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christmas eve tears | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2012/01/04/christmas-eve-tears
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. The last time i laid next to a man on christmas eve and fell asleep with the intentions of waking up together on Christmas morning, i was 18. I am now 30. I laid in my tub today, almost two weeks after i tried to hide my teary incident from him, and tried to put together the things that made me cry. because crying isnt a normal thing for me. once or twice a year yes, but laying in bed next to someone, no. A little too much to drink, not enough s...
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chapters | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2012/01/14/chapters
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. I know that everyone has their own hidden stories and secrets they keep locked up in them. shared only by those that were involved in that time and place. When i started this blog, i had meant it to be a way for me to get all those stories out. to release all of the bad (and some good) energies, thoughts, etc that i had been carrying for 26 years. Less than a week later, i found out i was pregnant and well, my focus shifted. January 14, 2012.
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forgiveness | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2010/08/01/forgiveness
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. At some point I’ve let quite a bit of hurt, anger and resentment slip away. It’s easier to live my life not holding fifty million grudges and reasons to get worked up. Now don’t get me wrong there are still many situations I’m not sure I will get past without many years behind me. But I can’t dwell on decisions and situations I made and had in the past. There’s a lot to live for today. August 1, 2010. Categories: focusing on me. God i love food.
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ever wake up and just want to scream? | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2012/01/08/ever-wake-up-and-just-want-to-scream
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. Ever wake up and just want to scream? No particular reason behind anything. In fact, it’s probably really a good day. you just want to let the fuck loose and scream until you lose your voice? Or maybe im just the only one? Okay I GUESS IT BEATS FOOTIE JAMMIES! I got to do two of my besties hair in amazing colors and cuts that both turned out great. My hair was done….yeah, hot pink, pearly dark blonde and black! Yep dumbass me. and my feelings.
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if i was a girlscout | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2010/03/24/if-i-was-a-girlscout
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. If i was a girlscout. I wish I could walk around with a sash filled with merit badges. The merit of most of the badges would be that they are in the past and that I dealt with that issue already. Maybe time and a lot of miles from my mistakes led me away from shame I’ve felt for so many wrongs I did. I ran from more than enough. Reputations, drugs, feelings, hurting and using others, betrayal, cheating, stealing. Where am I going with this?
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i would think… | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2012/03/06/i-would-think
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. I would think…. I would think my recently upped dosage of anti-depressants would have kicked in by now, but no, they havent. im beginning to think my mom’s suggestion of seeking a valium prescription was not just in jest. I am incredibly sad tonight and really i shouldnt be. i should have recognized the situation i allowed to manifest. who was i kidding when i thought there was an actual future to it? March 6, 2012. Leave a Reply Cancel reply.
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On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. Shut up, brain. I never really look down on a person for not having the things that I am fortunate enough to have, materialistic of course. I have a car that runs, decent clothing, standard household possessions and well I live in public housing, I dont have the nicest appliances, my tub is worn and torn and my walls have been patched in places (probably from domestic abuse situations). I never felt less than. December 28, 2011. Ive heard that b...
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time flies | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2009/12/10/time-flies
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. A few days ago i was checkin out my myspace pictures and saw pics from my 23rd birthday. tonight im sitting on the eve of my 28th and i can barely believe the life ive experienced in the last five years. i hardly even know where the time from my 27th birthday has gone…. I can say that i swear i have less wrinkles than i did a year or two ago, reverse aging maybe? Mar had her ten month bday yesterday. where does time go? There are so many things ...
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ru tatted on his chest | Talesoffalling's Weblog
https://talesoffalling.wordpress.com/2012/01/06/ru-tatted-on-his-chest
On if i was a girlscout. Desireedevine on once upon a time. Ru tatted on his chest. At the almost the tail end of my “extra” days i finally crossed paths with a man i should have met years earlier. For the sake of anonymity we will just call him ru. The first time i noticed him, and the fifty leventh time he noticed me but talked to me. (apparently he thought i swang for the opposite team and was just extra girly) i made him come get me from my house in the hood. Because that’s what happened. He’s ...
