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Saturday, September 21, 2002. Radish - "Little Pink Stars". Okay, well I'm sitting here, back at home in C-town. It never fails to surprise me, after two years of college, how LITTLE there is to do at home once I've gone away to college. It's a mildly astounding and slightly annoying experience. Oh, experiences. It's buying me a graphics card and some ram. Then my session with the gender therapist. I've got to have something to keep up my morale when I'm feeling frustrated. Mandy updated @ 6:23 PM. The s...
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Friday, July 05, 2002. Guster - 'Mona Lisa'. Nicole and I pulled an all nighter. We went to go sit with the hovel-dweller rednecks and watch the fireworks display late in the evening.there was this kid there running around without a shirt-the kind whose parents don't give a shit at all-and he kept yelling 'boom' every time a firework went off. It got really annoying-everyone around us was getting pissed-so at one point I broke and yelled "You're dirty, shut up! Mandy updated @ 8:49 PM. My short article o...
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Friday, August 30, 2002. Mad Season: "River of Deceit". Trapped in a house with no walls.a roofless view of the open evening sky. Men on big machines tear the grass up to make vast tracts of mud.they are part of the agenda responsible for building cruel concrete monoliths on the horizon.they stop me and tell me not to go forward.that I won't get anywhere that way.I'm annoyed.I've never felt more certain of anything in my life than that the way forward is *the* way.I know it is! Mandy updated @ 11:48 AM.
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Friday, July 26, 2002. Meat Puppets - "Backwater". I guess I've always been sort of a mystic. I read tarot and keep up with my astrology. Usually it's vague and it points in a general direction, but lately it's been eerily specific. I think the heavens are taking a big gamble on accuracy.unless something really *is* going down. Everything is pointing the same place. Jupiter enters my sign early in the month.like the second or so (I think). I think it's going to kick in some gears, or at least tha...The o...
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Wednesday, July 31, 2002. A constant whining ring in my head. It feels like the cotton stuffing in my head is almost gone, but my ears sure are whining a lot.that high pitched sound that tells you that you stood for too long right in front of the PA's at an outside concert. That one. Now it's 1:45 am and I'm in one of those moods where you can't decide if you're bored, hungry, sleepy, or what. I guess that means it's my choice. Mandy updated @ 1:53 AM. Sunday, July 28, 2002. I have to be empathic to my f...
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Sunday, October 20, 2002. Foo Fighters - "All My Life". Reality comes in and out of focus. I almost feel like I do when I'm drunk. If I touched something on my desk and it phased out of existence I don't know how surprised I'd be. Or if I found myself ethereal.same deal.would I flip out? Am I in a vortex? Is all of this happening? My determination has collapsed into bloodthirsty, frothing obsession. HRT this week or death. Or insanity, most likely. The weekend-The therapist denied me until I get results ...
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Friday, August 09, 2002. Red Hot Chili Peppers - By The Way. Will anything different ever happen? Will I get to the end of this, ever? Will I even ever begin? I'll be stuck here the rest of my life, just on the brink of transition, waiting in vain for the opportunity to de-masculinize myself. Life will stay the same, always. Fear not, Nicole. I am imprisoned. And I shall never, ever escape. Mandy updated @ 11:53 PM. Thursday, August 08, 2002. Eve's Plum - "Die Like Someone". Mandy updated @ 3:32 AM.
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Sunday, September 08, 2002. Our Lady Peace - "Starseed". Well, I'm here. My room smells fresh, and in typical style for me, I can change that into a metaphor for my life. The sun beats down mercilessly outside (94 degrees) but the sky is clear and summer's days are numbered. I've met a lot of the people moving into my hall-I like them all so far. One girl even went to Zane Trace! Mandy updated @ 4:39 PM. AIM: A Girl Encrypted. Grunge, 90's alternative, j-rock, j-pop. Blogs in my rotation.
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Friday, August 23, 2002. Mudhoney: "I Have To Laugh". Okay, so I'm a Mudhoney kick. They rock. "I talked to god.who just sat and laughed". Absolutely. :-) Oh, and D-Day is my annual term for moving-in day at college. Hey, fuck off.it's MY blog and I can bitch if I want to. If you're going to bitch about my bitching, your life is devoid of things to bitch about. You know who you are-that one person. Mandy updated @ 3:34 AM. Monday, August 19, 2002. Mudhoney - "Suck You Dry". Mandy updated @ 2:03 PM.
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Tuesday, November 26, 2002. I hate this keyboard. I forgot mine in my dorm. Yes, I'm home for break. Finals are over and I'll save my choking fear of being thrown out of college for my grades for later on. Quick lesson-if something feels like it fits, go with it. That feeling isn't there to lead you astray. Mandy updated @ 10:32 AM. AIM: A Girl Encrypted. Grunge, 90's alternative, j-rock, j-pop. Blogs in my rotation. The story of my transition. My blog commentary on Freya. My short article on Freya.
