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Lost in the Tubes: May 2014
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Lost in the Tubes. Wednesday, May 14, 2014. Letter to Myself: Notations on semi-insanity. Q: If you stop to wonder if you are insane, does that imply that you are not too far gone? Q2: Or does it indicate that you are so far over the edge of madness that you have to ask? A: Who's really sane, anyhow? And for that matter who is the epitome of saneness that he (or she, heaven forbid) can be self righteous enough to deem others lacking in that intangible quality? And that will only make you want to leave!
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Lost in the Tubes. Wednesday, April 8, 2015. To a Man who maintained that the Mausoleum is the Stateliest Possible Manner of Interment). I would be one with the dark, dark earth:—. Follow the plough with a yokel tread. I would be part of the Indian corn,. Walking the rows with the plumes o'erhead. I would be one with the lavish earth,. Eating the bee-stung apples red:. Walking where lambs walk on the hills;. By oak-grove paths to the pools be led. I would be one with the dark-bright night. Fate is to Fade.
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Lost in the Tubes: January 2015
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Lost in the Tubes. Saturday, January 31, 2015. I hate her most days. Well, 99 out of 100, if you must know. But, sometimes I think about that 1 out of 100. And it’s not for me. But, I think about what would make her happy. And what it would take-. For her, to be so together…. That she would be around. for them. I know, right? Talk about 1 out of 100…. And I think to myself- as bad as I feel.sometimes-. Not Now of course, don’t be silly-. But, damn, she must feel worse-. But just a little bit out of reach.
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Lost in the Tubes: Morality in action
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Lost in the Tubes. Monday, April 13, 2015. Thinking of my friend Jerry M., who was so disgusted with me for calling out the problems with today's law enforcement. Its always harder to do the right thing. But that's the deal. Its called the Law. You either support it, and follow it, and Uphold it- OR YOU DON"T. There are no shortcuts to doing the right thing. If our law enforcement officials justify breaking the law- then it is doomed to failure. You want be a cop? You want to serve and protect? I've been...
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Lost in the Tubes: July 2014
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Lost in the Tubes. Tuesday, July 1, 2014. So many loves lost. And still just one life to lose. Shadows reverberate in my memories of this lost moment-. Or that one… I forget). While the present stands still as a corpse. As still as I try to hold this life. Yet never, apparently, to be … found. I try each day to give up on this addiction to – life. Attempting to block out meanings so endlessly futile. And reasons that just bring deeper guilt. I hold my heart, I smother it, one beat at a time. Still don...
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Lost in the Tubes: Uncommon Core
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Lost in the Tubes. Tuesday, March 3, 2015. It's interesting how, that no matter how chaos swings this marionette, that this far-flung body always swings back to the same familiar orbit. Or maybe not so interesting. Maybe it's a matter of simplicity. Perhaps, it's a lack of forward thrust. I daresay, no one could ever argue that it was a lack of my expansive imagination. Humble beginnings- and a deliciously, deserved humble ending- of my own choice. It's all that I ever wanted. I don't say it lightly.
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Lost in the Tubes: March 2015
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Lost in the Tubes. Tuesday, March 3, 2015. It's interesting how, that no matter how chaos swings this marionette, that this far-flung body always swings back to the same familiar orbit. Or maybe not so interesting. Maybe it's a matter of simplicity. Perhaps, it's a lack of forward thrust. I daresay, no one could ever argue that it was a lack of my expansive imagination. Humble beginnings- and a deliciously, deserved humble ending- of my own choice. It's all that I ever wanted. I don't say it lightly.
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Lost in the Tubes: February 2015
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Lost in the Tubes. Friday, February 27, 2015. Good men, Good deeds, Good memories. Confusion. Is. nothing new. Drove home in the snow. really bad roads- I've discovered the secret to driving safely in the snow: Drive Slow and Drink. I took the girls to Grandmas. Damn plumbing fucked up on this rent house. again. sigh. Snow on the ground. lots and lots of snow. Not gonna get fixed this weekend- THIS- I know. So I drove the slow hour to Lubbock and dropped them off and grandmas. Its a good story. Who the f...
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Lost in the Tubes: September 2013
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Lost in the Tubes. Thursday, September 19, 2013. Learning to Love, for beginners. I don't love you. Just need some support right now from a friend that knows me really well. Sorry if you can't handle that. I'm sorry but I felt you deserve my honesty. Your honesty is a depressing thing.for You. I hope you can find love and joy in the future. I feel like you have none- I want you to understand that love isn't some curse. But i'm older, and you're young and in pain. I remember that feeling. And really, I do...
