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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: September 2011
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Monday, September 12, 2011. Did you hear that? That was the super sonic sound of summer whizzing by. It's amazing how fast time has gone now that I can walk upright, without digging my fingers into my bum muscle just so it can relax a little to move. My life went horribly slow as I moved my body.left foot step, fingers digging into right butt muscle, push in and up.drag. step.drag, step.drag.on &and on. Worsening week after agonizing week. Looking back I can see I d...
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: June 2014
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Sunday, June 29, 2014. I am that women. I am her.who rants and screams and curses at this religion of mine. I am she who shakes her fists at God and Yells "Answer ME! I am the one who throws her temple recommend at her Bishop. "take it.I don't want it.". I am the women who approaches Bishops, a Stake Patriarch, Stake Presidents, a director of Leadership Development for the Church, a Mission President.and asks them hard questions. "Why? Tell me more. Am I alone?
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: September 2012
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Sunday, September 23, 2012. Why do you stay? Tell my Bishop I have no testimony.check. Drink coffee on Sunday.check. Let go of all guilt.check. Life goes on.check. Breath a sigh of relief.check. SoI'm in the church, not of it? Yeah, that sounded about right! Let me tell you friends.I felt like a dog that had just been sprung from a bath. I was running around, shaking my wet fur to and fro then rubbing my body all along the side of the couch. Yeah baby! Being a lady ...
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: Brian says Hi
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Saturday, December 7, 2013. Say hello to my brother Brian. You meet him back in this post. Pretty messed up fellow. A man I loved, then hated, then loved again. Brian was 15 when I was born and at 15 he started down the path of drug use. I was 15 years old when Mom died. He staggered out of his hole to visit us and to say goodbye to mom. After abusing drugs for 15 years, he died.alone, penniless, with just the clothes on his back, a duffle bag. I assured them I was&...
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: April 2012
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Friday, April 27, 2012. I remember seeing "The Wall" out in the distance around the time I had gotten married. There it was.a tall, brink a$ wall far out there. Leering at me with it's rust colored, dusty brick eyes. "Awww yeah girl.one day.your face is going to splatter against my awesome brink chest. You can run girl.but ya can't hide! Oh yes.I.did. God doesn't hand you anything you can't handle". Come on.we've all. Surepeople really did/say nasty things to me in ...
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: Where am I?
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Monday, September 23, 2013. A friend asked me. Hey you.what's with your blog? When are you going to write again? Let me explain something here for you. It is very hard for me to write. To write a post usually takes me around 2 hours on average. Yeah.I know.right? I can't not start writing then walk away and finish it later. It's something I have to finish.or I end up lying awake at night thinking. Where are you now with your beliefs? So here is goes. I am now 40.
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: Why do you stay?
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Sunday, September 23, 2012. Why do you stay? Tell my Bishop I have no testimony.check. Drink coffee on Sunday.check. Let go of all guilt.check. Life goes on.check. Breath a sigh of relief.check. SoI'm in the church, not of it? Yeah, that sounded about right! Let me tell you friends.I felt like a dog that had just been sprung from a bath. I was running around, shaking my wet fur to and fro then rubbing my body all along the side of the couch. Yeah baby! Being a lady ...
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: February 2012
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Thursday, February 16, 2012. Why I decided to become found. Meas the good egg. And to the chagrin of my friends.very proper. Smoking.was gross. Watching.more like. smelling my parents smoke was enough to make me gag at the sight of ciggies. He couldn't have his customary after work drink w/o me being in his face giving all the facts of the hazards of drinking.). Maybe it was because my parents were older. Maybe is was because I was raised in a barn. Luckily I didn't...
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies: Beer Blessings
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I'm just fine and other assorted lies. Tuesday, July 31, 2012. There is a joke I like to say about blessings. If you need some blessings.drink a beer.". In the church we are encouraged to live healthy lifestyles. No alcohol, no wacky tabacky, no coffee, no black tea. Everything in moderation. We can't drink, but we sure as heck can eat! We love our food! Anywho. People who live in religion tend to become very paranoid.or was that just me? If I don't pay my tithing (10% Sucka! Girl, I never heard of that!