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Blue Eyed Bader: February 2015
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Wednesday, February 4, 2015. Opening up the glove box of my late model sedan I found an old cassette tape that reminded me of a simpler time. It was an old Bob Dylan tape, cracked case and dirty dust jacket, but it looked like it still worked. The album was Highway 61 and I thought back to when I last listened to it on cassette and remembered that period of my life. I think jazz is where I stopped letting the music define me and I defined the music for me. I no longe...
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Blue Eyed Bader: March 2015
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Friday, March 13, 2015. So my wife went out and purchased some new bras the other day. She was telling me about the conversation that she had with the salesperson and they let her know of some deals on some lingerie. She said that they were trying to push a matching set and she was telling them that her husband would definitely like that. I know the biggest issue she has has been her weight gain. And while I tell her all the time that she looks great she has said tha...
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Blue Eyed Bader: Ramblings
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Thursday, April 16, 2015. It is snowing today. An April storm so not much of one, other than it has been coming down all day but the roads are still clear. I quit my job a week ago. The stress of not knowing what the future will hold for my career was enough for me to leave the company. As a company we have been doing okay, but our division is slowly going down hill. So I had to take care of myself. I am extremely happy with almost all aspects of my life, aside from the ...
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Blue Eyed Bader: 100 Things
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. 1 I grew up in the suburbs in a very suburban family. 2 I have 3 brothers and no sisters, they are all older then I am so I was able to get away with a lot of things growing up. 3 My favorite animal is the wolf, although for some reason I was fascinated by the Koala bears at the San Diego Zoo. 4 I love jazz music, but I grew up on the Grateful Dead, I followed them around for a few years in high school and college. 8 I will try anything once. 14 I drastically changed my ...
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Blue Eyed Bader: December 2014
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Thursday, December 11, 2014. So as always this post has taken me a few days to write. And the whole point of this post was to talk about the fact that you have to keep writing everyday in order to be a better writer. Guess I need to follow these rules a lot more often. Originally I thought about buying a new desktop and getting a tablet for the living room. I can attach a keyboard and write whenever the urge presents itself. And that is what I will probably do at...The o...
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Blue Eyed Bader: October 2014
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Tuesday, October 21, 2014. I have become somewhat content with the lack of sex situation. It is almost like I have given up on trying to seduce my wife and grown accustom to the lack of attention. Part of the problem is that my wife and I have been having trouble sleeping. I know, I know most people would say that is the perfect opportunity to have sex. Especially since I know I always sleep better after a bit of fun. We both consider some of the issue to be her weight&#...
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Blue Eyed Bader: Porn Discovery
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Friday, January 23, 2015. I was a normal teen. I had a stack of magazines under my bed that I used to look at when I had alone time. You know, the ones with the fold out pictures in the middle. I also had a girlfriend that was pretty open sexually, but still as inexperienced as I was. At times she would come over my house and spend some time in my room. We typically did not do much in my room, since most of the times my parents were downstairs and we could not risk it.
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Blue Eyed Bader: November 2014
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Monday, November 3, 2014. I wonder all the time how I got here. Trying to figure out the decisions I made over the years that have led me to this exact situation that I find myself in. As a atheist I would think that decisions would always have an impact on life, but sometimes I wonder that no matter what I do or do not do the outcome always seems to be the same. And it is how you react to this outcome that shapes your life for the future. Would things be any different?
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Blue Eyed Bader: July 2014
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Wednesday, July 16, 2014. My sex life is extremely vanilla as you have read on here. More often than not it is non-existence but when we do have sex it is missionary, or me on my side and her on her back. We occasionally change it up like last week and I put her legs over my shoulders and we fuck hard. But it is still always vanilla. During one of these conversations she told me her dreams. I suggested and she said it would be fun to try. The idea of restraints is new fo...
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Blue Eyed Bader: A Different Time
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Life, sex and bipolar depression. Wednesday, February 4, 2015. Opening up the glove box of my late model sedan I found an old cassette tape that reminded me of a simpler time. It was an old Bob Dylan tape, cracked case and dirty dust jacket, but it looked like it still worked. The album was Highway 61 and I thought back to when I last listened to it on cassette and remembered that period of my life. I think jazz is where I stopped letting the music define me and I defined the music for me. I no longe...
