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.: una gitana en nyc :.: It's been a long time...
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Una gitana en nyc :. Everyday ramblings from my everyday life . Monday, November 21, 2011. It's been a long time. I shouldn't have left you, left you. Without some blog posts to go to, go to. Go to, go to, go to, go to, go to. Chika chika chika :. Ok I'm done being completely corny. I've never really liked running to people to fix things and since this is unfixable, I kind of don't see any reason to run to someone to talk about it. Ok I'm done . back to my non-sad post! So here we go . Ok Now i'm just an...
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.: una gitana en nyc :.: July 23, 2012..
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Una gitana en nyc :. Everyday ramblings from my everyday life . Monday, July 23, 2012. July 23, 2012. I don't even know when was the last time I cried.bawled.over her death but tonight was the night that it hit me again. I have no idea why. It's not like I don't think about her at least once every single day. But today it just sucker punched me and here I am, at almost 1:30am, typing senseless crap away with tears running down my face. Isn't that so sad? Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). So here we are...
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.: una gitana en nyc :.: Saying goodbye
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Una gitana en nyc :. Everyday ramblings from my everyday life . Tuesday, August 23, 2011. It's been 10 days since I heard, 5 since I last saw her, and 4 since I laid her to rest. And I still can't believe it. Is that normal? How am I helping you when I feel so confused myself? But alas, that doesn't exist, so I'm forced to sit here with these feelings. Or should I say feeling. I feel guilty as f*ck. Every day I think of the same things. Why didn't I visit before? Add on the guilt I feel every time I feel...
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.: una gitana en nyc :.: hot mess of america
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Una gitana en nyc :. Everyday ramblings from my everyday life . Monday, July 25, 2011. Hot mess of america. I have finally admitted to myself that I hate my job. Not dislike. Not deem it as less than desirable. No, I hate it. So that's where I am. I'm almost 29 years old and I can honestly say that I have never disliked a job as much as I dislike this one. Not even my 10 hour a day, 6am starting job in Rochester. Not child labor Baskin Robbins. Not Bloomies. Nada. Just this one. Well because when you are...
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.: una gitana en nyc :.: The Art of Being Vulnerable
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Una gitana en nyc :. Everyday ramblings from my everyday life . Monday, July 14, 2014. The Art of Being Vulnerable. Ah feelings. They suck. Ok they don't "suck" but they make shit complicated. It's been.a year? Why do I not know the answer to this? Now I bawl at commercials, at the sheer memory OF said commercial, and tear up when a boy doesn't text me back after a date (more on that in a minute). But back to the feelings. Why are they so many? And they come out at the most random times? And what makes t...
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Reality is...: October 2007
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007. There's a struggle inside of me. Posted by Hottie @ 11:02 PM. I'm not a mess, I'm a work in progress.". View my complete profile. Funny story.3 years ago i told myself id try to. If i could hypnotize you to not remember me.i wo. Your day to day routine can easily distract you. w. People mourn the end of a relationship the way the. I really wish this was a mean trick.and in the e. I started a blog 5 years ago.feels like an etern.
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Reality is...: October 2006
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006. Wow that girls hair is big! 10 years have come and gone.and that friendship has only grown.i rephrase.that sisterhood has only grown and gotten stronger and the memories can fill a book. the one person that truly knows me is her.yet lately i find sad thoughts lingering in the back of my mind. I dont remember the day.i cant even remember if it was last month or 2 months ago when she called and said " i have great news! And yes i know Nik lives in Rockland.my point exactly!
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Reality is...: November 2007
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007. And the time i had wanted to avoid is finally here.i dont think it's hit me yet.but i know when it does it'll hit me like a wave, with a rush of emotions and uncertainty. My navy boy its time to go, where they want to send you , who knows.when you'll be back.2 months hopefully so. Ps i know the sea will bring you back whiter than ever.so i'll be here ready w the tanning lotion :) lol. Posted by Hottie @ 1:06 PM. I'm not a mess, I'm a work in progress.". View my complete profile.
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Reality is...: February 2006
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Monday, February 27, 2006. Monday, but not just any monday.I walk into work at 8:45 am and of course no one is here.walking down my row of cubes i hear a Juan Luis Guerra playin in somebodys computer in the next row.but there's no one here. The song tha's playing. Buscando visa para un sueño. Buscando visa, la necesidad. Buscando visa, que rabia me da,. Golpe de poder buscando visa, que mas puedo hacer, buscando visa para no volver". Doubt it.Will my parents ever return for good? Friday, February 24, 2006.
