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Wednesday, May 25, 2005:. Sometyms i just dnt get it. im juz so sick n tried of my life really but i dnt wan to be so unworthy anymre. i dnt want to see my folks lyk dis. when will dis hardship end. i cnt even be such a gud help to my frenz even my family wat abt me den. i dnt noe wat to do anymre. im so lost. im lost in my life. Blogged on 2:19 AM. Monday, May 09, 2005:. Anywayz, last sunday was realli somthng cz its my dad's bday n mother's day so double events ritteee? Do u still rember us?
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Thursday, November 25, 2004:. In the next few more days we will havin a field trip in Chaing Rai for my thai class. i juz cnt wait.i heard its realli cold ther rite now? Im still doin sm reseach on it. So far i found out tt its lyk a in between of Burma n Thailand.ya.n its realli famous for its mountains.ya realli kool rite? Blogged on 12:52 PM. Tuesday, November 23, 2004:. I was lyk wat da! Why cnt i say thngz which i cn instead ppl will thnk tt i hide behind my sistaz shadows.geez.i juz hate it! Anyway...
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Friday, October 22, 2004:. Wat is it in ur eyes i feel so free. Its not a dream of mine but a reality of it. When ur eyes look into mine. I see the world. A beautiful world which i. But alas we dont. For in reality we are worlds apart. Blogged on 11:19 AM. Which is better a dream or the reality of life? In my dreamz i find happiness but in reality. In my dreamz i feel free but in reality. In my dreamz i see the blue skyz but in reality. In my dreamz i hear laughers but in reality. He kisses me gud bye.
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Thursday, June 23, 2005:. Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,. Feeling how life just fall through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,. Tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness. Here I live when others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life,. Why I am lucky one, Why I manage to get through that pain, through the sorrow,. All it hurts me, life is so unfair, hurting just like random, hurting innocent. Blogged on 12:02 PM.
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Sunday, February 27, 2005:. I juz cnt stop thinkin abt i shld do.i feel so lost.seein my folks lyk dis.im so helpless.i wan to tok to sm1.sm1 hu might understand mi.i am lookin i tot i found one bt i was wrong.nobody sees mi.am i realli so invisible? Am i realli tt bad or juz plain n borin tts y nobody sees mi.its so sad.n so painful.i try nt to cry bt tears juz wldnt hold bck.hu is my fren? Y do i keep gettin hurt? Blogged on 6:12 PM. Blogged on 6:08 PM. Our crazy frenz bck in sg =). Blogged on 6:06 PM.
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005:. Hmmmpa cute kami here.welll.smthng went wrong wif my side thu.gers gone mad once again.LoL. Blogged on 10:44 AM. My sis is after my blood or wat? Blogged on 10:41 AM. Thursday, March 03, 2005:. Im so movin on.ya! Thnx to u nw i get wat i want.since u been gone. Ohhhahhhh.i hav a movie to make n i hav no idea hw to make one.Gee! Hu cn i ask nw? My entire grade is at hand here.im so exctd as well as so scard.well lyk the cheerleaders in tt movie.BRING IT ON! Blogged on 12:05 PM.
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Thursday, December 30, 2004:. Blogged on 9:35 PM. My sis n mi during our christmas party in our fren'z hse.two weirdoz tts wat we r! Blogged on 11:19 AM. Saturday, December 25, 2004:. N hapi new year! Im back in singapore! May u all hav a gr8t new year ahead! Blogged on 12:00 AM. Friday, December 17, 2004:. Kool pic of my class matez in thai class.we all look so cuttee! Geezi miz tt class trip so much! Blogged on 7:43 PM. My thai teacher is juz so cute! Gezmy sis is kool.wait! Almost 4got abt mi ther nw.
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Sunday, January 23, 2005:. Its been 20 days since tt day n he still has nt respond.den juz nw in chruch he wnt even tok to mi.his sis said tt he is juz shy.i juz wan to 4get him.i hate him.i hate hate him.i wish i nvr luv him dis much.plz hw cn i 4get him? Blogged on 11:05 PM. Thursday, January 06, 2005:. Blogged on 8:36 AM. Tuesday, January 04, 2005:. Geezi dnt noe wat happen bt.i hope dis is posted.we r juz so kool here! All the gerz in the party! Blogged on 10:40 AM. Blogged on 10:38 AM. Dis realli su...
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005:. I was realli i joke indeed. well, now i noe realli noe cz nt evry1 is wat i think they r. Rember tt guy i once said be4 here well juz a few days ago i was able to tok to him bt 4 a short while but during the whole 15 mins or so i realli felt so hapi. COme on! Bt im over him realli its nt becz i lyk sm1 else which i realli wish! Im goin to hav breastinplants.realli.well, mayb wen i hav $ den f tt is.LOL come on! Am i tt despo to b notice n im nt tt rich too? I dnt think so! It cn...
