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Saturday, October 10, 2009. Yes I am having a mixture of feelings. At times, he can make me feel so happy. Yet other times, he can leave me crying. At times, he can make me feel secure and calm. Yet other times, he can make me feel frustrated and irritated. The first time I get to know him, I had no intention of being more than friends. I was too hurt already. and I was happy being single and alone. Eventhough, at times I felt lonely and yearn for someone's love so much. Sometimes, I blame myself. Fo...
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Saturday, December 19, 2009. Okay, here's my update. (:. Last week, I went for the Marriage course with him. We were both nervous at first especially the morning session. However, the evening session was much more relaxed. Oh yes, we took the course in a private academy. So we need to attend only one session and that's it. That cost us $300 including our 2 certificates of course. Just a few days ago, he bought me a simple ring. Fairuz did helped out to decide which design. Blogged @ 6:32 PM. It's been li...
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Sunday, August 24, 2008. From Left.Top: Wiwik, Fairuz, Sakinah and Me. Bottom: Yaz, Atiqah and Khai. I'm blessed. Cos finally I really felt so happy. Family. Friends. I felt so complete. I love my baby nephew. He's so super cute. (:. I love his photoshoot! I have super duper classmates! Except for some. Hehes. (Better not to mention who). Don't mention about revising in your blog please. I have not even start revising yet! The gf who is easily paranoid and soft-hearted. My dance partner in CCA. Lols.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009. Oh wow. I know. It's been a long time since I updated. Well, I've been busy and yet at the same time slacking? I came back from Cambodia on 28 June. 29 June - 5 July was a total slack for me. Haha! I shall never forget the memories I have over there. The moments we had with the kids. Of course the bonding we had within our group. The stupid joke we created ourselves. The eating sessions. (:. Congrats on both of us for clinching the female titles. =D. Serve me right. =P Haha!
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Sunday, March 1, 2009. Yesterday I went for the auditions at ITE Simei. Yes Dance Elective's auditions. (:. I reached there with Farhana at about 9.05am. So the whole thing actually started about 10am? We had about an hour latin dance class. The choreographer/instructor is Philippines. So after that the audition starts. We had to do some contemporary steps and warm-ups. Here is the gd news! I'm in Elective Dance. How great is that? I'll be in NDP Dance as well! I got the bag I wanted. (:. Designer ; R*.
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Sunday, May 17, 2009. Boy, u caught me off guard. U blew me away. Eventhough at times, u're so unpredictable. Nonetheless, I still love you anyway. Baby, you're just so irresistable. Imy boy. I really2 do. You touched my heart and soul. When you were there to brush these tears from my cheeks. When you were there to hug me in your warm arms. I shall nvr forget that moment. and I thank you for that. I love you boy. and I miss you. Blogged @ 12:03 AM. Wednesday, May 6, 2009. C'mon Qida. Wake up. Pls give me...
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Sunday, June 14, 2009. The 2 projects are over and submitted on 12 June. It was a total depression to complete it. I didn't sleep the whole Thursday night just to type out the write-up. I spend the whole 5hous just to think and type it out. A total of 16 pages lars seys! It was a nightmare! So most of us turned up in school looking like a zombie. (:. Luckily, our teachers were understanding. Hehes. The skit was hilarious. Wonder if I have an acting potential. LOL. I slept like a pig till the next morning.
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Thursday, September 24, 2009. Guys I wonder. What do they really want from us. I don't understand guys. Really. I'm so hurt. On the verge of breaking down again. Hate myself. I don't need anyone but I hate when all these are happening to me. One of my ex wanted to patch up. Hmmm. However, to me, it's lame. After not liking that someone. Then he's saying all these to me. It's BULLSHIT. I'm not someone you can forget when you have someone. Then you can simply come back to me when you don't have anyone else.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009. Lock Darlink and Me (: Haha. Crew FORMAL photo =D CUTE right? Me at ITE Macp's dance studio. Really. It was just a one pic scandal only. SUMPAH. Haha. Nu' Crew B'Delicious = Nu'Licious? Or Nu'Crew Soul'D Out = Nu' Soul'D? Bestie Sakinah Darlink and me (:. SDO's MANAGER tau. Cey! My educators dancers. (:. Last pose before performance? At our booth for CCA Open House (:. Blogged @ 3:20 AM. Tuesday, April 14, 2009. First of all, I would like to wish Wiwik. Happy 19th birthday. (:.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009. Oh god. I swear I feel like breaking down right now. Tears rolling down my cheeks. I'm so so hurt. What's wrong with me? Yesterday I had a dream he left me cos he had sum1 else. Today, we had this HUGE quarrel. I couldn't take it anymore. Why can't he put in effort? Do I have to tell him everything? What to do. How I feel. EVERYTIME? I told him like a zillion times. Why can't he take the initiative? Seriously. Sometimes I purposely nvr msg and waited to see. Blogged @ 10:57 PM.
