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Friday, March 11. So the story goes. I just cannot be bothered anymore. really. Everything is so screwed up. but well it'll be fine soon. I know it will be coz it always is. But i wanna thank everyone who's been there for me. I dont know where i'd be without you guys. People like daryl, trish, hui min, bong, lucas, denis, alethea. I love you guys! And sometimes, if i ever vent my anger at you guys, i'm sorry. My friends right now are the best things that have ever happened to me. Tuesday, March 1. Then i...
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Saturday, February 19. So you're leaving once again. I think in the past 2 months, i lost about 50 bucks. maybe more maybe less. but it was all for fun anyway. haha. tho the feeling did suck sometimes. Haha boy do i remember always crying when you left. and when we did when we visited you. but now, i've realised, i prolly wont cry anymore coz i know we'll always meet again. and we'll always hear from you anyway. so there's always a we'll see you again. Okay enough of nonsense. Monday, February 14. Or was...
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Friday, April 1. Past memories replaying in my head. Darkness comes frequently these few days. Afraid of the things i'll have to face. Hidden in this confined room with no one to turn to. Sometimes i wonder how i'll ever make it through. With this darkness comes my loneliness. It's a package, making me feel worthless. I find myself crying to sleep every night. Hidden behind this mask, away from your sight. Some nights i run away, for miles. Some days, i fill with plastic smiles. Immaculate heart of mary.
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Thursday, January 27. For those of you who dont already know, THE NONE WROTE THINGY IS THE TAG OR COMMENTS PAGE. What ever you call it. yep. I dont know what to say bout syf sessions. they making me try out for the part of siew eng. and i really dont wanna be siew eng. rahhs. oh well. Oh yea, and i'm going for auditions tmr for that teen's search thing. wish me luck. i'm gonna get my butt back into that modelling stuff i used to do. i have to admit, i do miss it. (:. Then it's mum's bday on sat. I know y...
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Friday, December 31. Wednesday, December 29. Watching bbc or cnn the past few days has made me feel that i'm really lucky. i have the comfort of my home and i'm surrounded by the ones i trully cherish and love. whereas, those who have been affected by the earthquake and tsunami have just lost everything. Imagine waking up one day and realising that everything's just. gone. that everyone has left you and you're all alone with no house, no food. nothing. Tuesday, December 28. Immaculate heart of mary.
