago (sorry, I can't find the link), Robert posted on his blog about how you know that a person is really your friend if they know how to stick with you through your troubles. I commented that I would often disappear when friends have hard times because I don't know how to deal with their emotions. Before Pesach, about the unveiling. And of course, the final (? PS, and I haven't forgotten about that meme you tagged me for - I'll get to it eventually. Posted by SS @ 4:17 AM.
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Ruach MeMalelah: June 2006
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006. What's on my mind? Good question. I've been wondering the same thing. I've been away from blogland for so long that I feel out of place and I'm not so interested in starting up again. No, I'm not going to sign off, as some bloggers do, nor am I going to take a temporary hiatus, because I just did, and that did not seem to help me focus. So what is my plan? Posted by SS @ 11:25 AM. View my complete profile. Other blogs I try to read. For Better or For Worse. Cant Rush the Process.
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Ruach MeMalelah: March 2006
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006. See ya soon (I hope). That I enjoyed. I hope you enjoy it too. Posted by SS @ 12:41 PM. Saturday, March 25, 2006. To Sleep, Perchance. So he explained, "you can't go to sleep." Now, that is true, and I won't even bother trying to claim otherwise. So, of course, that got me thinking. Why am I like that? Why don't I like to go to sleep? Posted by SS @ 11:44 PM. Tuesday, March 21, 2006. Give and Take. or Take or Give? Posted by SS @ 1:01 PM. Sunday, March 19, 2006. Who can I be?
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Ruach MeMalelah: August 2006
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Monday, August 28, 2006. Posted by SS @ 7:54 AM. Saturday, August 19, 2006. With Thanks to Elie. At least I have a sort-of meme to keep me busy for one post, until I can finish up those many that are "waiting", or should I say, that we are waiting for? What would you ask God if:. 1 You could ask one "why" question? Why does pain have to hurt so much? 2 You could ask one question about what will happen in the future? When will Mashiach come? 3 You could ask advice on one personal issue? Last week, I hoste...
