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looking out of the closet: August 2006
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Looking out of the closet. Just a gay man living deep inside the closet. Tuesday, August 22, 2006. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank all of you. For understanding. For the offers to help. For the compassion. I don't know where I will go from here. More than likely, I will try to get further in the closet, although I don't know that anybody would believe it at this point. I don't think I have it in me to do that, either. Posted by Jay at 9:43 AM. California, United States. Half Out Half In.
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I Wish I Knew: August 2006
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I Wish I Knew. Wednesday, August 30, 2006. I finally have a chance to sit down and breathe, so I thought that I would get around to making the post that I said I would make two days ago. Yes, I got the job. While I am very happy about it (believe me, I am), it has caused all number of complications. And I am going to take the job, so I know I am going to be moving to the United States around September 15. Now, to the complications:. 1 Quitting my job. 2 Selling my apartment. So for all of these reasons a...
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I Wish I Knew: October 2006
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I Wish I Knew. Saturday, October 28, 2006. Well, when you hit rock bottom, there is no further that you can fall, right? This month has been a.disaster, to put it lightly. I have watched as my life fell apart around me, and am, at present, unemployed, struggling to pay my bills, and trying to nip a fledgling addiction in the bud before it takes over my life. But there is nowhere to go but up. Or at least I pray that that is the truth. Posted by alessandro @ 4:43 PM. New York, United States.
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I Wish I Knew: July 2006
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I Wish I Knew. Monday, July 31, 2006. I have been up drinking most of the night which is arguably not the best idea when I have to be at work in 2 hours (and have to drive in 1), but there has been a lot on my mind. Yes, I know that alcohol will not solve my problems and I do not expect it to. It is just good for a night when I am unspeakably aware of how lonely I feel. He invited me back to his apartment, he said to convince me why I should stay. Posted by alessandro @ 10:52 PM. Sunday, July 30, 2006.
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I Wish I Knew: November 2006
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I Wish I Knew. Monday, November 27, 2006. Not much new to say, things are pretty much the same as they were when I last wrote. But I am hanging in there and I am not ready to give up yet. I will make it through this, somehow, even though the challenges that I thought that I would face upon entering the United States ended up being completely different than the ones that I actually am dealing with. Oh well. At least it is a learning experience. Posted by alessandro @ 7:58 AM. Tuesday, November 14, 2006.
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I Wish I Knew: January 2007
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I Wish I Knew. Sunday, January 07, 2007. Wow, been a long time since I posted. So, what's new for me this year? I have moved to upstate New York, I have a job there. I moved there three days ago, and I am still settling in and getting used to this place. I decided to move away from Philadelphia because of all the shit that happened to me there, and I just wanted to have a fresh start. I am still working hard on my drug.issues, but I think I can stay clean. Posted by alessandro @ 7:49 PM.
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I Wish I Knew: September 2006
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I Wish I Knew. Monday, September 25, 2006. Drinking all weekend meant one thing for certain: I got no further in finding an apartment, which is annoying. I wanted to move by the end of the month, but I doubt that I am going to manage that now. Hopefully by the end of October, I will have somewhere to live besides a hotel; that I will have a real apartment to live in. But for the first time, I have had sex in the United States! Posted by alessandro @ 10:48 PM. Friday, September 22, 2006. Here is to the be...