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HEPHAESTUS: July 2006
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Monday, July 31, 2006. I live through my dark existence. Only to bask in her beauty. Her eyes that shine like sapphires. Her smile that brightens even my sad existence. I envy the wind that runs through her hair. That touches her lips. I long to touch her. To hold her in my arms,. For her heart belongs to another. So, I can only love you from afar. Her friendship means more to me. Than anything this world provides. But like an angel she touched my heart. In a way that I've never felt before.
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HEPHAESTUS: June 2006
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Friday, June 30, 2006. My Worst Fear,. It is now here,. My Exams are starting,. Hell's gate is opening,. There's no way out of this,. I'll just have to get it over with,. But I need to be careful,. I must circumvent the devil's grasp,. If I want heaven that lies after this Immoral sin,. I need to surpace the devil's evil,. For I will not endure hell's suffering forever,. For I want to be with heaven in high spirits,. For not in hell forever, not there miserably,. I will only remain in hell,. To be with,.
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HEPHAESTUS: November 2006
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006. I stare deep into the mirror. My eyes are locked on those of my reflection. I have been trying to understand how you found out. How vulnerable I was. I'm trying to see how you could look into my mind. And see that I would do anything for you. My reflection's eyes begin to cry and tears fall into. It wipes its face, blinks, and turns away. Posted by Darky at 11/28/2006 10:03:00 PM. Friday, November 24, 2006. Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,. And easily falls apart.".
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HEPHAESTUS: April 2007
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Sunday, April 29, 2007. What Good Is Love. Somewhat in the beginning . I was thinking of Shaikha when I wrote this . Then I thought of someone else . Someone secret, sacred . Some know of my crush as. Some know of her as. To my knowledge, only 3 people in the world know her by her. So this is somewhat a combination of my past and now . 67% past. I waited for your love in hope,. That ours would come again,. And make me feel the things I felt,. When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased,.
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HEPHAESTUS: October 2006
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Saturday, October 28, 2006. Alone in hell, I have nowhere to turn. Memories of you, my love you spurn. Unseen forces brought us together. My heart is scarred, broken forever. In my dreams, I feel your touch. My heart is full, never so much. Time heals all wounds, this is a lie. My soul is lost, wanting to die. With broken pieces, I shall carry on. Crying forever with what's left undone. Posted by Darky at 10/28/2006 08:27:00 PM. Wednesday, October 25, 2006. Those simple words confuse me. When I spoke you...
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HEPHAESTUS: September 2006
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Friday, September 29, 2006. By the chains of love's grip. Wherefore do I weep. At knowing the joy,. At feeling the peace,. Wherefore do I weep. Unable to complete ,. Unknown the kiss,. Wherefore do I weep. At loving not living. Because I, The Fool,. Posted by Darky at 9/29/2006 11:49:00 PM. Thursday, September 28, 2006. All I see is night. Blackness, death, and decay. My world turns dark as the blood red sunset is devoured by the hungry night sky. The once suffered children. Like rabid w olves. And rip t...
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HEPHAESTUS: March 2007
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007. My Worst Fear,. It is now here,. My Exams are starting,. Hell's gate is opening,. There's no way out of this,. I'll just have to get it over with,. But I need to be careful,. I must circumvent the devil's grasp,. If I want heaven that lies after this Immoral sin,. I need to surpace the devil's evil,. For I will not endure hell's suffering forever,. For I want to be with heaven in high spirits,. For not in hell forever, not there miserably,. I will only remain in hell,. I could be...
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HEPHAESTUS: February 2007
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Sunday, February 18, 2007. Horizon rising up to meet the purple dawn. Dust demon, screaming, bring an eagle to lead me on. For in my heart I carry such a heavy load. Here I am, on Man's Road. I'm hungry, weary, but I cannot lay me down. The rain comes, dreary, but there's no shelter I have found. It will be a long time till I find my abode. Here I am, on Man's road. Moon rising, disguising lonely streets in gay displays. The stars fade, the nightshade falls and makes the world afraid. My love is a ghost.
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HEPHAESTUS: August 2006
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Thursday, August 31, 2006. The love of a friend. I was someone,. But for me I was no one. I was rejected,. Invisible in school,. Course I wasn’t cool. I was known as a nerd,. My voice was never heard. I asked god, why me? He answered back, because you are lucky. I thought and thought,. I blinked and blinked,. Then I realized,. The whole world changing before my eyes. People moved on fast,. My parents died, leaving me alone,. Hardly understanding what was going on. I tried to hold on my fears,. Looking th...
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HEPHAESTUS: January 2007
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Saturday, January 27, 2007. Trust Me With Your Heart. Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love,. And bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must,. Tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores,. You have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end,. And you will forever stay as my lover and friend. Thursday, January 25, 2007. Could you ...
